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Tuesday, October 27

+have you experienced it?+

you know how they say that at the end of everyday, you should blog everyday down. pen it down so one day, you can read back and laugh at the little foolish things we do, things we say. the problem is, at the end of the day, we are either too tired, or bogged down with too many thoughts we never write a complete little entry we want to the way we felt it first.

sound very much like trying to let your second relationship feel like the very first? it never feels the same! i have not experienced it so i shall not try to act like i had. i think i imagine too many things. ooh the power of the mind.

every time i log onto blogger, i stare at this page with the empty blank interface for one minute, think, write; delete one sentence, write more. delete more and try to write more. after that one paragraph, i just fuck it and write my draft. eventually this entry becomes an unedited draft with incoherent piles of thoughts.

i know. you must be feeling it if you are so frequently doing this like i have. continue to enjoy the perks of life, write it down somewhere in your little pen note or store them in your short term memory. who knows. you can just whip up another wholesome, fun-loving story which could touch many hearts.

do inform me though, i would love to read an exciting little entry, put into the mind of many brain cells who sacrificed in the process.

Labels: experience, writer's block

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Sunday, October 25

+weekend post. parkway+

i'm actually blogging again. two days in a roll. not quite surprising if it was back in the days when i was actively writing. but as time goes by, the numbers on our age keeps increasing every single day, we grow old. we feel that we have more secrets (note: its just feel. sometimes its not actually that important to keep mum anyway), we tend not to write it down. call it plain lazy.

i was back at parkway parade with my family today. it's been many years since i'm back here. if you have been avidly reading, you know how much memories parkway parade brings back. well the new shops are typical just like the other malls you can find around the neighbourhood, but i found something really special about parkway parade. you have borders, dome, topman, esprit, giant and cold storage in one entire mall. plus the usual starbucks, fish & co, jack's place and you get a whole lot of things to do, for friends or family.

i didn't realise christmas is two months away. much memories of christmas; happy and not so happy ones. i never had a great christmas party to date. yes its kinda sad. every year i try to plan for something, nothing materialises. every time i try, something fails. it's become such a cliche i know i fail at christmas. every year i use christmas as a time to think about the year. well, maybe this year would be the same old norm.

the allure of the borders privilege card is growing larger by the year. you know how the mind works. $20 bucks for the card. and you got a whole lot of books at your disposal. discounts here, freebies there. at the end of the day, you know its not going to be that very privileged. one day i'm going to get it for myself. just one day..

Labels: borders, parkway

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Saturday, October 24

+well, old friends. nostalgic.+

i know its almost three in the morning and i'm still up and its not healthy. blah blah blah. enough reasons to tell me to go to bed, blog when i get up, where my brain is fresh and my thoughts totally coherent. i just want to do this blog thing now. call it stubborn. whatever. i want this blog to carry on living. blogging has to be done when i feel like it. whenever, wherever.

i was working around my secondary school on thursday night. technically it was not a great night for me because i was working all by myself. thinking back, i thought it felt really productive because all the credit went to only myself. a sense of achievement, a sense of fear because working alone freaks me out really.

nostalgia got the better of me, while strolling on home. the old streets we used to walk proudly along, the shortcuts we take; the same way they used to look, just like seven years ago. i reminisce the old people i used to call friends. the ones who never kept in contact because we didn't own handphones at that time. and with the technology of facebook, i managed to salvage just a few lost sheep, not the entire herd. i guess that is still not enough!

maybe time just flew by too quickly. it never came back. sometimes friends need to be left lost for decades before we eventually meet up - on the streets, by the beach, or even in shopping malls. let that be part of the perks in life, the joys of that would be suffice for us to live on, each and everyday with a little pinch of spice we can always look forward to.

i will continue to look forward to meeting some of you on the streets! remember to say HELLO!

Labels: nostalgic, old friends

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Wednesday, October 21

+power cut.+

its midweek wednesday already. time flies. time doesn't really fly. it just never stops. i was actually thinking when i actually enjoyed myself. a weekend maybe?

i'm sitting here in the comforts of my house (my dad's house), trying to figure out something since my appointment got cancelled last minute. argh! last minute cancellations; they never fail to swing my mood toward the negative end. since i've got that extra bit of free time to ponder, i might as well put it up on my blog.

i have not really told you why i'm blogging on this wednesday morning. the power just got cut off. they did send a notice. it was just a piece of white paper stating power would be cut off on 21 Oct 2009. i mean, who would really care? well i did freak out cause i was in the middle of some work and everything just went 'poof'.

the laptop got into a state of black shock, the radio went silent, and the handphone stopped charging. i yelled. yes i did. my mom got up and asked 'what happened?' i said 'the power went out!' she wasn't exactly surprised. 'today is 21 oct. i believe the time is 1030 now.'

she remembered! i'm surprised. i think my brain just wasn't fully functioning in the morning. maybe i was depressed and thinking about the cancelled appointment which didn't materialise. maybe i wasn't bothered by the little fact that 'the power was going to be cut off for just one hour'.

well, its definitely one bloody long hour to wait. oh, the power's back. its barely 45 minutes. have a great week!

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Saturday, October 10

+then again, no surprises+

omg i am sick, again. if your short term memory is still working, it tells you how frequently i have actually written that. the last one was barely 2 weeks away!

there is either something very wrong with my immune system, or something very wrong with the food i eat, the kind of life i live. i think my body over-reacts to fried food, alcoholic drinks and adverse weather. if only there wasn't so many clauses my body has to go through.

i refuse to succumb to the fact that my body is weak. it is time to spam those vitamins again, build up my immune system for a start. i don't usually puke this often, diarrhoea doesn't visit me unless i ate something nasty. blame it on the weather, the external factors we don't usually need to consider; easily pushing all the blame on. its so easy, its so funny.

now i have to go start writing up a plan to start my new healthy life.

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Friday, October 9

+writer's block. help.+

oh my god. i think i'm having a mental block. i can't seem to coordinate my brain and my fingers to do things at the moment. i have an idea and suddenly nothing comes out in words.

this is not the first day this writer's block problem has visited me. i tend to be using my brains to do other stuff; i really don't know what i can do to improve that. do i need to feed myself with the words again? maybe i can spend more time reading; books, magazines, and more short write-ups. any sources anyone?

i'm trying to find a few good writers i can relate to, and attach myself onto their work. that really saves up a lot of trouble trying to find one again. local writers, american writers, british writers are top on my list at the moment. unless something really brilliant comes along the way that catches my eye.

this post is more of a help-me entry. so please, help.

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