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Thursday, March 31

YES, they are finally here.
SIMPLE PLAN - Still Not Getting Any Asian Tour
Not my favourite bands, bud definitely one of my fav bands in the world
grew up to their songs like addicted, im just a kid, the worst day ever
to songs of their new albums like shut up, welcome to my life, crazy, untitled
these hits make you wanna jump up and down and nod your head and party!
the photos are up. click here

anyhow lets sum up wed 30th mar
got to go to school still, for the final EIC lesson.
it was pretty alrite
the test was kinda hectic too.
no cheating, rules have to be abided
bud i was pretty ok when it comes to writing
and refering to the text
thou i wasnt born a lit student, bud all these kinda came easy for me
hopefully i do well for it, cuz i know i screwed up some parts here and there
after school put our bags at tpy and off we went, to suntec city

there were aldy like 500 pple there inside waiting to go in
anyhow, there were 5 kids, dunno where they were from
started talking to us. as i was the tallest one there,
this kid asked me to hurl him up so he could look out for his friend
joel told them: "dun mess with him.. he's gay"
they told us: "this guy(pointing to the small kid beside me) is gay too."
such funny kids. talking to twenty-year olds like us
in the end, hurled him up. showed middle fingers everywhere
the holding room soon broke out into a mess
everyone went out of control
pple fell and slipped while running into the concert hall
managed to sqeeze somewhere in front
which was pretty alrite.
girls, boys, big ones, small ones squeezing so hard to see their favourite band

we were in the concert hall at about 730
the place was still half packed den

while waiting.. took some pics

so we waited. so half an hour for the show to start
pug jelly rocked the place for half an hour at 8
radio hits like come home soon and ransom letter were the only ones i knew
the other songs from their debut album seems alien to me
cuz im not really a big fan of them
probably buy their album when there's a discount
i mean, they're our hope of rock!

the lead singer of pug jelly

another pause of half an hour.
more people passed out at the front due to the lack of air and water

the actual show started!
SP started the show with SHUT UP
got the whole crowd mad and frenzy again

SP are finally out

hands in the air, rocking on to the big hits

they sang for about 90 mins. all the songs from their 11-track new album
and some other tracks from the old album.

one nice pic of the band. faces not very visible thou

thats me. crazy me. trying to smile when its so freaking packed

more pics can be seen here.
i wished i had a digicam or something of that sort.
anyhow, hope you guys like it.
a photo speaks a million words.

thou its the first time i've gone to a live concert
im happy it turned out to be like that
all of the things ive imagined it to me
mosh-pit style, bodies to bodies, sweaty bodies
live music, rocking and jumping up and down
like wad david said, "you all look wet and sexy tonite!"
definitely gonna visit more of these rock concerts in the future
for now, im out of here.
comments please.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|10:06:00|
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Wednesday, March 30

dont ask me why. why i haven been blogging. why i haven been online.
this six year old cpu is hanging on me all the time nowadays..
like an old hag working on a front line job.
inefficient, slow, incompetent
i just hate it so much
my mom's finally chipping in for the new com.
that calls for a celebration

those who cant see my blog. thats cuz you r still using internet explorer
go download mozilla firefox.
all the probs shld be solved by den..

this few days has been alrite. besides going to school everyday for free access
and not studying, life has been great
so much to blog, bud the fear of the com crashing is always haunting me

todays the simple plan concert. lets get ready to rock dudes
hopefully i get some pictures uploaded for all you to see
im so jealous cuz its so easy to get tickets on air nowadays..
p10 crew's gonna be rocking at suntec too. ahaha.

march 30, HEBE's bdae.
btw she still looks hot after so many years
happy 22nd bdae girl.
i know you must be enjoying it with selina and ella.
lol. im nuts. alrite. im late for school.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|10:28:00|
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Sunday, March 27

im officially an oasis fanatic!
i was unofficial still for the past few years
lol. how crap can i be sometimes.
i was looking thru their forums and fansites
pictures, biographies, albums
anyone with any of their albums except heathen chemistry
lend it to me. thanks a mil.

sunday was always the best day of the week
plus it was kinda wet the whole day
totally brings you into the lazy mood
the time to chill
racking thru my cds in the noon
wasnt in any right mind to mug
im so screwed.

bud the old songs did bring me back to the old times
as i recollect the past
the days when the songs had their glory times
saw several techno cds which i was a fan of in the sec sch days
the old days of matchbox 20 and creed reminded me of the wonderful memories
i could still rmb some of them quite well

as a result of that, my test prep for tml is hindered
and my jap test on tues. journal due on wed. EIC quiz.
i'm so dead now. spending too much time on editting the blog
doing some stupid skin which im probably gonna change more after the exams
my time management sucks big time.
all courses i take on dealing with problems, time management have gone down the drain
for now, im gonna stop complaining and start some serious mugging...

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|20:42:00|
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i was looking thru the old cds of mine.
a sudden urge to listen to some old sappy songs
always gets me in the right mood to study..
here's one not very old song from
jay sean - holding on

How'd I let it get this far
What was going through my mind
Why'd you seem to have it all
Yet you're not mine
Started off as just good friends
Still we always step the line
Coz falling for you was so easy
Ohh..

You're everything I want
You're everything I need
You're everything I want my girl to be
And even though I know
You're in someone else's heart
I can't bare to be apart
See I've fallen for you
And I've gotta let you go
And I know that I have got to
Find a way to get on with my life

I don't wanna let you go (let you go)
But it's killing me inside (inside)
How can I just carry on
I need some piece of mind (need some piece of mind)
How do I just move along (along)
And ignore the love so strong (so strong)
So until I see this through
I'll be holding on to you

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|14:45:00|
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Saturday, March 26

the calendar reads: saturday. its the weekend. finally.
oh crap. i didnt haf the "weekend feel"
cuz everyday seems like a holiday to me
late lessons, make up lectures for the past week..
thou a lil hectic, bud i still got to wake up at 10 everyday

my life was creeping slowly as usual.
im living life as if time has stopped for me
11 days more to my major paper and i have not touched my notes.
one thing is cuz my notes are with dan.
next thing is, i got 3 freaking tests in the supposedly study week
seriously jeopardising my revision for the biggies

had a pretty long chat with rach
4 hours i tink it was.
and i had so much fun looking thru her testis.
looking wad pple had to write about someone helps u understand the person better
aint that so true...
somehow, i got to understand abit more about girls.
and as a result, knew abit more about how guys shld act or react
interesting yet freaky experience

i was looking thru the EIC notes. i've realised how much i need to digest
so much stuffs to learn. bud at least i learnt some life lessons in the end
kinda enjoy serene's lesson.
trying to read PQM was the worst thing.
maybe cuz tan he was always giving us the joking mode.
haiz. bud i enjoyed it too. the jokes of cuz.

mins left to the next reset. im falling off the top three.
some cheats in the competition. voting millions of times
maybe i shld not be bothered about minute stuffs like that

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:00:00|
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Friday, March 25

what is the happiest sound in the world? definitely the sound of music.

Ernest Lehman's screenplay was based on the book by Howard Lindsay and Russel Crouse. That book was in turn based on Baroness Maria von Trapp's 1949 autobiography (The von Trapp Family Singers) about the exploits of the family of singers and their escape from the Nazis in Austria in 1938.

watched this show for the second time. definitely a family show like what they suggested. managed to last thru the 174 min musical. and the good news is, the broadway stage is coming to sg from 8 apr to 30th apr to perform the musical at the esplanade. how cool is that? i really wish i would go enjoy it. bud anyone interested? the second prob would be the financial problem. im really broke these days. i need a part-time job soon.

The hills are alive with the sound of music
With songs they have sung for a thousand years.
The hills fill my heart with the sound of music
My heart wants to sing every song it hears.
My heart wants to beat like the wings
Of the birds that rise from the lake to the trees,
My heart wants to sigh like a chime that flies from a church on a breeze,
To laugh like a brook when it trips and falls
Over stones on its way
To sing through the night like a lark who is learning to pray.
I go to the hills when my heart is lonely,
I know I will hear what I've heard before.
My heart will be blessed with the sound of music
And I'll sing once more.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:11:00|
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im so bored lately.
not in the mood to study.
so i decided to do something i like so much
editted a new skin within the space of one week
this one gives me much more space to work it
and its simple. clean.
hopefully you guys love it like i do.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|20:19:00|
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Thursday, March 24

its here. the start of the study period.
can you guys smell it?
three tests next week for me
plus another three big papers spread over two weeks
and i've got SP concert lined up along the way
should be a great week if i ever do.

chit chatted with rach the other day
and she brought me back to her old poem she wrote last year
wad amazed me, like the rest of the love poems
was the use of simple words,
making the reader get into the story easily,
carrying so much meaning to it
thats probably how i got into writing.
if you guys were ever interested..

more blogs filled up by photos of graduation party ytd
more memories bringing back to the happy times of yesterdays
fruitful three years. filled with joy, sadness and tough times

tml's good friday. the day we think back on the past year.
reflect on our sins.
and celebrate easter sunday together.
feeling cleansed.
blehs. im crazy.
10 years of mission school still leaving little marks of impressions on me
just enjoy the long holidays dudes.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:46:00|
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Wednesday, March 23

one of the most memorable days in the course of the three years in tertiary life
today was the farewell party or rather graduation party for the graduates
performances by some of the dudes were good. really good.
dances, rock bands, choir, acapella, you name it
ex classmate, clara in the choir, i must say you girls did a good job.
three songs performed. and violin was also introduced into the back. nice.
dance by the biotech girls, HOT. and pretty good for the first timers
you guys gotta agree serene and gang got the right torso for dancing
synchonised moves. grooving to the music, at the right place and the right time
another dance performance by dcp-ic students.
ex classmate, claudin and gang, really put in a lot of effort.
some stiff moves here and there. i know its not easy. im not complaining. blehs
games in between the show really made the crowd come together.
got us laughing, cheering our peers or lecturers on

two hours had passed. and the show ended with a bang.
i must say the dudes really put in quite a bit of effort trying to make this a memorable one
made me wanna cry at some point after seeing them keep trying, even till the end
refreshments was served. photos were taken.
tried new poses, new smiles. did some crazy poses along the way
caught up with some friends. didnt recognise some dudes which were in my sec sch
checked out some new chicks from cls.
some new ones, which we haven seen before appeared
its just so amazing la. amazed at how polytechnic life has made us
i realised how much i've changed over the past three years..
my adolesence ends right here. maybe for another two months before i hit 20
and the feeling of parting which i talked about last nite came back
surprisingly enough, fadz and joel got me to take a foto with hc.
thanks for the effort bros fadz and joel. thanks for the effort.
im no longer that particular about stuffs like that.
your efforts are deeply appreciated

went for my dental after that.
the dentist told me i had decays here and there
must have been the stuffs i have been putting in my mouth
she poked here and there. my nerves had to bare all those. ouch.
anyhow, dont wanna narrate anymore.
spent a bomb on my teeth aldy.
plus my 4k on bracels during my sec school life.
how irony. my oral condition has deproved since den.
im supposed to be taking care of my teeth as instructed
sometimes, i just cant be bothered.
im gonna regret this one day. i know somehow.
peace.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:11:00|
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Tuesday, March 22

its always difficult to please everyone
finding one skin to make everyone happy is..
taihen ne! (means difficult in jap)
so just stick with this one for the moment

the most difficult things homosapians have to deal with is parting and hurting
i saw sensei broke out into tears of joy today
she was sad cuz it was the last class
apparently the gals had bought her a cake and tidbits
a mini party in class!
and of cuz we all had to share. -.-
anyhow, it was mixed feelings for most of us
the feeling sucks. seriously i hate it.
for a guy, i dont know if i should cry like a sissy
or stay happy cuz i was gonna be graduating
should i be a strong man and remain smiley?
i held back my tears thou.
the gals wrapped in hugs.
the guys, nothing much done..

i saw her again in class.
tweety hairclip.
kawaii nippon hair style
i realised she had someone in mind
or rather, someone else has gotten ahead of me
bloody bustard.
i could only watch helplessly from afar
as they shared mutual affection
that the second feeling i was talking earlier - hurting
the tribulations caused from the heart is the most painful one could deal with
dun you guys agree?
as always, i chose to hide in remorse
always pushing the blame onto myself
cupid always has to be unfair to me
over and over again

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|21:26:00|
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Monday, March 21

as time creep on slowly day by day
the journey towards freedom is nearing its end
the calender reads:
2 weeks and 2 days more to the first paper
im dead.. im ssooo deeaaadd

school was boring today.
sitting right in front of lwl
i must say i was paying full attention to him
for the first time in 13 weeks
took so much notes for the first time
presentation for tay assignment was pretty alrite
cuz we just whizzed our way thro
no one was really in the serious mood
except for a few tired faces
who seemed to have been attentive

trains were packed as usual
herds of crowd,
sticky, sweaty, stinky crowd
ramapaging onto the train
like it was gonna to be the last train home
cant u guys wait for another 2-3 mins for a cleaner cabin?

my bro brought back the latest issue of catalog mag
maybe not the latest, it reads mar 05
i thot by now april's issue shld be out?
anyhooos, check out the webby if you cant get your hands on one
those stuffs mentioned in it are for the working class
those with at least 1k to spare every month
high life, rich indulgences
thats me in 5 years man
hopefully all works out

watched the second part of lotr:tfotr
officially the second time i watched it
not counting the ones i watch at those vcd shops
umpteen times they screen it
the scenery in nz is just overwhelming!
i mean, if i have the kind of money,
i would go there for a holiday or something
maybe go on a mission of my own
trekking and hiking out on the mountains
thats pure fantasies again..
digressing again..

no school on tuesdays.
some of the guys suggested sentosa again
not gonna burn myself out again..
besides, i've to check out jap class
for the last time ever..

anybody interested to go avril lavigne's concert
bud no one acc u?
my bro is one of them.
quick. register here and go as a group!

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:31:00|
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Sunday, March 20

how was the week everyone?
mine was pretty kicking at the starting
started to wind down towards the weekend
kinda great i must say

besides the exam stress that is kicking in
(btw, i haven started on any revision)
bud i see the dudes mugging.. its scary.
the girls are really hardworking
it freaks me out.
does an A really mean so much?

spent my weekend online
chatting, checking scores
analysing odds
doing reports
oh chatting with casse brought back much memories
thanks for "inspiring" me.. lol

btw, haf you had the experience of reading someone's blog
whereby the more u read it
u fall in love with it so much
u feel u cant do anything right unless you read it?
i think someone's blog hit me just like that
good job.
and keep voting for my blog.
its been dropping week after week
enjoy the rest of the weekend
for now, enjoy the chorus to avril's who knows

Who knows what could happen
Do what you do
Just keep on laughing
One thing's true
There's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|17:47:00|
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Saturday, March 19

new skin is up..
like it?
the reason i like it is becuz
its clean and simple
give comments please.
i know its kinda small.
there are so much space at the side..
gonna try edit it..

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|15:02:00|
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Friday, March 18

while the blogs of the attached go talking about their darling and sweetheart
going on and on about how they miss him/her
wad they did on their little date
where they went
the blog of a single, hard to fall in and out of love kind
can only rattle about his boring life
of him, and his few male buddies

three days straight we went to town
three days straight i went home late for dinner
three days straight my mom nags at me
bored. tired. cant-be-bothered

the com's in a critical condition
im gonna make a grand funeral for it soon
im eyeing on the i-cube 2.4ghz p4 80gb machine
1k for the cpu.
300 for the monitor.
100 for keyboard and mouse
and another 100 for miscelleous stuffs should do the trick
i need cash badly. and i need it now. pronto

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:13:00|
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Thursday, March 17

one question continue to haunt me after all these months
what is love? how does it feel to be in love?
when will love come to me?
probably these answers have already been known,
just that i have not seen them appear in front of my face
you know how blur i can get sometimes..
somehow i need to see facts right in front of me
before i eventually realise the problem lying ahead of me

thats how things go these days
sometimes they happen so fast
so quick you dont even realise there are changes taking place

girls fall in love and get into relationships so quickly
this moment you see them single and avaliable
suddenly u see her going out with her crush
and then the next month,
she goes around telling everyone she broke up again

the point im driving at is..
its so hard for guys to tell the girl he likes her
bud its oh-so-easy for the girl to
cuz girls have this privilege that guys normally "give in" to them
i've seen too much of it.
up to a point that im actually sick of it
buddies of mine falling into the love trench
doing all they could bud helplessly watch their favourite ones slip by
while a typical guy like me,
doing the same thing to my crush
and now she's probably enjoying herself with her beloved sweetheart
blame it on girls how know how to use their wits
and their way of making the guy they are in love with bow down at their feet

life is indeed bitter after all
even with all the sweet stuffs people can say to you sometimes
watching you are the one tonite,
one thing struck me real hard
you and me are just two parallel lines moving past each other
no matter how hard we try to be together
there is still a gap in between us

and i gotta recommend this great show
that has got me going home early on thursday nites
to all you bloggers out here
catch chase at 2030 on thursdays on 5!
these serials always got twists here and there
gives you the sweet beginning
lets you indulge in it a few weeks more
makes you hook on it for the rest of the season
and den gives you the bitter mid part
which i feel is what relationships builds up on
that is so real which happens in reality
the bitter portion of love
the quarrels and misunderstandings
and the end of the serial ends off with a sweet note
erm.. that how i hope it'll end, which i think it would
and thats how relationships should end too

sorry for the childish thoughts and ideas i might give
you cant expect much from someone who hasnt fallen in love YET

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:54:00|
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Wednesday, March 16

the votes are slowly trickling in..
bud it continues to keep me at the top position
keep it up bloggers.
let n e g a t i v e continue to rock your reading world

im so happy today.
cuz i made a pile last nite.
thanks to this man here

adriano of inter milan and brazil
his hat-trick brought one of my fav italian club to the last 8 of the cl
it made many others happy too.
the shockest news was defending champs porto
got knocked out as a result

today's lessons was short, yet fruitful
pok's 2 hour lecture was only about an hour or so..
due to the fact that we came half an hour late for class
and missed the second half of the lesson while having our lunch
headed to town after class
wanted to sit down drink coffee..
plans got cancelled. went up to play pool instead
more than 3 hours of pool made my legs very achy
luckily they played good music there
not like other branches which plays hard rock techno
makes the head spin
most of the songs brought back memories
painful and happy ones of cuz
fortunately most of them happy ones
got a few unlucky shots, bud i did enjoy.
pool master was back on form,
nick and i were helpless for a few rounds
went home for dinner after that.
life was definitely picking up after a week of sickness
bud i know exams are round the corner
and soon, everything will cram up
and somethin's gonna screw up somewhere somehow

brian mcfadden feat delta goodrem - almost here
but when i need you
you're almost here
and i know that's not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
Cause you're only almost here

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:16:00|
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Tuesday, March 15

im feeling hot.
too hot.. a result of overheating
and the proper term to call it
sunburnt.

today's sentosa suntanning mission was a success
now i look like a chao tar piece of char siew
the sun was great, the sand was hot
the girls were alrite, the hunks were macho
the setting is just so perfect la
girls clad in bikinis, guys in board shorts
beach volleyball, beach soccer, and beach bball
there's so much to do
and so much fun can be shared among friends
and what beats pouring out all your sadness to the wide ocean
let the waves take your pain away.
how nice and warm.. aaahhh
and the day ends with the sun setting slowly at a corner
all of us walking along the beach.. talking laughing
sharing the happy moment together
dinner at harbourfront centre food court before heading home..
aching and sore

im having so much fun lately..
that i put back my plans of starting my reports
and my exam revisions
im seriously running out of time
and not really motivated to do the things i really wanna do
the girl in my dreams hasnt appeared for the past 19 years or so
i could imagine her in front of me in my dreams
and her face, very vaguely shorn in front of me
bud still.. in my dream, she did not have a real face
im still finding.. the perfect piece to fit into the jigsaw
and hopefully, i find it.. pronto

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:20:00|
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i thought blogging lost its real meaning to me
some bastard apparently challenged me to the title
to that bastard:
you did not make me feel challenged at all
you made me want to put in more effort
and make my blog more readable for everyone out there
and to all bloggies here, vote for me if you tink i deserve it

a round of daily updates..
monday, 14 Mar
got to school 15 mins late with jh
saw no point in going to class
since the lecturer was an unreasonable one
spent the golden moments at fc2..
revising for the test which was worth 15%
the rest of the class soon came
after the lesson..
tink i missed on quite abit
bud dat doesnt really matter anymore

the test began moments after 3pm
it was rather unexpected
just like the chuniin exam
we had to get thru the test
without getting caught
cuz most of the questions required applications
of the theories we learnt

our class tutor tay treated us to dinner at the staff centre
wasnt too bad. first time there.
with the oriental decor and pool by the side,
the setting was great..
some of us had pork piccata,
while the rest had fish and chips,
and katsu don respectively

katsu don
had to answer this question before we were allowed to haf our ice-cream
good thing we got it
ice cream was yummilicious

headed to bishan after school
lots of changes there.
with a new broth of teenage blood injected
im sure it will attract more people there
oh did i mention we aldy bought the tickets
to simple plan's concert on the 30th Mar?
cant wait for it.

tpy was our final stop.
we8 as usual.

dropped our decision of watching
lemony snicket's: a series of unfortunate events
simply becuz we8 was too good to be missed
probably watch it the next time we go there
i really had fun. thought im still trying to master we8

watch this space, for more updates of our trip to sentosa
which will probably be completed by tml..

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|10:47:00|
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Sunday, March 13

its always at this time
this moment.. this instance
every sunday night
where i suddenly realised how much mistakes i have made
over the course of the week
big mistakes, small errors
whatever it is, i'll try to improve on it
thats how we grow..

i have been thinking..
how a hesitant person i was
always not making up my mind straight
not being able to stand firm on my stand
sometimes puts me in a disadvantage situation
the indecisiveness side of me,
kills me off, puts pple off
makes the pple ard me feel insecure
argh, too troublesome to analyse the situation in times like those
acting rash, on impulse
doing what you feel like doing without restrain
thats how i get into loads of shitty trouble

enough of talking to myself..
back to real blogging
saturday:
spent the whole day at home
cuz i was on duty to look after the mansionette
on the weekend..
how uncool

sunday:
soccer action kicks off at tpy.
seriously i need to brush up on my skills and stamina
managed only a mere two goals. at least not so bad.
first touches werent very standard
and i got a stub toe after a brutal tackle from the striker
after a hot day, its best to end it off with some refreshing desserts
had dinner after that and went on home..

like the sunshine in the cold mountains of everest, you melt my frozen heart

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|11:58:00|
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Saturday, March 12

i've lost to the first place ytd. i need your votes!
if u seriously think i deserve your vote...
please give me your utmost support!

quick update:
thurs:
school as usual
got back pqm result
failed. sucks.
dont ask why anymore.
cuz i DONT KNOW the answer myself
didnt feel too good after that
adding on to the fact that i was still down with flu
went home after school.
had more rest
caught the premier of chase
a 13-part serial
starring heart-throb vj utt
and taiwanese singer linda liao
same surname as me...
another cutie..
at least there's something for me
to look forward to on thursdays

fri:
lwl prac. boring. useless.
surfed the net while fully utilising the alt-tab buttons
played pool as we skipped tan yy lect.
wasnt too bad. new style of playing
i tink i like it.
gets u in the mood to play pool
headed back to school for serene's EIC
3 full hours. it was alrite.
good thing she screened "behind enemy lines"
made the lesson a little extra special

after school, went to town to celebrate our RB day
this time rd was at billybombers@heeren
food was great, ambience was alrite,
and service was not too bad
here are the dudes which went:

organiser: Gerrard

pb turned rb: han lin

active member of rb: joel

active member of rb: derrick

member of rb: teck wee

new member of rb: royden

and of course, me.
guess u guys know aldy how i look..
and the photographer never reveals his face.

mixed grilled,
yin and yang,
surf and turf,
original b-52
and route 66
were the stuffs we tried.
i must say we were really very full after that.
headed onto coffee bean
after our food digested
after walking around the rest of orchard road..

look at the picture below..
teck wee ordered a macciato.
there it is,
the little kawaii cup on the right hand side,
while the glass on the right
was the size of a small beverage served in coffee bean.

$4 hot vanilla on the left. $3.60 one-shot macciatto on the left.
which would you buy?

lots of crackles during our time there.
of cuz tw learnt his lesson after that,
hopefully.. lol.
i really enjoyed myself..
and im sure the rest of you guys did.
this rb day was a success..
and i hope our next rb day,
which i tink is the last one before our exams
will feature more people from our class..

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|17:17:00|
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Friday, March 11

Stereophonics - Dakota

Thinking about thinking of you
Some of the time thinking it was due
Yeah thinking it was due.
Laying back, head on the grass
Children grown having some laughs
Yeah having some laughs.

Made me feel like the one
Made me feel like the one
The one
Made me feel like the one
Made me feel like the one
The one

Drinking back, drinking for two
Drinking with you
And drinking was new
Sleeping in the back of my car
Never went far
Needed to go far

Made me feel like the one
Made me feel like the one
The one
Made me feel like the one
Made me feel like the one
The one

I don’t know where we are going no
I don’t know where we are going no

Wake up for coffee and juice
Remembering you
What happened to you?
I wonder if we’ll meet again
Talk about us instead
Talk about why did it end

Made me feel like the one
Made me feel like the one
The one
Made me feel like the one
Made me feel like the one
The one

I don’t know where we are going no
I don’t know where we are going no

So take a look at me now

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|10:51:00|
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Wednesday, March 9

its been a while.. since i logged into blogger and start to blog
firstly, because i was kinda lazy
secondly, its becoz i was down with flu..
kinda pissed esp when there's soccer to watch and test to study tml

anyhow, here's a breakdown of the past two days
tues:
went to bird's house
had prata for bkf
had one round of mahjong
continued with several rounds of daidee
turned out not very well
didnt lose much thou,
so i guess it wasnt too bad
met up with tw and wk at bugis
had a free haircut at toni and guy academy
the consequence?
stuck at the shop for hours
and walking out with some stupid hair style
thats how things goes these days
however, i saw how enthusiastic they were
having paid so much for the course
all i could do was to sqeeze out a smile at the end
and make them proud of their "work"

headed back to school for jap class
a jap girl came for the second week
she was here for an exchange prog
not bad la.. didnt really look like a typical jap
bud she speaks fluent jap.. so i guess she wasnt a fraud
lolx. the way they speak jap is like chinamen speaking chinese
wad am i talking about? i do not know

wed:
woke up at 0335 for the big match
chel vs bar
i was waiting for some entertaining football match
and there i was rewarded, with 6 goals
the winner however, wasnt what i expected
the home team won the match 4-2
hate to see the proud portuguese coach's arrogant and snotty face
after his team won
quickly switched off the tv and went off to bed
over in milan, we lost 0-1. crespo again sealing the victory
got nothing to say la
we just werent at our best
and i guess we lost hold on the premiership title too
haiz.. thats the way life goes
try again next year
lessons started at 12 today
one hour plus of lecture followed by prac quiz
lunch at fc1 after that..
flu bug continued to haunt me
serene's EIC make-up lecture after school
i tink she could see for herself
that we were tired
went home after that..
slpt for awhile
and i guess i start my revision for tml's test later on

tml's lecture will definitely burn me out
and its gonna be another long day for me..
sigh..

like they say
fate only happens between two souls who are truly in love
i guess i am living in my own world again
and, i have decided to let you go too

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|21:21:00|
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Monday, March 7

i know its kinda early to blog
bud who cares.. im feeling tired and sick
and im gonna fall asleep soon

first lets start off with some updates of monday
the day best popular for its blues
im feeling so blue today that i forgot how happy i was the previous day
all i rmbed was i went for my appointment last week
and it made me very very elated

anyhow, got to class rite on time.
jus when lwl was calling out my name
i set foot into the classroom
wasnt too much crowd in the class i supposed..
obviously having too many probs at home
made the day very gloomy
slacked an hour at fc2 during our break
NOT A SINGLE PRETTY SOUL WALKED PAST
or was it that i wasnt looking hard enuff?
the school seemed emptier than usual

class resumed at lect 4
the cold lecture theatre froze all my brain cells
and i was busy chit chatting with the dudes sitting around me
got caught and had to answer questions
how cool la.
mr tay ch, my class tutor is such an interesting lecturer to me
seriously, i think i can cope with his way of lecture best
after school, ran to the bus stop to catch our "last bus" to the mrt station
the in-charge knew we werent JAE students la. haha.
everybody close one eye, thats how things go these days

went to town to get my flip flops with tw, joel, jh and bird
i guess only i got my stuff. jewel didnt see his cap and formal shirt either
non stop walking and laughing on the way
good thing there's still friends to talk to and laugh with
i know this sounds gay, bud i stil have to say it
dudes, you guys make my day..
thou sometimes i dont say it,
you guys know we have lots of great fun together

will i ever see her again?

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|20:48:00|
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Sunday, March 6

britney spears - do somethin'

I see you looking at me
Like I'm some kind of freak
Get up out of your seat
Why don't ya do somethin

I see you looking at me
Like I got what you need
Get up out of your seat
Why don't ya do somethin

the time now is 0035, monday morning.
i'll date it as 1159 sunday in case i need to refer to it when i read it later on
im so bored trying to update the score on this
freaking-lag-pc-which-might-hang-on-me-anytime

for a start, i tot the day was alrite and fine
ordered my long awaited xbox from my bro.
guess what? my dad came home for lunch
and my mom had to be such a fuss
that she told my dad all about it
dad, obviously being too concerned for my two little bro's studies
ranted at me the whole afternoon about it
how sucky yah
its not the first time anyway
however this time i dont feel angry because of it
just blaming it on not very fortunate
to be born in a family whereby
im the eldest in the family
and the age gap is too big

that's how things go these days huh?
the kids get what they want..
and the biggies have to wait till the young reaches a certain age
before they're allowed to have TOTAL FREEDOM
maybe i really need to rebel.. against them, and myself
somehow i feel my life needs to be more edgey
stoned life isnt very colourful afterall
being all cool and not expressing myself most of the time
isnt the best way a 19-going-on-20 dude should be living
i probably got to do somethin'
like what britney's song suggested

anyway drove to suntec in slippers
proved to be a bad thing
that when you r trying to rebel against your dad
who has so much more experience driving than i was
screwed up obviously
and got into some sticky situations in the course
luckily they were all small probs

the day ended when i chilled along to some soothing tunes
from lush99.5 on my way back
thinking ahead of the busy week i have
packed. fruitful. and hopefully meaningful
and i wish cupid pushed the arrow straight into my ass this time round
last week's little romance wasnt going anywhere
besides the little heart-fluttering feeling i get when i looked deep into her eyes
haiz. for now, i guess i'll let nature take its course...
peace

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:59:00|
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And doesn't that sound familiar? Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could've gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
I summarise to remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?

I think I realized just in time, although my old self was hard to find
You bathe me in your finest wine but I'll never give you mine
'Cos I'm a little bit tired of feeling like I'll be the bad fruit nobody buys
Tell me, did you think we'd all dream the same?

dont really feel like blogging today. just enjoy the lyrics of missy higgins' scar.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:32:00|
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Saturday, March 5

weekends is the time where you can do what you like
chill out, listen to some music, surf the web
catch up on what you need during the course of the week
do some reflections, talk to some of the friends you never see
and for me, its finishing up the animes i have piled up
sounds like what a 40 year old tai-tai would do when her hubby is out there
making big money for her to spend

watching too much animes sometimes aint good
cuz its all revolving ard high school students
trying to get close to the guy they like
and the desperate boys doing all the stupid stuffs to get the gir's attention
kinda cliche, bud i guess it works all the time
there's no better way to impress a girl
compared to showing her your real self
your talents might not be the most important thing to her
cuz its YOU that attracts her

and here's something im really guilty of
being in a difficult age of 19 means we're caught in between kids and adults
teenagers can choose between being a grown-up or still stay a child
to me, im obviously still struggling trying to grow up
signs of late puberty maybe? nahx.
growing up means putting behind the childish self and stay mature
holding back what makes you a kid and doing what is responsible
cuz i know, there's a kid in everyone
p.s. my uncle who is in his 40's is still like a kid

maybe for me, i'll start to put my childish acts behind after my national service
from den on, girls will start to pour in
who knows.. life's so unpredictable these days
haiz, troublesome life teenagers are leading nowadays
juggling between the elders and the young ones
for now, let nature take its course
and time will do everything
and we will experience the tormenting phases of life
one by one..

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:11:00|
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Friday, March 4

i am beginning to like the way my life is going..
carefree and stressless..
or should i put it as
cant be bothered to do anything else now

this week was kinda hectic
busy with everything which is not related to school.. lol
monday: went to orc to play xbox
tues: jap classes
wed: mahjong session at kw's house
lost quite abit of tution fee. dont probe pls
thurs: busy playing with ps2 at jh's house
improving bud at a very slow rate. knocked out of the cup in the first round. cmi-ed
fri: didnt go anywhere, the rest went to suntec and sunshine plaza respectively

lessons were boring today la. 2 hours of tan yy lecture, which wasnt too fruitful
all i did was play chess with dan on my fone. i beat him. lol.
den went on to the JAE site where more new faces appeared.
blur faces just like what i looked like when i was at that time
hopefully they choose what they intented to.
serene's EIC module ending the school week with a low note
high spirits into the weekend dampened by the long and uninspiring module
like what jiahe said "she's too active for our liking"
at least she's trying her best to make the class lively

btw, today's dad and mom's anniversary
happy aniversary dad and mom!
im surprised they didnt go out to celebrate
guess they're doing fine and loving each other
hopefully they have fun tonite. wahaha.
i really wan a sister
they always tell me to find a girl to make one for myself
its still like ten years from now at least
for now, its jus looking at other people enjoying their happy life
while i sulk and ponder what i can do to make mine more meaningful...

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:33:00|
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Thursday, March 3

i saw her again today..
i tink she saw me too..
she was in her cute and sweet attire today

i stole a glance of her
i smiled
she smiled back
my heart melted for a second or so
love that feeling.
i guess im in love..
let this feeling continue for as long as possible
cuz i know thats the only way to keep me going..

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:23:00|
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Wednesday, March 2

i have been going against the will of the people who brought me up lately
hanging out till late at nites,
and doing stuffs they'd kill me if they ever find me doing
i realised i have not been rebelling against anyone
bud myself..

i was the one who was telling myself to do these sins..
maybe i shld stop where im heading now..
and go walk towards the bright side of life
that would probably make some adults happy
walk back to where the dark side of life existed
and i'll make more "friends"

today's mahjong session made me a little sick of it
on the other hand, it made me more addicted.
jus like punting.. it drags me deeper and deeper into it
like they say "once you start it, you cant stop it"
i have walked so far into it now..
its whether some angel lift me up to heaven
or allow the devil in me to continue drag me down to hell

at the rate its going now.. it could swing both ways..

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:19:00|
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Tuesday, March 1

about girl 1
she is my first crush
she's my "sister"
that how it all began

i really love her in the past
more than two months since we've contacted each other
i guess absence makes the heart grow fonder

ever since she's got a guy by her side
i try to forget her
i did it. hopefully it stays like that

about girl 2
she was my "doctor"
i was her "patient"
sparks flew while she was checking on me

i tink im in love with her
that's pure fantasy on my side
i know what i should do

hopefully i dont see her again
cuz i know i might not be able to take another farce love
if we ever meet again,
that would be jus another appointment

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|21:25:00|
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