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Monday, February 28

after what happened today has made me gone quiet and withdrawn for a moment. i began to think about things that are likely to happen after this. most of them fantasies which are not likely to happen. worse comes to worse, i'll lose everything that i have now.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|21:09:00|
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Sunday, February 27

time flies when you do whatever you like and no one's there to control you..
that's what i need now.. as a nineteen year old
life has been pretty carefree since the end of fyp presentation on wed

went to clementi for cs/red alert
life went back to the days of the secondary school days
all boys, no girls
didnt bother what girls think of us
cuz all we had was company and pure fun
went back to school an hour late with dan
EIC lesson was pretty alrite.
headed to rard's house after some late lunch at macdonalds
we8 again for the rest of the nite before cabbing home jus before the day ended

sat was another fun day.
soccer at tpy
managed to sqeeze one tyco goal into the net against the ms
blocked off some shots
still trying to improve my stamina in the process
and my ball controll still cmi as ever
how i wish we could play soccer everyday after school!
just like the old primary school days
really miss it like what my teacher said..
treasure the moment, cuz u never know..
that might be the happiest time you'll always remember
how true..

after soccer went back to jh's house we8.
dinner before we continued
trying to improve on the control of we8 oso.
and went home after that
tired sore bud very happy
doing what i used to do like a kid
feeling like a kid
and the image factor didnt really bother me right now
all i gotta do is feel good
cuz i know, we will grow up to become men
and life after ns will change definitely
let this few months of childhood be the happiest

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|14:10:00|
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Thursday, February 24

i'll make this a short one
cuz my com's gonna blow anytime

watched barca vs chelsea last nite
first half was scrappy for barca.
went a goal down despite having so much possession
second half began to show their way of football
that's what makes them such an exciting team to watch
barca eventually won the match 2-1 =]

school as per normal today..
went to clementi to play pool during our two-hour break
which was pretty alright
it has been awhile since i played pool..
wasnt too bad la.
still trying to sharpen my shooting

went back for 4 hours of lecture straight
lecturer's face wasnt looking too good
and we couldnt be bothered anyway
i tried to concentrate, bud got distracted in the midst
there's so many lame jokes to share
so many crappy stuffs to talk about
and lessons werent as interesting as it used to be
maybe cuz its the hardest part of the lessons..
where everything turned so complicated..

anyway, after school we went to town again..
xbox as usual.
what else nowdays..
i guess town didnt appeal as much as free xbox to keep our moods high
probably get one soon..
i'll see how it goes in the end.

jus fnished my journal..
wasnt too bad.. managed to crap some stuffs out from there
and i guess tml's 3 straight hours of EIC's gonna blow us away
lets anticipate this together..

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:40:00|
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Wednesday, February 23

yes. its all over. get ready for a full-blown blog and some of the stuffs which happened to me. lets start with monday.. school as per normal. i was late for class cuz i was trying to run away from the optician who was checking my eye health before i could leave. stupid girls from optometry. saw a fe w really nice ones. i guess they'll grow up into really pretty opticians who have a bright future. not my calibre..

50 lines of "i will not be late" as a result. haven really started writing. maybe i'll do it tomorrow. after school, headed to town to watch hide and seek. i wouldnt recommend it to you all. cuz i tink it doesnt really worth the cash you're paying for. however, if you really wanna watch it. go ahead. i hate the suspense cuz i tink i really have a small gut. i really hate horror movies. went on to play xbox at the usual places. went home after that, tired...

tuesday.. went to school for prac demo. wasnt really necessary bud the lecturer said it was important.. zzz. didnt really take down the points. cuz not really important la. slacked at fc1 for awhile before my grp members came. started discussing about stuffs relating to the project. prepared the cards which was to be used for the presentation. burdened. saw gals of IC. wasnt too bad. had to leave for jap class.. class was boring today. besides taking the same lift as kawaii ne girl, there's nothing much more which was more exciting. she seems to be very afraid of guys. lolx..

the big day was today. prac oral quiz + fyp presentation + napfa test. wad could haf been worst? oral quiz was alright. didnt really feel intimidated cuz of it. presentation prep continued. den the presentation started. it was alright in the beginning. den started to feel nervous. got several questions bombed at us. i got asked something i never had touched on. zZz. slacked more after the ppt before we met up with the rest of the class for napfa. failed two of the six items. pull-ups. so many not counted. didnt bothered in the end. and the 2.4 run. already no mood. jus trained my stamina there. and gauge where i stood. failed as expected. got home and rested while i continue to anticipate the match of the season barca vs chelski. hopefully chelsea lose. cuz i really dont like to see mourinho's arrogant face.

and i just got to know the real situation of life. the world we live in. the society isnt as fun or interesting which i imagined it to be. i guess i'll start to realise it when i really go into the workforce after my national service. thanks for reading. and dont forget to vote if u really want to. =]

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:00:00|
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Tuesday, February 22

i'll make this short cuz i've got too many stuffs lined up..
here's tml's itinery:
cl match tml morning
oral quiz in the morning
fyp presentation in the afternoon
napfa test in the evening
another cl match in the morning

stressed la. busy. and no time to do things i used to do alot..
this includes no time to tink and ponder about life
no inspirations for any real blog
life has given me ordeals to go through in my hardest period
i guess that makes me stronger after that

what makes me happy usually is reading the blogs of others
the usual good bloggers aint writing any good material for me to digest on
and the hardest part of reading blogs is
reading about a guy and a gal going out together
and the gal's your crush.
wow. no one feels this shit as much as i do..

the weather's hot recently.
and lots of bush fires going on
sky's grey even on a bright day..
high spirits turning gloomy for no apparent reason
take care dudes. dun fall sick in this festive season
drink lots of fluids.
and eat less oily stuffs which might make things worse
im getting naggy.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|21:58:00|
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Saturday, February 19

i've decided to jot down some of the stuffs here
for the sake of my 05 resolutions,
and for you avid readers who might wan to know.
for those who dont really bother..
dont read it den..

i guess weekends are getting more lazy these days
cuz i spend these times all alone at home doing stuffs
stuffs which i tend not to complete during the course of the week
this week, its the fyp ppt prep
im turning into a piece of plastic film soon
research is hell.. never did so much research in my entire life
never worked so hard with the musik blasting
and the woofer's just rocked along

some shows i caught today..
first was true love. the channel u show which screens at 11am
the triangle story again. i shant elaborate too much
this kind of show gets on me sometimes
sappy soapy dramas

the second show was air bud: seventh inning fetch
kinda the sequel to air bud..
read the review before watching it
wasnt very attactive thou.
jus mesmerised by the brother and sister love shared
and how cool the dog, buddy was.
watching the show makes me wanna keep a dog or something
those brown furry ones.. good at running and fetching my stuffs..
a bitch is cool..

switched channels around to watch chingay 05.
how fortunate i was to be at home watching everything..
when everyone was squeezing and getting in the mood
i admit i missed out on alot
bud who cares.. i prefer sitting at home looking at pple doing it

just realised how much i have changed over the years
since i graduated from sec 4.. and how everyone has changed..
how time has made some pple mature, some more beautiful
and me, still as playful
maybe more serious in my work sometimes
no wonder im out here all alone on weekends
no one to talk to.. no one to pour out to.
sometimes being a listener aint a good thing after all..
haiz.. im alw doing this to myself..
typing what my heart feels..
letting everyone know wad im thinking
thanks for taking all these shit bloggers..

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:56:00|
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Friday, February 18

here i am, back with another boring entry of my daily blogs.. recently i have been busy.. stressed, packed, squashed, pressed for time (and whatever words fits in here)

school as per normal. except nobody told me lesson starts at 3 instead of 1. went to school early.. -.- troublesome la.. wasted time in the library watching girls from building and environment finishing up their fyp.. the gals normally didnt see b4 in the school area.. this time they all gather round the little library computer area.. school officially started at 3pm. how fun. everyone on their way back.. and here we are, going for class.. serene's still as energetic despite her fractured arm. amazing. didnt do journal. got one week dateline. not too bad.

after school, headed back to orchard where we were the day before. this time we went to tangs, where my bro works.. play xbox again, zzz.. we8 this time.. i suck in it. need lots of training la.. maybe buy one xbox train at home.. or wait till ns over den buy.. till that time, xbox might not be as popular as now aldy.. haiz.. mendokusai..

walk ard orc while being entertained by the chingay rehearsal.. the whole orchard was cordoned off due to that.. enjoy some pics for now..

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:44:00|
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thankew bloggers for waiting with anticipation..
about what's going on..
with life and basically everything every other teenage will be going through
fortunately for me, i have to deal with only school,
love has not taken its toll on me yet..
im glad la, maybe im just consoling myself..

we were supposed to be playing pool at mambo..
in the end, the rest went ahead
while dan and i were happily playing xbox at the shop at lucky plaza
playing fifa 05 and we8
4 straight hours.. standing there
and punching the keypads
my hand still hurts a little now
the others joined us after that
forgot what time..
i only know the sky was already dark
and more OLs were strolling by
got home after that,
had dinner and off to dreamland...

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|10:10:00|
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Wednesday, February 16

i found time thinking about my life..
finally.. after all these days..
the hectic and fast pace of my time stopped for a moment
as i wonder into the future...

what am i supposed to be doing in 5 years time?
maybe a decade?
probably still struggling to get myself a decent job
trying to sign onto the army?
and if life really goes my way,
i might be happily hitched with little mouths to feed
eeking out a life i had been dreaming about
the normal civilian life

recently i have been busy with things which coincidentally,
gel themselves up and come hurling at me all at once
time creeps on slowly as i watch myself aging through
i see my friends happily living their own lives
i see them going out, attaching and detaching..
and me, still single as ever
girls werent on my mind these days
maybe as one would say
that's just a phase in life
our priorities change
our aims in life change
we, as living beings, change as the days pass

whats most important is to pick yourself up when you have fallen
whats most important is the process rather that the ending
whats most important is who you love rather that who loves you
whats most important is how you get through life rather than be manipulated by it

how true
we begin to think more when we get older
as they say, the wise men use their head, not mouth or hands
think people. spend some time thinking about your life
i guess many are already doing it
be inspired and you'll realise you start writing essays
get emotional and let your language flow out of you
life may be boring as it may seems,
bud it can be so interesting as well..
live life. treasure it please.
there's so many reasons for you to do so.

peace.
saintinc™

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:41:00|
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saw kawaii ne chan ytd during jap class..
not kawaii anymore i guess
why did i crush on her for such a long time?
anyway, got back my test results
barely passed. i sucked in jap.
seriously. lol. now waiting for JLPT results to arrive
shld be reaching really soon

school today at cmi 8am
today tired, eyes oso dun wan to open
wasted time putting on contacts
late as a result
tot i saw cb on the train.
eyes cock-up

lessons was alrite.
busy with studying for the case study
everyone studying. good sight la.
EVERYONE la.. serious.
even the smart ones started freaking out at the last minute
watched the lion dance at fc2 for awhile.
lesson before the test started.

hour half long paper.
wrote and wrote. cheated and cheated.
more than half were doing the same too.
dont be alarmed. for those who really dont know..
its a case study, applying what you know from the book
into the passage..
anyhow, its all over now!
lets wait for the last quiz,
also having a weightage of 40%
for now, i've fyp presentation to prepare

baby if we met each other under a different sky
maybe things would be much better between you and i
we could always hold on this one special thing we share
but it would be too much for us to bear

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|19:41:00|
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Tuesday, February 15

+Valentine's Day? FYP submission day?+

what a day to start the term.. submission of fyp. like they said, didnt really do much. actually, i did some la. not much really.. caught the grammy's live on 5. the show started with BEP, gwen and eve. i must say this was the first time i watched a live grammy. go check it out la.

girls holding boys, teddies, roses, chocolates, whatever it is, its valentine's day.. so im not gonna be bothered. do whatever you want.. anyway, today lessons were boring cuz not many pple attended the lessons due to fyp la.. went to pl's house for mahjong session. not too bad. thou i lost, i had alot of fun, trying to learn and pick up new tricks of winning. cabbed back with wd and kw. by the time i got back, it was already close to 11.. so, bedtime after that.. (shortest blog ever? nah, jus trying to skip about blogging those valentine's day stuffs)

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|11:10:00|
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Sunday, February 13

love this new skin? i cant say much more. i tink the previous skin looks nicer? maybe this one got its edgy feel to it. spent hours at it. so i love it.. lots! those who dont like it.. pity me. say u like it even if u dont... lol.. that'll make me happy for awhile at least..

tml's the big day. no, not valentine's day.. the day of submission of our fyp.. haha. finally done. hopefully it gets printed out successfully tml. cant wait for the presentation on the 23rd, den i shld haf one big burden released. the rest of the reports come after that i suppose..

im expecting some surprise test to pop along next week.. and definitely looking forward to seeing everyone again in school after a long week of break. hopefully i dont see any fancy stuffs or major changes to the faces, hair, attire etc..

reading blogs of the attached can be such a painful thing. especially when u hear about their sweet encounters with their steads, u often wonder where yours will come.. and of cuz, u will feel darn jealous cuz u're not the one to hold them, not the guy who gets the kiss, not the guy to send her back.. screw u guys who got pretty girlfriends. anyhow, enjoy your valentine's. cupid's gotta be darn busy trying to hook up the singles like me tml.

I wanna know
The structure of your heart
Why do you tear
My broken soul apart?
Is it a dream?
Or my reality?
Love comes without
"after warranty"

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:37:00|
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what a hectic week im having. i cant believe its the end of my term break. the past week was half relaxing and half busy to be exact. in the beginning of the week, i was still lax about doing my reports, since there was 9 days to burn.. after the weekend, i began to feel tense. did nothing much besides shopping for cny clothes. midweek, cny basically ate up my time and soon enuff, the weekends came.. rushed thru the various reports and assignments, unfortunately, i haven finished any besides the fyp report which i threw it back to my grp members.

valentine's day's like tml. i guess i'll need to find all those singles out there to chill out. talk. reminiscence about life, girls, whatever. talk about the past year. with beer and meat on the table. sing if we have to.. get everything off our chest.

if not, i can go call someone in my fone, make sure she's single and avaliable, ask her out, let the night be the happiest for both her and me. buy her dinner, a lil rose, go sit by the river, gaze the night sky, talk, maybe kiss.. i'll send her back after that, and never talk to her for another year.. bud that'll make me a jerk after that, making her believe i'm in love with her. nah, not gonna do that. dont worry girls..

the final choice, and the most probable thing i would do, go home straight after school, slack at home, do whatever reports i have. and watch tv till im tired. den i'll have an early night and prepare for a new day. sounds perfect for me.

no matter what i do, i know SHE is happily attached to him. what a fag he is. at least she's totally devoted to him. U better treat her well.. i dont wanna see her cry for another man. bud if you do, that makes guys like me waiting for our chance to pounce and score. how nice. i know i sound like a jerk now. who cares. all guys r like that. jerky in the heart, gentleman outside. why am i putting down all the men? not sure la. see the guys going out with pretty girlfriends. the world is indeed unfair. why come someone like me is still single? maybe im not really ready. i dont know.

to all singles, guys girls gay les, call me if u wan. i might go out with you. to all couples, dont ever call me cuz i might go break u pple up. hope ur love stays strong and forever. good luck.

peace.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|12:20:00|
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Saturday, February 12

not supposed to go for new year visit on the 3rd day of cny? who says? i didnt really bother.. went to lau's residence.. arrived ard 2.45. wasnt too bad. everyone was aldy there.. watched tv.. tried to drive an automatic car. screwed up..wanted to play mahjong bud there was pple playing.. started gambling only at night.. lost quite abit. not too bad la. at least we had fun. thats the most important.

watched this show this morning.. not bad. love the actress cuz i saw the trailers on channel u.. the scene where the guy and gal ran towards each other towards the train station.. den hugged.. in the end, zoomed in on their faces.. the gal, apparently, was happy to see the guy she missed so much. let down a few tears of joy.. in the end, they had fun obviously. this kind of story, lame bud always works for me. always touches the heart cuz its so darn sweet. the catch of this show, this girl used to be blind, and after an operation, miraculously, she regained her vision once again. she is afraid to close her eyes cuz she doesn not want to go back into darkness anymore.. the guy however, is also in love with her.. they go onto a little holiday to a little island.. where the two love birds go diving which they used to do when the girl was blind. the girl is happy with the girl, bud she knows she might not have her vision forever. she is afraid of losing her sense of sight. she feels fortunate to have the freedom to see, the carefree and luck to see.. she does not want to burden him, and does not want to go into a relationship with him. cuz she knows if he is used to holding her hand, he might not let go when she goes into darkness again. she knows he has the freedom to fly, the freedom to choose other girls. thus, a painful heartache for the girl with a huge heart. the story continues for a long long time. catch it please.. 11am - 1pm. channel u

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|12:01:00|
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Thursday, February 10

wahaha.. here i go again.. the second day of cny.. watched tv till 3am last nite.. resulted in waking up super late. everyone finished bathing and all set to go.. den they woke me up.. had to do so many things within such a short time.. in the end they had to wait cuz i was driving.. feels good esp when everyone waits for u?

driving there was a breeze.. besides the heavy traffic. attempted to speed several times. .caught by my dad.. got into a near accident when the traffic light turned red so quickly while i was dashing across the wide road. got there, we were the second family there.. so i guess we're early.. despite all my time wasting at home and on the roads.. singaporeans really dont understand the meaning of punctual..

everyone starting flooding in at fourth uncle's house.. by the way, we haf this rule of going to one person's house and everyone exchange their greetings and cny stuffs there.. the first year was when i moved into sengkang and everyone gathered at our place. so i guess this year is like the 6th year? cant rmb really.. more than 30 people gathered in the terrace house off kembagan mrt.. so many nice cars.. of cuz, cousin's fiancee drove his subaru wrx. superb car la.. my dream car.. talked abit abt cars with them for abit.. and of cuz, everyone was feeling chirpy and great. the weather's hot.. and ice-cream was served. how great ar.. fourth aunt busy with the food and drinks.. while we were busy chatting away.. lol. the only sad thing was when i didnt get to have any beer cuz i was driving.. my dad and uncles were busy drinking away.. -.- most of my cousins' brought along their wives, gf's, fiancee... looks like we've all grown up.. compared to the little kids which used to run about.. i could see the grin on grandma and uncle's faces.. everyone left after that, they had their new year visits respectively i guess.. drove ard before driving back since everyone was feeling bored.. i guess that sums up this year's new year's earnings.. unless some long-distance relative come visit us someday..

all i need is someone who could love me mutually. it doesnt matter if she's fat, ugly, as long as she has a good heart and love me for who i am.. im more than happy..

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|21:15:00|
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im sooo sooo tired.. tired of meeting the folks. tired of driving miles to jurong. tired of losing in gambling. the folks were alrite. didnt really talk much. jus ate to keep myself busy. driving? wasnt too bad, jus too many cars on the roads today. gambling wise, didnt lose much la. maybe ten?

well, what does the lunar new year mean to everyone anyway? to my grandmas, probably when all her daughters and sons come back to visit. seeing her grandsons and great-grandsons growing healthy and fine, thats the happiest thing ever. to the uncles and aunties, probably dread new year the most. gotta give out lots of cash, or rather, "luck" in the form of red packets. to the kids, the happiest of the lot, getting lots of angbao and luck.. who doesnt love money?

to me, maybe to some of you, it means another dreadful year has passed.. few more months left to national service, closer dateline to project dateline, and all the love spread over is not enuff to cover you. WHERE IS THE LOVE?

realised the couples in THE AMAZING RACE really really love each other so much. look at freddy and kendra, i nv saw them quarreling over the entire race. maybe once or twice. so did kris and jon, adam and rebecca.. dunno how their love got so strong when they even wanted to quit at one time in the race. all i gotta say is.. WE NEED LOVE TO KEEP US GOING! love is definitely a kind of motivation. who's gonna provide and support us when we grow old and weak? who's gonna do all the cleaning and looking after of kids? probably the other half of us.. making sure everything is going alrite. cant wait for amazing race 7 to come back in mar.. that wad they say..

alrite.. gotta slp early, tml's gonna be a boring bud busy day.. hopefully more cash comes in.. less gambling if i can ever control myself.. my determination has been erratic recently.. once again.. HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR and GONG XI FA CAI (which means congratulations and make more money?) lol..

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|00:19:00|
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Tuesday, February 8

from a distance, i see your figure..
u turned, a pair of glittering eyes
sparkling through the dark night
i knew from the moment i love you

all these years, i have been carrying a torch for you
you might not have known this
im sorry for loving you
im sorry for needing you
cuz all these feelings have harboured by nature
no one told me how i should feel
no one told me what i should do

i hope the new guy treats you right
another new man by your side
i wish i was the one
the only one who could wrap his arms around you
fingers tracing your hair and body

you cant blame me from trying to think like that
what can i do now?
how i wish my prayers and thoughts would become reality
the new year has arrived, hopefully luck would change

happy new year bloggers. ps. i wrote all these myself. believe it.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|18:04:00|
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im sore and tired as usual.. tired from all the shopping of ytd. luckily got my tees. thats a good thing. the usual school girls roaming the streets of orchard.. reminds me of my honeymoon period at cjc.. far east still the best place to get whatever you need there, tees, pants, accessories like belts and necklaces to shoes and slippers.. headshots here and there during the shopping.

celebrated the feb babies' bdae at marche@heeren. could see rard still troubled over his family's prob. cheer up mate. the other bdae boy wasnt even here. how ironic. cut the cake up at youth park while enjoying the skateboarders do their thang on the ramps. some went home after that. while the rest continued their time at tcc. my bro came along while i joined him for more shopping.

tml's the start of the year of the rooster. hopefully all the bad luck goes down the drain, while the good luck comes in. superstitious as i could be, this might be the last time i get my ang baos as a teenager. lol. how crappy. i hate meeting the folks at my grandma's house. troublesome la. hopefully they start their mahjong and cards session, if not, im gonna die of the chanting of my uncles over army and school life. alrite, haf fun and win lots of cash this cny holidays.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|10:32:00|
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Sunday, February 6

boring boring sunday. dunno what to do. wanna play soccer.. think they doing fyp. wanna go out oso lazy. yesterday was also another boring day la. no game to play on this com, no animes to watch, only can cycle. cycle here cycle there. sweat abit bored liao. i guess everyone is out la. the bball courts which used to be full seemed to be empty. after they issued a warning to all hard-core soccer addicts who play in the multi-purpose halls, they place the nails on the ceilings and pillars to burst our soccer balls. super pissed la. how to get into the world cup like that?

packed my room, saw the old school magazines. brought back so much memories. thinking of going back to sec school to check out the new school, oso burden la. my bro told me how the new school looked like. looks like im gonna lose my way in there if i go there myself. btw, anybody interested in cycling? wanna go explore sg together? msg me.

at night, gaze out at the starry sky, listening to songs, doodling on my notes. boring la.. the thing is i dunno a clue how the rpts shld be done, and my jap project. mendokusai la. lecturers really got no sense of sympathy these days, give us so many things to do during our cny break. and whoever plans our time tables, shld be hanged. y make the break right in the middle of the cny week? waste our chance of a final chalet or bbq. hopefully all goes well.. after feb 23, we shall be like free birds. at least no burdens. till then we meet.

for now, enjoy this song i love so much. lenny kravitz - lady. talented dude with a sexy attitude

I'm crazy for this little lady
I'm freaking for my little baby
'Cause she makes me feel good
She's so fine
Don't need all my other ladies
I'm beggin' for this little lady
'Cause I tell you she's cool
She's divine
I know she's a super lady

I'm weak and I've gone hazy
I'm crazy for that lady
She's chic but she's not shady
Sophisticated lady
And she makes me feel good
She's so fine

Never knew there was such a lady
That would make me want to straighten
Out my life at this time but I find
I'm thinkin' 'bout this little lady
I would love for her to have my baby
'Cause you know she's no fool
She's refined
I know she's a super lady

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|13:54:00|
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Saturday, February 5

sorry for the late blog. cant bring u the joys of yesterdays.. i was dead tired after the tp. as for you all who haven received the news..

i've finally passed my driving!

luckily i composed myself in the last minute. screwed up a little. all thanks to the weather and traffie ytd, which didnt really cause me trouble. watched the burdened safety video, queued up for my license and off home. had dinner, watched tv and off to bed.

life's suddenly full of meaning. no car at the moment for me to drive ard. burden reports still here. everyday sitting in front of me. when am i gonna find the mood to start finishing all? the most burdened burden would be the fyp. argh.. mendokusai.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|11:01:00|
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Thursday, February 3

im gooooooooing crrrrrazzzzzy! soon that is. too little time, too many things to do! and what haf i been doing these days? watching animes and fyp research. totally not wad im supposed to be doing now!

skipped driving lesson cuz i needed some slp badly. headed to school after some light lunch. i was late for class. seriously late. barely 15 mins after sitting down, lesson was over. the boring lessons continued. lwl lessons never made sense. forever making his own jokes, and laughing it out himself. quick lunch after his lesson. saw some uniforms which turns me on. realised SPinnovex was aldy here in sp. pok last lesson was a breezer. wasnt paying much attention whilst talking in class, again. counting the days to graduation, there's not much time for bonding. 7 schooling weeks left.

got home. more naruto action. finished up the naruto cds in 4 hours. so proud of myself. as a result, im turning into a hard-core naruto fanatic. soon, soon, i will be buying my set of naruto figurines. lolx. if i had the extra cash...

tml's the big day. driving pt for the third time in a year. how crappy. with determination and sharper skills and techniques this time, im sure i will get my license! hopefully nothing stops my way tml. watch this space for more tml. if u dun see me blogging.. means i didnt make it again.. no pressures on me this time.

If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
I could not let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|21:53:00|
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Wednesday, February 2

like they always say.. no matter how busy you may get.. there's a minute or two you can squeeze out for the precious little blog of yours.. here i am.. jotting down the perks and squirts of today...

woke up really early. driving lessons. damn. rushed out of the house barely 30 mins after i left my bed. bath, putting on contacts, styling my hair, packing my bag. im so proud of myself sometimes. drove ard busy ubi. the roads jammed packed. crapz. dad forgot i got class today. didnt let me off till 11.30. rushed to school. wasnt too late. 20 mins only. lecture was great today.

after school went to town to get stuffs for the feb babies. went hunting ard heeren, had some food at cine, walked ard far east, wisma blah blah.. the usual routines. wats new. saw steven lim outside tangs, trying to get business. ah shucks. jus out luck to meet him there. lucky we escaped twice. to and fro ie. saw this rows of pubs and tattoo pavalons in far east. never been to this side of far east. its located on the fourth level btw. pretty cool place. the atmosphere's great. too bad everyone was tired. i was itching for some tiger jus now. lolx.

felt like opening a pub sometime when i grow old. den my wife would tend her manicure stall a few streets away from me. how cool is that? i'll drive her to work in my subaru, den tend my stuffs at the pub. get the stocks. pick her up after work to my pub, haf a few drinks. and head home. IM DREAMING TOO MUCH. the results of too much animes somestimes. living in my fantasy.

neways, man utd won last nite to arch rivals at highbury. GLORY GLORY MAN UTD! too bad i lose hope in man utd too early. if not i would be a hundred bucks richer today.

tml's gotta be a boring day. lectures for 4 straight hours. how cool would that be? hopefully innovex crawls in the new gals i long for. so busy lately. girls are my only motivation nowadays. and of cuz, my gang of friends, always keeping my mood high to do whatever we need to do together. thanks pals. gonna miss you guys when we graduate. i really hate this feeling. relishing the moment when i was in sec 4. typing too much now. sorry abt it. and thanks for those reading this rite now. seriously, i appreciate it. never thot you guys would treat me as such priced friend. [ps, too much naruto, that what happens, getting too emotional]

Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy but,
sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:31:00|
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Tuesday, February 1

stressed out lately. not too bad. the 3 formals piling up, the 3 assignments too. and the fyp burdens.. all coming up and due in this month, after cny. i guess this year cny wont be as enjoyable as it used to be..

i have been reading the blogs that i've linked to.. most of them harping on how great dnd was. im s tarting to regret abit.. bud still.. i guess even if i was there, i wont be doing much either.

im trying to save up on future investments. unfortunately, my financial management sucks. seriously. spent almost 300 bucks ytd. on my contacts and clothes. and im not really done with my spree of cny clothings. i guess i gotta not think so much nowadays. thinking so much doesnt really help me in my planning.

check out the album of the month, eminem's encore.

there i go, thinkin of u again

you dont know how sick you make me
you make me fuckin sick to my stomach
everytime i think of you i puke

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|13:23:00|
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