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Thursday, December 30

Usher - Yeah (its time to party again. all the countdown parties at the end of the year. enjoy)

[Usher (Verse 1):]
I'm in the club with my homies, tryna get a lil V-I, keep it down on the low key, cause you know how it feels.
I said shorty she was checkin up on me, from the game she was spittin my ear you'd think that she knew me.
So we decided to chill

Conversation got heavy, she had me feelin like she's ready to blow! (Watch Out!, Watch Out!)
She saying come get me, come get me,
So I got up and followed her to the floor, she said baby lets go,
When I told her I said

[Usher (Chorus):]
Yeah (yeah) Shorty got down to come and get me
Yeah (yeah) I got so caught up I forgot she told me
Yeah (yeah) Cause if my girl new it'd be best to hold me
Yeah (yeah) Next thing I knew she was all up on me screaming:

Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah

haven really got myself onto a pc during these few days.. busy with stuffs basically. and so much going on these days. killer waves hitting most parts of south asia. and ironically it happened a day after xmas. i believe there's a god in all of us. and now we can only ask him, why did all these happened? did he realise these countries which do not really celebrate xmas are so poor thing that he decided to wash them all away and give them a new lease of life? seriously i tink there's someone doing all these evil. and normally after all these disasters, there's bound to be help on the way. donations coming along. and more reasons to burn more cash.. for now, we jus have to pray and hope all the survivors get saved, and the death toll doesnt shoot faster than the birth rate in singapore.

updates of the past few days, tuesday basically no lessons, went back to school for fyp. spent 3 hours doing one crazy MFI. went to hy's house awhile before heading back to school for jap classes. class was boring for a start. this time as i went ther late, sat behind kawaii ne girl. she was shacked. learnt some new stuffs which i didnt really paid attention to. went home after that.
wednesday, woke up real early. 8am practical. practical in the little room which deals with microscopy. very stuffy inside. and we were happily cracking our own jokes. one time we tried to get penguin's attention den he waved back. he thot we were trying to say goodbye when we were actually to get him to come in. how crappy. our practical ended rather early. so we went on outside to chit chat with the rest of the others. mr tay was explaining some stuffs to another grp doing formal report. looked like he was explaining something else which i interpreted. super crazy. oh the other stage was having their prac too. saw a few nice ones which we usually oogled on. and they actually thot my friend, serene looked nice. nahx.. she jus another girl who jus couldnt keep her mouth quiet. lunch at fc1 after prac. flood gates seemed to be fully opened. big waves crashing onto us. after lunch, the waves ceased and we went for our lesson. lecture was alrite. quite interesting. mr pok gave quite a resounding lecture. after that, we went to do our fyp again. this time it was in the packaging lab. quite boring bud at least its something new. went to join the rest of the guys after that for our movie of the week. this week's special featured meet the fockers, a really hilarious and funny movie which tickles the bones so much u cant sit still. i admit some of the jokes were getting too hard to understand on the first time, i might consider watching it a second time, or wait patiently for the vcd to be released. had a short dinner at the foodcourt before heading home..

today was kinda chilly when i woke up. quick bath and off to school. tan he gave his speech as usual on thursday mornings. followed by a sick joke to spice things up. i have to admit he has a unique way of presenting his subject. that makes things interesting. went to fc6 for lunch with fadz, dan, nic, hl and tw during our 2 hour break. i must comment on the girls there. the standards have dropped drastically. and the quantity has been falling ever since. shared some dirty jokes while eating there. laughed more. went back early for stupid lee's lessons. today he took 5 mins to tell us a story about his previous student, in the end, commented that his notes were so good that the student asked for more. he luffed. we -.-". had more lunch at fc1. pok lecture, quite peaceful cuz i was happily gazing ard and looking at the rain outside. final lesson was yy tan. today no jokes no wonder he didnt get our attention. got home staight after school. saw my fetish on nel. looked like my crush when she was sms-ing. den she looked up. i looked down. totally cmi-ed. bud she looked really nice in the attire she was wearing.

anyway, i tink my good friend has a big fat crush on the girl i like. that's jus my intuition. how am i supposed to know? ok based on these facts. he goes out whenever she asked. she goes to somewhere really far and he follows suit. she goes somewhere near her house for dinner. he tagged along, miles away from home. how to i know all these? cuz i was ther too. btw, if he really likes her, im gonna fight it out with him. ahaha.. hopefully she chooses me. and hopefully he doesnt go confessing with her. bud i must say she has a better impression of him more, cuz she basically talks to him more. argh.. jus ignore this whole para. jus an impromtu draft which i have been tinking while i was on the train tinking of HER.

tried so hard to forget you but its jus so hard to do.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|19:34:00|
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Monday, December 27

week 3 of school starts creeping in.. and soon all the quiz will be drifting in.. i haven been doing any revision due to the festive season.. and all the fun we are having at this moment, makes anyone difficult to concentrate on any boring skool-related issues.

updates of yesterday.. went for soccer practice with gerrard's friends. the regular people were there. not too bad, my team won like 3-4 games consecutive. in the end lost den started losing form. quite inconsistent i guess. we worked hard fighting for every chance that came out way, breaking the opponent's play and countering. good thing our keeper was strong enuf to keep our team in play. tw and roy came soon after to join us. not too bad la. had ba chor mee for dinner. wasnt very full. took a bath and played we8 at rard's house. supper continued for awhile at the nearby market before catching the second half of chelsea vs villa. watched abit of man utd match before taking a bus home. mom was complaining and all. didnt wanna bother much la. causing me trouble somemore. den burden joel's mom. lolx. in the end i guess it was all over by now. had an early nite since i didnt have cable to watch the rest of the matches..

woke up quite early. tried surfing the net. my com's cmi again. pentium 3 with 196mb ram seriously sucks. i guess the computers in school are much better. still waiting for my bro to get his pay den decide on a new pc. hopefully all these gets settled by 1st jan. went to school in a rush. quick lunch before trying to board the next fastest train. den ran some 300m or so to the east-west line to meet up with rard who was aldy on the train. luckily i made it in time. fortunately we got to class on time. before jwllee. the most inconsiderate teacher ever. i've got my speech ready when he ever starts picking on me. luckily today i wasnt caught not doing his tutorial. most of us didnt do it anyway. managed to finish part of it in class.

free access for an hour or so at the labs. one bad thing nowadays is that they dont allow us to listen to music there. the music gets filtered off. yucks. wads the world coming to? updated some of the stuffs there is online which i could den went for the last lecture. it wasnt too bad. mr tay lecture always brings surprises. see him waving the marker and all the chemical formulae popping out at his finger tips. dropping exam tips here and there along the way. his lecture ended an hour early due to our eager request. got homework to do. guess i wont be touching it much anyway. went home after that. i was too tired and sore to go out. and wasnt looking too good anyway. had a short nap before dinner and tv. i guess now i cant depend on the com anymore. radio is the only thing that keeps my life meaningful now. hopefully the new year brings in new hope for me and everyone out there. and the next two years will definitely be a turning point in my life. i guess i'll jus take a step at a time and decide wad to do next. recollection moments for this week. lying low, taking a step back and watching the world from afar. cheerios.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:25:00|
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Sunday, December 26

Mariah Carey - All I want for Christmas is You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas is You..

merry xmas again bloggers. for you all die-hard bloggers who acutally read my blog, thanks for taking all the shit i have been throwing at u. we've been thru the happy and sad times together. and its close to the end of a year.

lacked whole day at home in the day. got ready everything for dinner in the late afternoon. got there early. started queueing up at cafe cartel. the rest started stringing in as time passed. after 90 mins of hard core queueing, we finally got our seats. being the first time there, we didnt know there was a self-order system there. den we gotta pay before food was served. sat down and talked our hearts out. there was even free-flow of bread and water. wad a nice place to be in. food was served shortly. my pork ribs came the last. cuz it was supposed to taste the best? hmm.. it came out as this humongous big piece with 10 ribs served with fries and salad. not too bad for a start. spent hours there talking while waiting for some of them to arrive. i was too full after that to even order desserts. i would strongly recommend all to try dining there. YOU WONT REGRET EATING THERE. the price's cheaper compared to some of the restaurants avaliable, and the ambience great. after dinner they exchanged presents outside ps. i was too broke to join in the fun. actually didnt want to receive those crappy presents. lolx. in the end, mh got the big prize. the laser sword. and cm got the bathing buddy float. the rest of them got rather reasonable pressies. went home after that since most of them are going to tpy playgrd. which im not sure wat they can do there. wasting more time? fill me in those who went. probably there's still there playing. im too tired to even type now. gotta bath and sleep. maybe join the guys for soccer at tpy. merry xmas again. and 6 more days to 2005. how exciting. cheerios

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|00:26:00|
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Saturday, December 25

Mario - Let Me Love You

Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume,
the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are you stick around and I just don't know why
If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you,you are)

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

hey people. merry xmas for a start. and definitely this is a festive occasion thats calls for a celebration. start drinking and go mad. one of the days which i would start testing out all the funny stuffs there is.

today school was rather short. a declared half day was actually a 2 hour practical at the computer lab. shant stress anymore about it. if you wanna know, find out from our class of dcp3a22. apparently lee wah ling stepped on shit today. he is walking on very thin ice and one more silly thing he does and we will start writing in letters to the director. taking it out on us. making those late comers (6 mins late isnt very late ok!) stand up and declare to the whole class that they wont be late today. wad a thing to do. anyways.. lesson was boring. after school met up with the rest of the guys frm 21. headed to bugis. had mos for lunch. its been months since i had a rice burg. super ex and not really filling at all. someting to feel happy about would be the milk tea. spent some time talking about school. gossiping about lecturers. the good and bad ones.

walked ard the rest of the bugis junction after lunch. saw more stuffs to buy. probably buy them after cny. met up with the rest of the guys who didnt haf lunch with us. coincidentally saw them whilst trying to call them. kinda shows our telepathy we had after bonding for 2 years. lolx. spent some time listening to the musik in disc station. techno again. this time those nice techno my bro always blasts. amazingly i could relate to some of them. walked ard more. and saw the shirt i bought at mcp. apparently they told me it was the last piece on tues. so fast they got more stock? they jus wan to get rid of the one on display i guess. went home after that. most of them gotta prepare for the big xmas dinner.

received cousin teng's call. he would be celebrating xmas at his house. he would be making most of the dishes. he's a great chef btw. his passion of cooking started while he was in sec school. thats like years ago.. sounds like fun. slept while waiting for my bro to come back after work. went over to bishan after that. bus was crowded. so the feast started. spent the time talking to my two cousins, who were both very successful in life. business plots. lolx. very interesting. so we were having turkey, bacon and many other mouth-watering xmas dishes while enjoying red wine, beer and some whisky by the windy night. started to feel sick after one shot of whisky. died after that. whole nite stoning by the balcony.

cousin sent us back. thanks. love his kind of life. flying ard asia and buying stuffs for us. carefree life was wad i wanted. high life. working in the day. hanging out in the pubs at nite. chilling out at someone's place during the weekend before starting the next week again. wow. perfect planning for the new year. my first resolution for 2005. alrite that shall do. looking forward to tml's dinner with the guys at cafe cartel. cheerios.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|01:33:00|
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Thursday, December 23

Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

just 2 days more to xmas. suddenly i dont really feel like spending the nite out late at nite. maybe standing in front of the church listening to the choir and some confession should do it. i'll have to see what my classmates have planned.

yesterday was a short day. lesson began at noon. two hours pok lesson. it was alrite. i missed the lectures. the ones we all sit really close and crack lame jokes. i guess this is our last sem together. probably less den 15 sessions. final lesson. it was alrite too. more jokes cracked. the endorphins released. laughing it out really helps sometimes. supposed to do fyp, but sp's holding an xmas function for all the staffs. all the plans cancelled. joined with some of the guys at fc2. the rest had to go play game. how lifeless. in the end, nic, py and me went to ps to check out the restaurants which were open on xmas day. our xmas gathering should be at cafe cartel. slacked awhile with py and nic, till it was time for py to report for work. den me and nic went back. watched amazing race 6. missed quite a few episodes le. suddenly its only 7 teams left. jonathan's fcuking irritating. lolx. no wonder the taxi driver has to stop the taxi and refused to chauffeur them anymore. hopefully in 7 weeks time i get to find out who wins this.

school continued today. a chirpy thursday i would say. class began at 9. HE man back to his norms. cracked an irish joke. his kind of joke. dirrty and super lame. at least it made us laugh. mission accomplished. two hours break slacked at clementi snookerium. den went back to school for lunch. saw the live gig performance by the malay society. they're really good. love the drums and the bassist most. got to class 5 mins late in the end. lee wah ling in the end, had to mark us late. how STUPID can he get? cant he be more flexible? dont wan to argue anymore with this guy. his two hour lecture was as bored as anything which i could associate with him. pissed and tired. slacked awhile at fc1 with the guys after their sensory evaluation at t2. pok lesson continued. he's more flexible than stupid lwl. final lecture by mr tan yy. all the laughing gas put into good use. cracking super lame jokes to spike the class' spirit at 4pm in the afternoon. no wonder everyone is enjoying themselves. i was laughing so much i didnt know i was crying. rushed to ps straight after class. caught kung fu hustle. i thot it was a very nice show. it was alrite. 3 stars out of 5. a typical stephen chow movie. bud the jokes were not as funny as his previous shows. super lame. very exaggerating. go catch it if you have the extra cash. if not, skip this one. got home had dinner and pissed with this com im having. new com should be on the way when my bro gets his pay. and xmas should be a peaceful one this year. cheerios

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|21:19:00|
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Tuesday, December 21

destiny's child - emotions

its over and done
but the heartache lives on inside
and who is the one youre clinging to
instead of me tonight

and where are you now, now that i need you
tears on my pillow, whenever you go
cry me a river, that leads to your ocean
youll never see me fall apart
in the words of a broken heart

chorus
its just emotions,
taking me overcaught up in sorrow,
lost in the songand if you will come back
come home to me darlin
dont you know theres nobody left in this world to hold me tight
nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
im now at your side, a part of all the things you are but you never ?
you gotta go find you're shining star

sorry for the lack of blogging these few days. its only 2 days since i've last blogged, but so many things happened. lets break it down..

yesterday went to school earlier than expected cuz there was make up lesson for eic. effective interpersonnel communication. very effective ar. the teacher, serene, got to know everyone's name. started telling us all about herself and her family, claiming it was supposed to make us participate more in class. LOL. so the lesson went on and on. oh we did this test from this website which was quite useful. go visit it here. its supposed to tell u who u r. quite accurate for me. lesson ended. wanted to eat at fc6, where all the girls' supposed to gather at lunch time. in the end, we didnt eat anything. walked miles back to macdonald's area, where we were more comfortable there, thou the gals didnt seem very appealing after we had seen most of it. and gals doesnt seem to attract me as much. cuz all i tink of is HER. lesson continued till 4. lee wah ling continued with his forever-boring lesson. mr tay, our class tutor was kind enuff to let us off one hour earlier. no wonder he's our class tutor. i noe i make no sense at all sometimes.

wanted to go HOME. we were on the platform aldy den a call came. we waited for 3 trains before the others came after deciding where to go. where else. town la. wasted so much time there. met sl at paragon before walking to cine. wanted to catch kungfu hussle, no tickets le. its amazing how the sneak tickets get snapped up so fast. den wanted to watch ocean's twelve. no appropiate timing. slacked at cine there. looking at.. girls. oh saw kim from kids central. very tall and skinny. den mei called. met her there. started her tantrums and stuffs. she went to the arcade with wendy and trent. while we left for more shopping. saw daphne and leandra from the singapore idol at heeren. dap's short as ever. leandra trying to get attention cuz all the attention's on daph. lol. they got hb's present. walked ard heeren before going to ps. dinner at the foodcourt upstairs. had drumstick rice. yum. and honeydew sago. life was good when u enjoy good food with a few friends. making jokes and laughing it out. suddenly life didnt seem bad afterall. arcade for an hour or two. before we went sitting outside ps. went to buy barcadi. lolx. wanted to feel high cuz i wasnt feeling too good. got home jus before midnight. bathed and burrowed the sorrows..

woke up real early today. overslept abit. bathed and all. got ready for a brand new day. prac at 8am. it was a quick prac today. cuz we were basically repeating what we did on friday. finished at about 9.30am. went to have mac breakfast with poh lin and rardo. coffee perks my day always. den 10am came. gals started flooding in. saw so many cute faces. missed some cuz i was sitting at the wrong side of the table. went to bugis with the rest of the guys after they finished with their prac. bugis wasnt really crowded at 11am. saw a few top man tees which appealed. slacked some time at the arcade upstairs. saw a few retro games which used to captivate me when i was much younger. forgot most of the things which i used to do when i was younger. those were the days..

lunch at bk at bugis village before more shopping at bj. combed the whole bj. kinokuniya, absolute comics u name it. besides those selling girl stuffs. bought a top at mcp. the aunty still wans to tempt us to buy more. lolx. got a free tee in the end. bud its too small le. she REFUSED to give me my size. wad a crazy woman. wanted to buy the pants there. looked really nice. bud too expensive. maybe another day.. went back to school for jap class. kawaii ne ger is finally back from her trip to japan. her face is very scary today. and her hair wasnt in order. her face was as white as snow. looks like she didnt really take care of herself while she's away. too bad la. i didnt really care much for her anymore. straighten out thots these days. i gotta take a step back and let the gals come to me. how naive rite. met mei in town. she's all alone. and sad. poor girl. cheer up mei, if ur reading this. its hard to force love u know. sometimes we have to let go of the things we love so much. thats wad i call life. and seeing u sad makes me very sad u know. why be so sad when u can be very happy living life. and i TOTALLY understand how u feel. those who heard my story should know why. by the way, bought mei her xmas present. that's sth she should be happy about. and im soo looking forward to my present. HOR? when is it coming? went home. watched tv and blogging at the same time. its amazing how one can do two things at once. guess wad? its almost eleven. this blog took me almost an hour to type. so appreciate it k. that's all for now i guess. catch u all tml in school. and love to hear frm u all soon. cheerios

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:05:00|
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Sunday, December 19

Jay Sean - Stolen (current radio hit which is receiving quite alot of air-play. enjoy)

You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You were my air when I couldn't breathe
I think you always knew what you meant to me
And you were my strength when I was down
And you made me humble when I wouldn't bow
I held on to your promise that you'd be around
Where were you when I was alright
Tell me, did you know I was alright
You left me thinking I'd be alright
Won't you come back to me
It's crazy but I'm falling apart
It's crazy how you're leaving me scarred
It's crazy girl wherever you are
You stole my heart
It's crazy but I'm going insane
Feeling lost, confused and ashamed
It's crazy hope you're feeling my pain
You stole my heart

i haven been blogging for the past few days due to virus attack. my bro clicked on something which he thot was a prog. turned out to be a nasty virus which infiltrated the strong defence of anti-virus. jus my luck. backed up stuffs which i needed. bro started the reformatting process. and now, we have a brand new com. but the 3-D card is still spoilt. -.- anyways, wait till i get everything back. for now, there's no games, and no music to listen. my 6GB of musik all gone. lolx. i guess that gives me more time for studying? lolx.

updates of the weekend.. caught the final epi of the OC season 1. wad a sad ending. ryan had to leave with theresa. made everyone sob la. waiting for season 2 to start hitting the tv box soon. friday, went to school only for prac, cuz we intended to skip the 3pm lesson, which was like 4 hours away. they went to town. i went home to sleep. wad a pig. since i was so tired, and the com's under attack anyway. trent jio me go ice cubes. bud already so sian. no mood le. ps la.

saturday was also boring. slacked whiole day till evening time went to zy's house for xmas bbq. this annual event always brings me happy memories. btw, zy's my sec school friend who was also my talking mate. always spend time in the library where we would jus do nothing and talk. how boring rite? anyway, didnt eat much, jus spent more time talking and playing. playing risk to be exact. my alliance lost. yawns. they backstabbed us from africa, and went on to take the world. my initial spinning of dice was strong. den all the small numbers came out. caught soccer on espn. went home jus after midnite. the cool sunday morning breeze while strolling home with my bro. how nice. spent more time talking. im turning more and more crappy these days. got home, couldnt sleep. talked to my second bro. i wished we had beer. lolx. woke up today. bro already finished the reformatting process. the other stuffs left for me to do is install everything there is.

school's starting again tml. and xmas in 5 days' time. still haven got some presents for some people. and im broke. thats life man. cheerios

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|11:49:00|
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Thursday, December 16

Jay Sean - Holding On (read the chorus sia. its all i gotta say. btw, this album ME AGAINST MYSELF is rocks to bits. my mp3 album of the month this december.)

You're everything I want
You're everything I need
You're everything I want my girl to be
And even though I know
You're in someone else's heart
I can't bare to be apart
See I've fallen for you
And I've gotta let you go
And I know that I have got to
Find a way to get on with my life

today was kinda the first day of school for me. it felt so much like a monday. feeling great for the first time in a long long time. morn lecture at 9. its the HE man again. seeing him for the second time for 2 consecutive sems. still as crappy. this time he's like more serious. more strict and more demanding. his two-hour lecture became a one-hour briefing.

pool at clementi for 3 full hours. straight pool followed by doubles. it was one of the best games of pools i've played for a long long time. better in form, better techniques, and more precise placings. bud still sometimes there're screw-ups here and there. wasted more shots than the ones i've put into the pockets. poh lin's the big winner, sweeping both straight pool trophies, thou he lost in the doubles. had some mashed potato at 7-eleven. went back for lesson at 1.

lee wah ling lesson. this guy, haven seen him for two sems only, and he's turned into a total bore. his presentation today showed everything. maybe we were too tired for the 1pm lecture. his presentations show how he spends his evenings, taking pictures of the multi-storey carparks which feature the designs on them. how crappy. however, he did bring his point across fairly well. break for half an hour or so. didnt know how long thou. den tan yy came. his lesson was brought foward. briefing as usual. first time taught by him. i could sense he's really crappy. could see he graduated frm loughborough university somehow. his humour. trying to liven the tired class up. last period was pok cs. insisted on starting the lecture even thou our notes would only arrive by tuesday. fair enuff. the whole class not really concentrating. me and fadz were busy thinking of muslims names for me. in the end, we decided on muhamad nur, which was kinda rash. it means "shining light". lolx how interesting. had a late lunch before heading town with the rest of the guys.

there's this guy with porcupine head. lols. super cool please. and his hair is soo short. all of us took pictures with our camera. he was sitting right in front of us. got to town soon after. it was packed. far east was our first stop. walked ard for awhile looking for stuffs for hb's bdae. apparently there's not much la. py and xy went looking for bikinis for her. lolx. i shant say much. too many of u reading this thing here. oh, saw mei and wen at far east. shouted my name. the whole far east heard i supposed. both looking cute in pink. continued shopping for awhile before heading to heeren for more. went thru the usual shops. i finally found out the name of the shop i was talking to u guys about, the cool shop with all the cute stuffs there is. its BLOOMBERG. its always in teens, lime and teenage. always advertising for them. sat at yoshinoya for awhile before heading home. oh, met mei at the station. acc her home for awhile. had a short chat on the train. btw, mei, if ur reading this, you look gorgerous today. lolx serious. dinner before coming online reading some blogs. saw steph's site. she's getting better and better everyday sia. good job steph! school's starting early tml again, till late. i guess i better go take a rest before THE OC starts. the season finale. alright, life's turning good for a start. xmas is next friday. yeah! cheerios

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|21:24:00|
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Wednesday, December 15

Joss Stone - Right to be Wrong

I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown
I've got a mind of my own
I'm flesh and blood to the bone
I'm not made of stone
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone

You're entitled to your opinion
But it's really my decision
I can't turn back I'm on a mission
If you care don't you dare blur my vision
Let me be all that I can be
Don't smother me with negativity
Whatever's out there waiting for me
I'm going to faced it willingly

some people make it a point to blog everyday, to engrave the memorable stuffs they have in their lives, while others, dont really care whether people really read them. den, why go thru all the trouble setting up a blog anyway? some people really have alot of interest in blogging. they go thru so much websites in seach of little stuffs to put in so we could click on whilst blogging. how interesting.

anyway, back to real business this time. woke up early. very early i mus say. go up and prepared for THE ns checkup. the feeling is definitely not the same as going to school. didnt even styled my hair. feeling very cold. met roy somewhere near his house. didnt know where. amazingly i knew where i was. we walked around 3 bus-stops before reaching cmpb. it was a long breezy stroll at 0745 hours. the buzz of the working class. haven been doing such stuffs for a long time. feels really refreshed.

the checkup was alrite. lotsa waiting. lotsa laughter. see the stupid pple doing stupid stuffs. people of all shapes and sizes, different colours and tones, from all walks of life come into the small building. i guess that's life. my life should take a big turn from here onwards. all the bond building comes into play in reality. that should carry me thru my 21st burfday where all the responsibilities and burdens will be shouldered all by myself.

went out with the sehs, and a few more regs. some new faces i see online de. very interesting pple. talk abit. had abit of trouble trying to talk oso. den pool burden me. mr mambo billiards always like that la. that time scold one of us. den now again. haiz. its always him. went drinking despite the fact that i was still sick. wkd vodka this time. the whole nite was hell. trying to make myself feel better. bud to no avail. sians. dinner at kovan kopitiam near lawry's house before shopping ard heartland and compass point.

school's starting tml. hopefully i see all my classmates again. always a pleasure sharing their jokes and making new ones. and fyp burden starts again. cheerios

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:56:00|
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Tuesday, December 14

dont ask me why im here. quite pissed with today le. all i can hear now is the typing and clicking. the room's completely quiet to my surprise. i tink there's at least 15 souls here. all checking mail or trying to read a decent report. unlike me.. i have 3 hours to burn. wanted to jio the sehs out de.. either in school or at work. bo bian gotta go to the com lab for some free access.. first was research for fyp, which wasnt too successful anyway, den tried to play games online, bud i forgot all the websites which i used to visit. so, i was happily clearing my 5 emails, reading every email ther was sent to me by you all kind souls out ther. thanks for having me in the to: column everytime. didnt know sending mail was so sweet till today when i received quite a few really cool ones.

oh before all these crap time in the com lab, i was sitting at mac listening to p10. the music's kept me going so far and the gals walking by didnt really caught my attention today. either too moody, or they werent attractive enuff to catch my eye. porridge for lunch. no choice since im still half sick.

received a call frm mei jus now. totally brightened up my day. thou it was kinda short. her tantrums sometimes drives me nuts sometimes. lolx. tinking back on last nite. the sehs really having fun. all psyched up after too much alcohol. one day im gonna regret my moves. and my liver's gonna freeze as hard as a stone.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|16:28:00|
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Hoobastank - Disappear (the lyrics is somewhere on the right column under "spinning on the mp3 player")

im still feeling down.. december didnt really seem so warm and nice after all huh.. went drinking again for the second time in a week.. met the reg gang. "the seh-s".. did make me happy for awhile.. keep reading to find out more..

sunday didnt go out anywhere cuz it was raining. trent asked me out.. in the end say he got somethings to do at home.. zzz.. luckily i haven prepared anything.. continued managing the cmi man utd. reach 2010 liao. all the players currently playing in reality all old. and the new players.. half of them generated by the com liao.. like no point playing..

caught the star awards in the evening. didnt know why i watched it. maybe got nothing to do while waiting for cm4 to load. update some style tips frm there. and some stars frm abroad came over to present some awards.. wasnt too bad la. wilbur as suave as usual. with his oh-so formal suit and pink shirt, which my dad called cmi. hah.. he seriously need to update himself with the current style sia. 5566 came out like they jus rushed frm the airport. no style, no special dress code. blehx. the winners who won were quite standard. every year like hear all these names. watch oso sian.

monday thot got school at 1pm de. in the end they say no 1pm lesson. left one 3pm lesson go one hour oso buay kan. den in the end trent msg ask go out. imme wans to go jurong. the cmi place where i will pass dover. going to school already a dread liao. sian 1/2. in the end followed them go see see.. pangseh the rest of the guys in class. ps. we got lots more time to go out.. haha.. heard frm them the day was boring stoning again.. lolx. jus like sat.

anyways, the journey to jurong was abit more fun talking to trent. i found myself talking to him more and more.. lolx. cuz we're the only two guys mah.. im super crap. walked ard. bought wendy this pull-over frm dunno wad shop. den mei saw edna mode in toys-r-us. 100 bucks. totally off budget lor. ps mei. my dad doesnt print dollars.

played pool at je. getting the hang of the 8 ft table. almost did a clear table. lolx. when you're feeling good, playing pool's like a breeze. the sehs continued their stupid stuffs.. lolx super lame. wanted to go home after dat. in the end, got dragged for some drinking. the barcadi on sale! super cheap this time. like 50% of the price i bought the other time. i finished the breezer in like 5 mins. trent still half way thru.. lol. got abit seh. saw mei home. den we bought another bottle of venom. saw at stairs near my bus stop and started seh-ing away with trent. saw some ah-peks drinking beer at the kopitiam. we're nothing compared to them. lolx.

on the way home was nuts. hope no one rmbs me there. my bus somemore. lolx. shouted on the bus some vulgarities. luckily the bus not crowded. had dinner before bathing. den i realised i had been drinking on an empty stomach. went more crazy when i went online. stupid sia. went to bed ard 12. starting to regret my actions recently. and dunno why i keep falling sick these few days. maybe going back to school helps. thats like thursday. boring life. tml's the ns check-up home i dont get sent home for forgetting anything. cheerios

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|09:58:00|
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Sunday, December 12

the Wonders - That Thing You Do (brings back so much memories. this jus goes in as the classics. what i've gotta say and what my heart feel says it in this song)

You doing that thing you do!
Breakin' my heart into a million pieces
Like you always do.
And you, don't mean to be cruel.
You never even knew about the heartache
I've been going through.
Well I try and try to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do.
Every time you do that thing you do!

I know all the games you play
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know
That you'll be mine someday.
Cause we, could be happy can´t you see?
If you know me let me be the one to hold you
And keep you here with me.
'Cause I try and try to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do.
Every time you do that thing you do!

I don't ask a lot but I know one thing for sure.
It's the love that I haven't got girl.
And I just can't take it anymore.
Cause we, could be happy can't you see?
If you know me let me be the one to hold you
and keep you here with me.

Cause it hurts me so just to see you go
Around with someone new.
And to find know you, you're doing that thing.
Every day just doing that thing.
I can't take you doing that thing you do

an update of everything. friday was quite boring. gym in the morning which turned out to be a failure for once. some secondary freaks trying to action there. hogging the machines. and some which looked like poly students too.. all go in batches. at least 30 males in there trying to use the machines. you never see people queueing up for the equipment like friday. and the lat pull up which we used to do is also out of order that day. called rard and went home after dat. and my hand sprained during the course. one of the weights knocked on my thumb. ouch.

got home had lunch. tot they were going out for shopping. turned out raining and all slacked online talking.. wasting precious time away. in the end, i was too sick to go out also. had some medication before reco-operation began. felt better after 4 hours sleep. still feeling a lil sad.

yesterday was better. woke up early. went online woke everyone up. told them to meet at 3 at orchard. again they were late. still drizzling abit when i got there. a big mistake to sit on the stairs while waiting. 1 surveyor frm ntu came asking me about hair stuffs.. zzz. she looks quite nice la.. haha.. its amazing. i saw her from far and she keep walking and walking in front of me. zzz the second person was someone asking for donations. i declined with a smile. the third and final person who came was someone, obviously dunno who, came asking me if i belonged to any modelling agencies. maybe cuz of wad i was wearing dat day. quite artistic. ahahaa. crapz. saw rach on the way. she called and saved my life. escaped into the crowds with rick. walked around wisma, deciding on what to buy. projectshop stuffs were too expensive. topshop was way too cool. bud somehow i felt it didnt really suit me. probably i'll wait for christmas sales to come. slacked at topshop for the rest of the time till 4 where the rest slowly made their way. shortlisted some tees which looked very cool to me.

we continued our shopping at far east after slacking awhile at the food court in wisma. shortlisted more. lolx. at least 5 tees. each about 30-40 bucks. probably gonna filter it to like 2-3. walked around lido and back to wisma. and finally settled at heeren. shortlisted more flesh imp tees. fourskin stuffs werent very appealing at this moment. probably wait for a few more weeks where to new designs come in. and spoilt bratz, i owned one of it. and the designs were the same a few months ago. saw a few crappy shirts with quotes along the way.

in the end, it was getting late. jus got one tee from flesh imp. kicked one of the displays on the floor. in the end, everyone started looking at me. flesh imp girl gracefully picked it up. apologised, paid and left the scene in full speed. met dad, mom and bros, at paragon. they were back to their "rich-man shopping again". didnt really come out fruitful.

had dinner at whampoa dr. the food's there great. according to dad. turned out normal la.. wasnt very special to me after all. bud the place darn crowded i mus say. weekend crowds again. went shopping with mom for some groceries before heading home. still feeling sore, and tired today. after a long day. probably spend the rest of next week shopping for more and more stuffs which i've shortlisted.

watched summer scent on tv. second last epi. sad story again. how can two hearts beat for one another so strongly. i wonder. we always marry the ones we dont love the most. and we often go out with the people whom we like but not crush. damn. i guess that explains everything. still missing HER today. and probably make myself numb again. doing stupid things for her aint a very smart move at this moment. we'll see how it goes. national service better come early for me. and i could escape the tangled web of love for 2 years. cheerios

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|09:55:00|
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Thursday, December 9

Avril Lavigne - Two Rivers

Rains of sand slip through your hands
Never ceasing time
Fold your hands in silent prayer
Eternal peace you'll find
[CHORUS]
Like two rivers flow
to the open sea
Someday we'll reunite
for all eternity
Let the rain falling on your face
Run in to your eyes
Can you see the rainbow now
Through the stormy skies
[CHORUS]
Like two rivers flow
to the open sea
Someday we'll reunite
for all eternity
Like two rivers flow
to the open sea
Someday we'll reunite
for all eternity
Standing in the rising tide
Heaven's light shines on you
On you, on you
Test the sea rising at your feet
How far can you go
Til you need God's helping hand
To ride the under-toe
[CHORUS]
Like two rivers flow
to the open sea
Someday we'll reunite
for all eternity

how can two days one after another be so different? tuesday was the best. wednesday.. the worst that could be. met up with the same pple i met on tues. this time it was at jurong.. super far. imagining travelling from the north east to south west of sg. probably cuz of that motion sickness i have, my whole day's spoiled. the whole day i felt like puking. wasted some cash on pizza hut with them. moodless to walk, talk. maybe the only thing i could think of is sleep. so the dinner ended, in laughter for the rest of the guys. me, continue to be moodless. barely finished one slice of pizza. how pathetic.

walked ard jp for awhile before taking the train.. to jurong east. pool again. definitely off form. the whole day was crappy. draggy. those sad words u can think of. like life's gonna end soon. and u never know when ur gonna puke. the girls went karaoke-ing while me and trent went home after some arcade. the journey back was alrite. at least i got a seat, on the floor.. no much crowd ard 9 plus.

passed by 7-eleven. decided to indulge in drinking since a long long time. never been so crap. didnt know whether i was feeling sad, down or crappy. so barcadi silver it was. fresh and acidic. down the throat and into the empty tummy. self-destruction stage one. walking home all alone, under the blanket of stars. with a bottle of barcadi.. looks like some mafia trying to create trouble. got home. feeling all heaty and sick. bathed and straight to dreamland..

this morning, still got a bit of headache. and still, sick. hopefully the one up there will save me this time.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|15:53:00|
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Tuesday, December 7

Alicia Keys - Karma

Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.

today was one of the best ever this year. met up wif wendy aka darl, imme aka mei and trent aka seh. its been a while since i've seen all of them.. haven seen them for like a year or so.. amazing feeling all of a sudden. shopped ard wisma, flash and splash, topman, projectshop and some little ulu shops along the way selling men's stuff since all of them were late. didnt really buy anything cuz either they were not really appealing, or off budget. played pool for 3 hours, or was it 2 1/2? didnt matter. i had fun. and wendy's got the hang of pool in the end. teaming up with her did improve her skills and techniques. i screwed myself up afew times in the game.. ended up paying the whole thing with trent.

bought mudshake for mei and brownies for darl. slacked while at spinellis breathing in smoke from sticks.. fags everywhere these days. headed to city hall with trent and mei. wendy had to leave early for a game. walked ard raffles city area before heading to gingerbread house. lolx. wad a cute place to work in. i wished i worked there. very slack, and very good pay. met mei's friends working there. mei started putting on wings and santarina costumes. she 's still as cute as ever. slacked more in front of gingerbread house with seh chit-chatting with him. its been a long time since we really sat down and chatted for so long. i guess wad he really needed was someone to talk to.. lending a shoulder at a moment like this.. went back to orchard where i wanted more shopping. dinner at bk where i almost froze cuz of the too much coke. and the aircon's very chilly in the little room. trent aka seh continued eating. its understandable.. he's in an unstable state now.. more shopping at far east. which wasnt very productive at all.. seriously i need more clothes. and accessories. and shoes. and bag. and wadever there is..

walked back to heeren area. flesh imp girl wasnt there.. all the guys there.. no wonder business not very good. now they pack all the clothes in little bags. for the ease of xmas sharing. how thotful. trent took a bus home, glad he's home safe and not seh anymore.. took a train home with mei. its been another long time since we've really sat down and chatted. love listening to stories and sharing.. maybe dats how we grow. very tired now.. after typing so much.. its almost 1230 in the morning.. yawns.. watching soccer while blogging.. alrite.. tml shall be another shopping day.. and slacking a bit at home. the rest of the guys having their medical checkup.. mine's like 7 days more.. 17 days more to xmas.. so excited... cheerios

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:40:00|
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Monday, December 6

Snoop Dogg feat Pharrell Williams - Drop It Like Its Hot (love the beats and the klucks to it. take a listen to really understand. already one of my favourite dance tunes. makes ya head tilt and nod.)

When the pimp's in the crib ma
Drop it like it's hot
Drop it like it's hot
Drop it like it's hot
When the pigs try to get at ya
Park it like it's hot
Park it like it's hot
Park it like it's hot
And if a nigga get a attitude
Pop it like it's hot
Pop it like it's hot
Pop it like it's hot
I got the rolly on my arm and I'm pouring Sean Don
And I roll the best weed cause I got it going on

its the beginning of the last week of the winter break of 2004. i've gotta fulfill my 04 resolutions, and start making new ones all over again. this year school starts 3 weeks earlier den it should. cuz all the polytechnics agreed to start at jan in 2006 instead of july. poor us. the seniors. its always the predecessors who pave the way for the younger ones.. they gotta be thankful for this..

we went to queensway today. supposed to stock up my wardrobe. in the end, only got a tee from fresh. nothing really special about it. jus the box they gave. very innovative. bought a few scratch-it tickets. didnt win. beginner's luck didnt rub onto me. i guess i gotta stop gambling for a start. maybe dats the first resolution for 2005. hopefully it all works.

slacked awhile at anchor point, and the arcade below queensway.. talked awhile at IKEA, den wasted more time thinking where to go. in the end, still went home.. boring nite. probably salvation army girl make the day a little brighter. she was alright too.. not really special. my fetish keeps appearing these few days.. here and there, everywhere.. its always the inner me which keeps running away from them. i gotta muster myself and make an impact in my life for once.. the birds and the bees, the sticks and the stones. the guys and the gals.. god knew humans would be boring if there's only one species. made eve to make adam happy, and look after him. how thotful. lolx. cheerios

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Sunday, December 5

Diana Rose, Stevie Wonder, Diana Warwick, Elton John and various artistes - Thats What Friends Are For (also sang by the singapore idol finalists at the final showdown)

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today and then if you can remember

Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you
And then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Ohh That's what friends are for

Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

i am finally free! well at least for a week.. till the school reopens.. haven been blogging for the past few days.. either lazy, couldnt find the time to, or this site was down due to maintainence. friday was another mini class outing again. always had fun going out in a whole group. this time round, around 10 - 11 persons.. knew they were gonna be darn late.. bud in the end, still got there earlier den the pack. wasted half an hour of my life waiting with some of the early birds. babes at bugis.. woah. i guess staying at home for too long sometimes aint good. i act like a despo who haven seen a girl. lolx. during the half an hour, at least 50% of the female cohort were above average to me. hanged out at the arcade for 3 hours or so, saw this new soccer game, whereby they buy a packet of cards with players of the Italian Serie A on it. they had to battle for points and the kick of this game is that u can change the tactics and positions of the men any time u wan! and of cuz, u are in total control of ur players. whats more, they're holding a mini competition and the incentives are great too.. ooo.. might buy one packet and try it out.. the others kept themselves busy with the other games there. went shopping at the EDGE on the top. lots of new stock. most of them out of budget. still quite pb after some soccer punting mission failed. i might have to cough out like 50 bucks on accessories and stuffs and another 200 on clothes, and i might add on 150 for shoes. which adds up to a grand total of 400! gosh. who am i gonna rob these from? i might cut all those to 200. so girl hunting continued... for the rest of the day.

we were deciding where to have our dinner.. always a big problem. finally decided on suntec city. walked there, experiencing some of the night life in bugis. loved the tables outside those sideshops, very retro. the big shop names sticking out at the side. cars packing on either side of the roads. couples sitting face to face in the coffee shops, talking, bonding, and of cuz, bickering. arrived at suntec soon after. dinner before we enjoyed some spectacular display of laser in front of the world's largest fountain, the fountain of wealth. here are some of the pictures taken, maybe not really clear due to my cam fone.

the fountain of wealth

here is the laser display

more arcade at suntec till late. got home before midnight. fortunately no nagging this time round.

boring saturday. camped at home for the whole day mugging for JLPT test. no interesting stuffs to mention. oh zouk out 04 was rocking sentosa that night.

today, woke up early. the sun didnt look normal. didnt know why. dad sent me to the japanese school. thanks dad. he was like the good and bad guy. the whole school was packed with students. girls and boys, men and women, uncles and aunties. caught up vincent there. btw, vincent took jap class with me. the rest was kinda smooth. maybe lack of time. didnt finish most of it. maybe going to the intensive class helps. i knew what they were gonna ask. the girl sitting beside me was covering her test paper so tightly that she didnt sit up straight. girls. =.=" well, i was turning my head all the time to look at the board, and the clock in front of the class.. lolx. snapped some shots of the school. enjoy.

some japanese words on the walls..

the japanese school from the outside.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|18:25:00|
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Thursday, December 2

taufik batisah - i dream (i thot this song was darn meaningful. i still prefer sly's version somehow. rock edge to it was great. however, taufik's recording this. so, make do with it for now...)

cant wait for taufik's album to be out on dec 17 (according to his website) singapore has finally decided on talent instead of style and charm. taufik was the talented one. everyone could see it coming all these while. there has to be a black horse in the competition, in the form of bad-boy sly. he lifted many hearts with his songs. if only soccer was as easy as guessing who would win singapore idol. haiz. thousands of sly fans got to be crying like oli's fans a fortnight ago. but seems like oli's fans got somethings to cheer about this time. not sure if this is true, oli fans teaming up with taufik fans to vote sly out? probably? for once, singapore voted with their feelings this time round. the talented man won the competition. as for me, rock on with the rest of the music i have..

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|01:35:00|
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