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Tuesday, September 14

im feeling so screwed, again. yes. life jus seem to turn against me all the time, especially on this gloomy tuesday. the weather today describes how im feeling today. well, a run thru of today's happenings..

got to school after styling my hair, too long le, cant style much, gotta visit the saloon sometime this week.. got back csw test result. sucks le. bud compared to the class was alrite.. elastomers lecture before lunch. the lesson was okie, i was looking out the window admiring the rain, thou all i can see is my own reflection. talked to fadz for awhile abt songs, soon after it was lunch le.. time flies when ur enjoying urself... lunch at fc2. rick, rard and me shared half a chicken. compared to the last time we ate it, the quantity of chicken was reduced tremendously. pb liao stil kena bluffed. went to lecture theatre for the rest of the lunch break, saw the other guys playing daidee, doing push-ups as forfeit. joined in later. pp2 lecture after lunch. sitting at the window seat again. this time girls walking on the top floor. i was actually looking out at the "drizzling", bud it became ogling at the gals. crapping thruout the lesson. he-man let us off early cuz most of us were dozing off and inattentive in the lecture. got like 15 mins left den played hide-and-seek in the lecture hall, again. this time it was light out and running ard the theatre full of traps. got myself injured on both legs. fell onto a chair, dats how i got caught. lol. went for npc lesson when it was time to go, and most of us, shacked. adhesives presentation for one grp, became new paper reading session cuz the pc in the room wasnt working and the estate pple took the whole lesson to fix it. elastomers lecture for the last lesson. went thru tutorial which apparently no one did. ls walked ard and saw my blank graph paper. could sense the disappointment in his face. lesson ended early cuz we didnt haf the other tutorial. free access for abt 30 mins before going for jap class.

it was stil drizzling abit while walking to class. i was early today. kawaii girl is there too, she's oways early anyway. no wonder she's so darn smart. got back the test results. saw the disappointed look on the sensee face. i know i would fail. a meager 32 marks. i should be the lowest in class, if im not wrong. even slacker rakib got 43. the whole lesson i was jus sitting there, trying to concentrate. i didnt understand a shit the teacher was saying. even kawaii girl's voice couldnt save me frm the abyss i've fallen into. i thought of dropping japanese for once. i shall decide wads my next move. going back home on the mrt train was a torture for me. smell of everyone after work sucks, pushing my morale to all time low. even a msg frm darl didnt help much. had dinner before watching epl highlights, where i became more sad. my loss in football punting have never got this worst.

i have found absolutely no meaning life brings to me. i need new motivation to push me thru the darkest paths and out of the deepest valleys. hopefully the reports gets done by week 13, and revision for exams should follow after dat. and burden jap assignment got to finish by this sat and handed in. let me leave this place silently and painlessly. the gates of hell just closed ytd, maybe they'll open for me when im there. no pics for today, no cheerios too.

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