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only one word to describe tuesday. sucks. seriously. who could haf had a worst day den me? got this bad migraine dat i couldnt be bothered wif styling my hair. jus dumped some clay and messed it up. looks alrite to me. train's crowded. slpt thru the nel. got onto the smrt east-west line. two girls quarrelling.. over trivial matters.. i bet everyone was looking at them. couldnt help looking cuz they were in front of me. cant walk away as dat wld be darn awkward. faster get out when reach dover. spoil my whole morning. first lesson csw, didnt do hmwk, expected her to go thru, studying for test. sians. next came the test, studied bud my brains seem to be left at home. couldnt rmb much. flunk. pb rice for lunch. the boys played cards in a deserted classroom. push-ups as penalties. lol. crapz. pp2 lesson. took back the test. more crap cuz didnt do well. slpy thruout the lesson. cat presentation for two grps. wasnt too bad la. clear and concise. last lesson. took back the test results we took in the morning. more sucky than the pp2. failed. one of the 4 who failed. morale hit super low la today. ate at fc2 wif wk, roy and hl. the three of them did presentation at lib.. followed them waste some time..

went for jap class.. these few lessons feeling more and more involved in the lesson.. haha.dunno y oso. teacher oso kept calling me, and kawaii ne girl. she's grown abit fat le.. i tink. didnt really look at her cuz she's sitting somewhere behind me. she's the only reason jap classes are so meaningful nowadays, besides the guy who sits beside me acc me talk. this jap pro in class oways trying to make a fool of himself trying to gain attention, cmi. worst thing is kawaii ne girl talks to him. *sulks* talking abt her, today she stood behind me while paying for the fees for the test. didnt know. almost knocked onto her. closest i ever got to her. morale boosted one knob. stil brooding over the two test results and the piling reports. life couldnt haf got worst at this stage. got home. on the lrt, saw another cb. today cb day or god knows im having such a sucky day? this girl sometimes see her, sometimes dun. today not in my best look let her see.. haha.. she's the girl i told u guys before weeks ago.. go read the archives.. oways see her on the lrt. she dye her hair blonde. looks fine to me. jus got her charms. mesmerised. boo. my stop before her. caught another glimpse of her, looking at me.. thru the reflection of the window. i will nv forget this face. simple, plain, sweet. dinner and epl highlight followed. bathed and went online.

oh btw, today's rosie's bdae! happy bdae!! i used to haf a big fat crush on u! my good friend back in cjc. always bullying one another.. lol.. dat all over now.. i noe u will nv know this.. even if pple wanna sabo me.. oso no use! lol. good luck studying in aust, issit perth or melbourne?

suddenly feel so useless la. dunno wad i wanna achieve in life. i wished i was stil a phd assistant helping out the students back in uk. dats when i felt the meaning of life. learning and enjoying life. all the memories screwed into my head. sweet bud nv coming back. well, once i've got over this two weeks, i shld be able to enjoy myself during the term break. oh wells.. that is if i haven died over all these presentations and tests i haf next week. 2 presentations and 3 tests. plus my driving prac on sat. intense pressure. i cant take it anymore. one day i might end my lil pathetic life where no one ever bothers. maybe some of you really treasure me. i dun really know. im clueless rite now. too stressed up to even think. no cheerios tonite. too many secrets let out tonite. readers behave or ged screwed by life.

my top priority now is the driving test this sat. hope the circuit tml will be a bang. followed by friday and sat's intensive training. dat will mean i will miss rb day and gym. boo.

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