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Tuesday, August 31

i jus hate my life sometimes.. all the things jus come falling onto me like meteor, especially this week, im getting harder to breathe cuz of the tests and the presentations coming up. today's csw test went alrite.. expected it to suck. now stil trying to mug thru my pathetic japanese test which is gonna start in like an hour? im so screwed. =[

im stil trying to figure out how to put pictures in, and desperate to ged the damn cable for transferring files over to my pc. boon suggested http://www.flickr.com. try it guys. its kinda cool, i tink. anybody knows cheap ways to get the cable? rather urgent. keep me updated.

tuesday went alrite. saw this girl on the train. nothing special as other girls i've mentioned. apparently girls these days has this typical look. oh gosh. not really showing originality ar.. test for the first two hours. elastomers lecture. sitting rite in front of the lecturer. the first time i paid full attention in class. lunch at fc1. the mood of girl hunting is no longer so strong now. went for free access after lunch. pp2 lecture after lunch. first time see tan so serious, cuz his boss is watching over him.. coatings presentation saw two grps presenting. great presentation frm the guys.. deserve a pat on the back for their efforts. i must add dat they did better den the gals in class.. thou some of the girls really know how to present. basically dat sums up my long and boring day in school.. i guess i gotta waste some time while my jap test starts at.. 5.30pm. cheerios

keep life short. we cant bare to stay in this place for too long.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|16:29:00|
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Monday, August 30

+testing+

test blog.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|20:03:00|
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finally.. logged onto a station in school. i've got so much to blog, so much feelings to pour out. in the end, i guess listening to music really helps sometimes.. trying to start on the presentation this thursday.. researched on abit.. helped yl wif the powerpoint abit.. she left liao den no mood to do le.. lol. surfing net.. talking to friends thru msn. i tink the computers in school are so much better den my computer at home. must be my pc's prob la. bud ytd tried whole day stil cant type a thing on this page. hopefully my bro knows how to fix it. screwed up com, screwed up life.

oh wells.. stil very much sadden by saturday's incident. the scene of the old man keeps coming back like a horror film, and the face of the tester makes me intimidated. can u belif it, i suffered frm insomnia on sat nite.. causing me to be very tired on sunday and today... migraine and monday blues.. they always bug me altogether ar.. how infurating sometimes.. hopefully i get everything done by this week.. and enjoy myself during the term break. its stil the start of the week, hard to say if i would really get these stuffs done. oh wells, i shall continue wif my powerpoint stuffs..

oh btw, anyone of u know where to ged the cable for samsung cameras? i need to transfer fotos onto my pc so i can upload. if u guys know sms me k.. cheerios.

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Saturday, August 28

dun ask me why! totally freaked out. one old man running across the road. failure to stop, likely to cause an accident. dats how i failed! started crying when my dad scolded me in front of his instructor friends. i bet the whole ubi knows me now. god could haf been better den me. moodless to do anything now. 2 presentations can fcuk. reports can wait. i need some fresh air and space to live in now. anybody wanna go out jus sms me.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|15:24:00|
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Friday, August 27

friday was really freaky.. driving lessons for almost three hours. very intensive i must say. here's how today went.. woke up late cuz slpt late last nite. was happily watching the olympics till the wee hours. had breakfast. came online. totally bored. managed my sunday league team, rising up the table to fourth spot. great. hope i ged into top three and ged promoted. the prob is the best teams haf these credits frm credit cards, they buy the top players. i dun. oh man. explored samsung webby. amazed to see those polyfonic stuffs. one day im gonna start my dls. it started drizzling and i began to pray for it to stop. if i ever drive if its raining, i'll screw up. so the lesson began, thank god it stopped. the roads were a lil wet. didnt dampen my spirit thou. drove pretty alrite. didnt make much mistakes. drove home. went cycling. apparently my leg muscles started to stretch. damn. its recoving i guess. online till now. trying to rediscover myself. riding on the roads. pray hard for me. slightly more den 12 hours left. nothing much i can do now. if tml doesnt rain, and my test route is the one i hope i will ged, everything shld work out fine. cheerios. =]

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:07:00|
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Thursday, August 26

boo. boring day. testing out new fone wif the guys. prac became a foto taking session wif my new fone. lecture was kinda okie, bud the presentations bored me a lil, seriously. got home aft dat. drove ard aft dat. yawns. cant really stress much today, jus another normal day for me. the guys mus be enjoying themselves watching supremacy. driving test is really killing me. cant wait to pass. most prob screw up.. we shall see abt dat.. another two more days to the test. will miss rb day and gym le. haf to wait for another month before another rb day.. cheerios.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|21:08:00|
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Wednesday, August 25

+new fone.+

not such a demoralising day as ytd. it was raining practically the whole day, bud dat didnt dampen the spirits of the pple in sg definitely. practical at eight. darn tired cuz watched arg vs ita last nite. oso watched guess guess guess. prac was alrite.. saw opp stage polymer students. oways nice to see them.. valeron and gang. black pepper chicken rice for lunch. free access till the next lesson started. skipped pp2 presentation lesson. hid in one of the rooms wif the guys. cant tell much here.. too many pple reading this.. water soluble lecture.. got back test paper. sucks more. oh wells.. fell asleep whilst listening. school ended. it started drizzling. driving lessons to start an hour later. damn. i knew life would torture me sometimes like dat. drove badly today. dun wanna blog anymore abt it. more lessons tml, fridae and even sat before the test. oh wells..

went home and fetched bro and mom. went to ps to settle some stuffs wif the fone. i got a new fone! samsung E600C. paid every single cent. great. now im really a pb. haf been eyeing this fone for a long time. now i've got this new fone, i need to figure things out.. lol. cheerios

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:40:00|
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Tuesday, August 24

only one word to describe tuesday. sucks. seriously. who could haf had a worst day den me? got this bad migraine dat i couldnt be bothered wif styling my hair. jus dumped some clay and messed it up. looks alrite to me. train's crowded. slpt thru the nel. got onto the smrt east-west line. two girls quarrelling.. over trivial matters.. i bet everyone was looking at them. couldnt help looking cuz they were in front of me. cant walk away as dat wld be darn awkward. faster get out when reach dover. spoil my whole morning. first lesson csw, didnt do hmwk, expected her to go thru, studying for test. sians. next came the test, studied bud my brains seem to be left at home. couldnt rmb much. flunk. pb rice for lunch. the boys played cards in a deserted classroom. push-ups as penalties. lol. crapz. pp2 lesson. took back the test. more crap cuz didnt do well. slpy thruout the lesson. cat presentation for two grps. wasnt too bad la. clear and concise. last lesson. took back the test results we took in the morning. more sucky than the pp2. failed. one of the 4 who failed. morale hit super low la today. ate at fc2 wif wk, roy and hl. the three of them did presentation at lib.. followed them waste some time..

went for jap class.. these few lessons feeling more and more involved in the lesson.. haha.dunno y oso. teacher oso kept calling me, and kawaii ne girl. she's grown abit fat le.. i tink. didnt really look at her cuz she's sitting somewhere behind me. she's the only reason jap classes are so meaningful nowadays, besides the guy who sits beside me acc me talk. this jap pro in class oways trying to make a fool of himself trying to gain attention, cmi. worst thing is kawaii ne girl talks to him. *sulks* talking abt her, today she stood behind me while paying for the fees for the test. didnt know. almost knocked onto her. closest i ever got to her. morale boosted one knob. stil brooding over the two test results and the piling reports. life couldnt haf got worst at this stage. got home. on the lrt, saw another cb. today cb day or god knows im having such a sucky day? this girl sometimes see her, sometimes dun. today not in my best look let her see.. haha.. she's the girl i told u guys before weeks ago.. go read the archives.. oways see her on the lrt. she dye her hair blonde. looks fine to me. jus got her charms. mesmerised. boo. my stop before her. caught another glimpse of her, looking at me.. thru the reflection of the window. i will nv forget this face. simple, plain, sweet. dinner and epl highlight followed. bathed and went online.

oh btw, today's rosie's bdae! happy bdae!! i used to haf a big fat crush on u! my good friend back in cjc. always bullying one another.. lol.. dat all over now.. i noe u will nv know this.. even if pple wanna sabo me.. oso no use! lol. good luck studying in aust, issit perth or melbourne?

suddenly feel so useless la. dunno wad i wanna achieve in life. i wished i was stil a phd assistant helping out the students back in uk. dats when i felt the meaning of life. learning and enjoying life. all the memories screwed into my head. sweet bud nv coming back. well, once i've got over this two weeks, i shld be able to enjoy myself during the term break. oh wells.. that is if i haven died over all these presentations and tests i haf next week. 2 presentations and 3 tests. plus my driving prac on sat. intense pressure. i cant take it anymore. one day i might end my lil pathetic life where no one ever bothers. maybe some of you really treasure me. i dun really know. im clueless rite now. too stressed up to even think. no cheerios tonite. too many secrets let out tonite. readers behave or ged screwed by life.

my top priority now is the driving test this sat. hope the circuit tml will be a bang. followed by friday and sat's intensive training. dat will mean i will miss rb day and gym. boo.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:22:00|
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Monday, August 23

didnt really felt good today. flu bugs attack me again. i tot it was the morning flu which i haf every other day, nope, today the real flu came. avian flu? dunno, had so much chicken over the week... went to school as usual. i tot i was late cuz i left the house late. surprisingly the trains came at the right time i stepped out of the lift. lecture started on time. kwan actually bothered to review on the topics he taught for the past weeks. lecture went on till before 10. breakfast before next tutorial. low spoke so fast no one's gonna catch wad's she gonna say. had to sit at the front of the class cuz her handwriting is so messy. struggled thru the lesson trying to understand. school ended at 12. walked wif dan to the train station. deciding on where to go while walking there. town? boring. i decided to go to tampines, cuz i tink its more convenient for both of us. walked ard tm. stil early. had lunch at ljs. walked ard cs and back to tm. haven been to tampines for more than three months le. everytime go back there remind me of my younger days where i spend my weekends due to swimming lessons. walked ard the mrt station and the bus interchange. girls girls and more girls. not as good as town, bud good enuff. went home. slpt cuz i was so tired. woke up had dinner while watching tv. today was alrite. cheerios

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|20:15:00|
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Sunday, August 22

updates of sunday.. life wasnt too bad. woke up at 11. had flakes and milk for breakfast, with bread and butter. english breakfast remind me of the happy days back in loughborough. slacked abit. was packing my room, and guess wad? i found my game controller! played fifa world cup 02 wif my bros.. indeed engaging with games can bond us together.. driving lesson after dat. went into the circuit today. practised more. at this rate im going, im gonna fail, cuz too much pressure le. and too much practise is killing me. gym session side effects kicking in the whole weekend. drove home. jus in time for dinner. tried to sit down listen to the rally. boring stuffs.. didnt bother.. lol. slacked till now.. thinking abt my test next week.... hope next week i will pull thru la.. cheerios

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:02:00|
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saturday went alrite.. i was bored the whole day.. yea.. besides cycling ard the estate and presented with an injury, the rest is normal.. driving lesson at five. sucked today due to injury. the car jerked like an aeroplane having turbulence. all the way till 7. den followed dad to seventh month dinner. noisy and crappy.. bud there is free food and free beer.. lol. long time nv go for all these dinners le.. mus haf been at least ten years. all the uncles see me also dun recognise me. they all still look the same, jus more shack cuz age is catching up on them. lots of pple there, bidding for stuffs and making donations. by the time we finished it was already 11. very full and very nauseous. too much beer i tink. i cant drink much in the first place. slacked cuz cant slp due to full stomach. watched the second half of summer scent. the actor and actress met for the first time. dunno wads the actress' name. fair white skin, cute and nice. when the story reached its climax, the show ended. how nice ar.. the director surely knows how to plan his shows.. we'll have to see wad happens next week.. oh wells.. ljw lost her chance to ged an olympic gold. maybe she still has a chance at bronze.. we shall see tonite.. cheerios

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|12:39:00|
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Friday, August 20

im feeling tensed up now.. cuz the driving prac test is 8 days away. here's how freaky fridae went.. stayed up late last nite watching table tennis women's single's quarter finals. ljw won, bud zxl lost. how irony. ljw beat defending champ wn while zxl lost to unseeded north korean player. woke up at 9. only 6 hours of slp is definitely not enuff. prepared for gym session. got there at 11. did my stuffs there before the rest of the gang came. left early due to driving lesson. guess wad? while walking on the overhead bridge.. i saw fiona xie! jus me and her on the bridge. she's short i tell u.. green tube revealing her healthy shoulders wif white hot pants showing off her legs! nicely tan skin, which was matched by the dark shades she was wearing. no wonder she's caldecott's uprising star! got home, bathed, had lunch. went for driving lesson. today wasnt too bad, bud it was raining rather heavily. my performance has improved i must say.. lol.. hopefully i dun screw up. came home after lesson. slacked till now.. wad a boring fridae.. i tink tml oso haf driving.. takes up my life.. bud if i ged my license.. my life wouldnt be the same as now! cheerios.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|20:10:00|
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jus finished wif the new blogskin. chose it cuz of the rose at the side. thanks to xl for helping me change the fonts and stuffs like dat.

here's how tormenting thursday went.. lessons started at 12. slpt till late. rushed the report. quickly printed out. left the questions out, copy frm sy and girls. had some light lunch before making my way to school. lazy to style my hair oso. let it stand by itself. saw this girl on the train. sitting rite opp me. dunno y i kept looking at her, she didnt haf the really good looks, nor did she haf the hourglass fig. simple and nice. i tink i kept looking at her and she kept looking at me.. its kinda awkward. anyway got to school on time. lecture as usual. boring cuz i wasnt feeling anything close to great today. copied notes which i left out last week cuz i didnt bring my notes. water soluble prac continued for the rest of the afternoon where i handed in the report i did for the past few days. this report i search up and down the library waste so much of my time. hope i ged a good grade for it. rushed home straight after school. had a quick dinner before rushing back to amk for driving lessons. pretty tight schedule. test's round the corner, having intensive lessons to sharpen my skills, hopefully i ged my official license by the end of the month. came home, online for awhile till now.. tml gym trying to train harder for my napfa. life's not dat sweet as it used to be. cheerios

life's not always a bed of roses. anon

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Wednesday, August 18

jet - hold on

didnt felt like doing my report suddenly cuz the headache is killing me. and the itch to blog is overwhelming, especially when i tink too much in the day, while walking in orchard. besides eyes busy looking out for chicks, the brain's constantly tinking abt life and how life can ged sometimes.

sometimes i wonder why we have to fight so hard for what we want, and in the end, let it all go jus like that. most of the times, we fail to look at things in a different perspective, and thus, we tend to overlook things. we tend to tink of wat we really wan, and wat we really wanna do, instead of tinking wad we really are and wad we can do. sometimes, doing wad we really wan isnt too bad, it helps us improve, and move towards our goal. maybe by pushing ourselves to the limit, we can become better pple. dats life i tink. giving your best shot might be a wise solution. bud i defer frm dat. life isnt dat. life has more meaning to it. life has so much to offer sometimes, it doesnt really matter how others look at you, or how you look at things. ps. dats all crap. thanks for wasting time reading.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:02:00|
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midweek wednesday. got to school as usual. waited for half an hour before teacher came. nkf really cmi la.. tink gonna retire den big deal can come late? he doesnt even know how to operate the machine, to tink he has gone thru so much. luckily there was the technician. had lunch at fc1. studied for test. lesson continued. studied while the others were presenting. den came the test. screwed up most of it. wasnt too shocked cuz the test was rather tricky. after half an hour everyone starting standing up. dunno y oso. i haven even finished half of it. starting running ard asking for answers.. after school.. went to orchard. slacked ard heeren before watching Alien Vs Predator at ps at five. guess who won? not gonna tell.. u guys go watch it la. kinda humorous. go home straight after movie. got this headache which cant ged out of my head. i tink im too stressed up trying to rush the report to be handed in tml. my brain is spoilt i tink, cant take too much stress.. and i need lotsa sleep too. cheerios.

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Tuesday, August 17

avril lavigne - my happy ending (love this rock chick since her first single. her songs jus so inspiring sometimes..)

pissed off tuesday.. here's how it went.. spoilt bratz day declared by gerrard. wore the tee to school. eight am lesson became a cracker, cuz teacher came late. she msged the class rep to inform us to go sit at fc1. didnt know y thou. since we were already there, decided to skip it. sat till half past nine, she called tw, to inform us to go back for class. damn. elastomers lecture soon after. long lecture i mus say. tired after dat. lunch followed by the rush of girls in fc2. luckily we were early, avoided the crowd. had a quick lunch, went to lib research wif sy, while waiting for jh. rotted at the library for 3 hours or so.. before slacking more upstairs reading the books for another 2 hours. had some food in fc3 before going for jap class. kinda not so slpy today, cuz of the half day i supposed. kawaii girl was stil as cute. wearing pink skirt. stil as sweet and lovely. nv spoil my day if she was mine, i wished. lol. got home asap, cuz i was hungry again. had dinner, watched epl highlights, chelsea played like they really desperate to win, manchester united did all they could, hamchee chelsea. cant stand morinho (who cares abt his name) so stuck up when chelsea scored. dat wasnt a well deserved goal. craps. didnt really like the new epl. maybe not used to it. all the new players in the new club. stil prefer teams like arsenal, newcastle, birmingham cuz they had more english players. other clubs jus imported foreign talent. the influence frm the manager is great. hopefully the second week of epl will be better, and money starts rolling in. tml watching avp, shld be a great show. didnt really understand alien series and predator series before. hope its worth the buckaroos. cheerios

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:58:00|
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Monday, August 16

matchbox 20 - push (i really need to push myself thru this hard time.)
SundayLeagueFans join sunday league, world biggest online team management game.

realised i haven blogged for today. here's how august 16 2004 went.. morning lecture on microdevices. lecturer broke out news on mid semester test. its due on week 11, 4 weeks frm now. obviously i didnt understand a sh*t on this module at all. im prepared to flung this, seriously. lecture was boring, totally senseless and unpractical to my future. practical followed soon after. problems with the machine in the clean room. the pump wasnt on or sth. dun really know wads going on anyway. discomfort whilst wearing the clean suit. lunch at fc2. valeron and friends sitting next to us. saw my friend in the pack. dao as ever. haha. crowded fc2 on a hectic monday. others went for CAD lesson. went to the library for research. killed some time while going online for free access. almost fell asleep. its gonna be a jam-packed week for me. hopefully, life will go on smoothly for me. and sprinkled with girls to perk up my life. cheerios

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:05:00|
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blue blue monday. i can feel the stress starting to kick in. reports due on thurs, and barely touched it. dats one. driving test in less den two weeks time, starting to feel scared. dats the second. two other formals due at the end of the month. dats another two. final year project, two presentations back to back at the end of the month too. movies to watch, and some shopping in between hopefully. cash strapped, epl season jus started. first game involved and one down. wad a bad start. jus like my man utd. they did all they could, bud they didnt haf a stroke of luck and magic from the luck goddess. hopefully they will pull thru norwich city this weekend. singapore's susilo beat world no. 1 lin dan in badminton first round to advance in the last 16. should we, singaporeans be happy, contented or jus feel neutral? since he's not even, in any sense, one of us. oh wells. as long as he carries singapore's name, who cares rite? many other countries have employed foreign talent into their country. he could well win us our first olympic medal for 44 years, and second ever olympic medal in history. prepare for a new singapore history to be made.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:54:00|
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Sunday, August 15

hoobastank - the reason (the lyrics says everything i have to say. sing it to fully understand the meaning of this sappy number) lyrics

sundaes are sundaes. bored and sweet, forever chilling and lazing. slacked whole day, watched tv, ate, slpt, ate again. the weather's pretty nice to chill, esp when the rain's pouring down hard. went for driving lesson. wasnt too bad. drove home, had dinner slacked till now. ytd had too many thots, shant kill more brain cells today. hope next week's cool. cheerios =]

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|20:46:00|
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Saturday, August 14

let this be the second posting of today. gave my life a deep thot today while slacking at home. first time after umpteen lectures frm my parents. maybe this is the so-called, life experiences. or maybe, i haf matured over the years?

the songs in my playlist dont seem to liven up my spirits today. life suddenly comes to a standstill. looking thru my foto album, tinking abt life back there in loughborough, not den did i started thinking abt my future. the four of us sitting and idling 6600 miles from home, looking out the window on weekends. boys and girls playing and sun-tanning during summer. how good life may seem sometimes. maybe they really noe how to enjoy life. the sweet memories i had in england could be farce, short, bud they will be kept in the little brainy of mine for years to come, should i ever go back there, or lifetime if i never got to go back there.

the thot of my future is scary, cuz i really dun know how my life should go on after national service. maybe really pursue advance diploma and work? maybe study? finacial worries i have here. the prob is will i ever ged the chance to study abroad even if i want to? so many problems surfaced suddenly. girls dont seem to be my top priority. maybe cuz girls haf disappoint me all these days. i cant comment much on girls cuz i haf nv got into a relationship, and nv knew how love is. life, at this moment, looks very bleak. cuz i haf no clue where this ship im steering is heading. there seems to be a fog or mist in front of me, i might be heading to shore, or heading into the wild open sea. i could succeed in life if i found the lighthouse of mine, someone who would guide me walk through life. probably all these questions i have in my mind will be solved after national service. enjoy the weekend all. and thanks for reading these crap i wrote. purely personal and feel free to comment.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:24:00|
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no specific song to suit my mood today, or is there too many songs.. kinda mixed up feeling now. blehx.

sat went alrite.. besides the morning driving lesson and the slacking all day.. basically sums up this moodless day of mine.. so here's how it went... woke up at eight for driving lesson. drove all the way till ten. morning lecture for two hours is hell. slacked at bishan (where i was dropped) for awhile before going home. there were ij girls selling flags there. ij girls didnt caught my eye suddenly, maybe the new batch jus lost their charm. got home, mom and younger bro went for swimming lessons. so its jus me and my granny. started slacking, went online, played games... all the way till afternoon. pple started coming in. tried to talk. didnt really ged good response. had dinner bought frm dwnstairs. watched tv on different channels. this channel i show kinda nice, didnt noe the title thou. some airplane story, abt bombs on the plane, peppered wif humour in it. i jus love these channel i shows. retro and funny. drank vodka lime. sucky cuz i tink they kept in it for along time. no freshness in it. well, it managed to drown my sorrows thou. jus feeling so moodless these days, dun even haf the mood to do my reports, which i tink is due on thurs? jus let me die sometimes, whoever god might be. not challenging any religion, jus hope god saves me from this pitless valley which i have fallen into. just hopes all these bad moods get off me soon. cheerios

often, the people closest to you are the ones who hurts you the most. saint.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:09:00|
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Friday, August 13

the corrs - angels (still looking for my angel. this song has the corrs' style. andrea's looking as good as ever)

another boring day. went to gym in the morning. thot the rest of them were there le. they werent there till 11 plus. i was oreadi worn out by den. did more weights. before i left home. i mus say my stamina has dipped. had lunch before i slacked thru the whole afternoon, playing.. world cup 2002. zzz.. played soc wif my bro in the evening. had dinner before i watched more tv. watched tanjong pagar beat our young lions 2-1 in a s-league match. came online to check things out while blogging. still looking at the new fones lately.. duno wad fone to change to. choices. im nv good at choosing. so many fones, im spoilt for choices. well, we'll haf to find one economical and good fone before deciding. plus my dad owns the line. so i haf absolutely no say over it.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|21:34:00|
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Thursday, August 12

jay chou - qi li xiang (off his new album, common orange jasmine. this is his title track.)

school's boring. wad more to say when u haf formal reports stacking up like pancakes at macdonalds? really dunnoe how to do la. all the motivation and energy seemed to be drained off. all the promises and swears i made to do well.. haf flown away. first lesson was prac. three hours of smelling rubber kills. lunch at fc2. went library to research for books on rubbers which i hope i could make my formal report look longer. the eliser system in the library sucked quite abit. and the librarians were not really efficient. taking their own sweet time. managed to rush for lesson. guess wad? i realised i didnt bring my notes. sat thru class listening to lecture. it was crappy as usual. after school... saw jewel's crush. kena head-shot thou i knew she was there. wanted to tell gerrard bud she suddenly turned her head. memerising eyes and rosey red cheeks. went off to toyzbar at park lane, opposite paradiz centre. the ambience was kinda alrite. tot it was a shop. den realised it was a bar. really small one. had a glass of vodka lime. watched eurotrip. not a bad movie. uncut, uncensored. the plot was great, the actresses were daring and the scenes based in europe brings back memories in england especially. played winning eleven upstairs for awhile. den watched mean girls, yes again. haha.. umpteen times i've watched it, stil doesnt ged bored over it. played one game of smackdown. the passion is great.. cuz everyone's shouting. watched the other guys play scrabble, pictionary, risk while slacking more. went home after dat. i enjoyed the trip overall, bud the place is really hot! cant stand it sia. maybe tml going to gym.. hopefully sat can ged to see hoobastank, and sunday, ashlee simpson! cheerios.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:26:00|
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Wednesday, August 11

clay aiken - solitaire (heard this song while watching singapore idol. great display)

wed was really tiring for me. stil suffering frm the late nite i had during national day and the long day ytd. decided to style my hair up today. it was alrite. too much clay bud stil doesnt keep in shape cuz i didnt put on any hair spray. a gust of wind is all it takes to crash my ego. saw fadz on my way to class. talked abt his trip to japan. looks like he enjoyed himself there. practical was okay for a start. formal report sucks the most. there's one more coming up tml. im drowning in these reports. had a long long break. had an early lunch in fc1. girls again. more girls came. more girls left. like the grass in the fields, suaying in the wind. went to clementi. some played pool, some played cs. i was dozing off while watching the guys play. lol. took a taxi back to school for the last lesson. next week's the test! oh my god. this is the lesson we all didnt pay attention. went home after dat. was so tired dat i didnt felt like going anywhere. slpt till seven. haha.. had dinner and watched tv. jus finished sg idol. i tot it was crappy. cheerios mates.

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Tuesday, August 10

woke up early today... six thirty to be exact. rushed for school.. for a moment i tot it was a sunday cuz of the hangover last nite. the trains seemed to be darn empty for a start. i realised it was post national day.

this year the national day no more the patriotic feeling. maybe cuz i haven been singing the national anthem for years.. maybe haven been listen to the national day songs for a year or so.. oh wells.. got to school on time. lesson was boring as usual. discussion lesson on meeting became a discussion on singapore idol, lecture was getting dready. lunch was alrite today. after lunch had pp2 test. tan he stil laming as usual la. trying his every best to lift the spirits up in the class. test was alrite. the rest of the lesson wasnt paying attention liao cuz my concentration level dipped. after school went for jap class. saw kawaii girl again. lets jus call her J. she looked sloppy today. not as cute le. u noe y.. she was talking to this guy in class.. lol. how jealous i can ged sometimes. well.. got home to blog cuz haven been blogging for days. lazy la. cheeerios.

i noe how sucky life can get sometimes. try blowing ur troubles away. saint.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|21:53:00|
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celion dion - because you loved me (heard this song during my cousin's wedding. such meaningful lyrics.)

update of my national day first.. woke up ard ten plus. slacked till 12 plus.. started bathing and preparing for cousin's solemnisation ceremony. cousin, ling and his bf, alan came to pick us up at half past one. sped to sentosa. crammed up. went over to alan's fren's car. both their cars were specially modified for circuit driving. the horse power and the seats and everything u can think of is modified. totally excited and interested in cars all of a sudden. maybe cuz im going for my driving test soon. went for some suntanning when we got there. played beach volleyball till ard 5. went back to rasa sentosa to prepare for the ceremony. cousin was busy talking with her stylist. doing her hair. the stylist mus haf cost quite a bomb la. he has all these gadgets which made him looked so pro. maybe thinking of becoming a stylist in a saloon. lol. tried styling my hair too. lol. alan was shocked to see my hair all standing up.. haha.. went downstairs to check if everything was ready. the setting is so romantic. 12 tables on the beach. wif the rasa sentosa as the back drop. den the couple standing facing the sea.. soooo cool plz! my other cousin, ling's bro says he's gonna host his solemnisation ceremony on a ship. lol. how romantic is this family yah.. the solemnisation ceremony soon started shortly. alan got all emotional when he read his speech. wad a sweet guy he is. i envy both of them sooo much. cant wait to get married now. after dat their frens went up to speak. and the couple went ard taking fotos. we had buffet dinner and chatted. had a few glasses of free beer before parents came to pick us up at 11. my parents wanted to see the room at rasa sentosa. so we went up and spent another hour there. it was like fcuking late cuz im the only one who is has school on tues. felt like puking when i got home. quickly bathed and dozed off to dreamland...

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|21:13:00|
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Sunday, August 8

mandy moore - crush (needless to explain this song, the lyrics tells everything dats on my mind) lyrics

eighth august. wad a nice number huh.. today's clara's bdae. happy 19th bdae clara! rather easy to rmb cuz it falls one day before national day. august also meant my dad's bdae is ard the corner. didnt really go out on this national day eve. feeling rather sick. went for driving in the afternoon. den came home. slacked before having dinner. boring day i mus say. life's bored when sometimes feel u haf nowhere to go and no one to talk to. cheerios.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|20:22:00|
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ashlee simpson - pieces of me (she's coming down to sg!! 15 aug 4pm at skate park, behind cine. she's soo cute. unlike her bimbotic sis, anyone going?)

update of sat. which passed minutes ago. such a busy day. woke up at 8. driving lesson at 8.30am. till 10 plus. boring cuz kept making mistakes. spoilt my day. went home to haf lunch. dats wad a pb does. went for soccer at 1pm. free soccer for 3 hours plus. i tink my form was alrite today. not too bad. more suitable to play at the back. i cant shoot well. oh wells. and my so-called tricks didnt work. i didnt even had the chance to try la. went home to bath, before i went to suntec wif bro to meet my parents. ntuc sale i tink. cuz of national day. when we got there they oreadi finished buying their stuffs. my younger bro told me there's free food in there. haha.. my bro is a pb too.. walked ard suntec. ken bought new converse shoes. den shopped at carrefour for more groceries. went to auntie's place for awhile. cousin's getting engaged on national day! im invited to this special event. jus got home like 12am. such a tiring day i had. tml maybe going queensway wif the gang. depends on my condition tml. i tink im falling sick. it feels darn good when u're stress-less cuz there's nutting on ur mind at all, doing wad u wan and feeling how u shld feel. life rocks at the moment. cheerios. keep the spirit up and enjoy the long weekend.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|00:10:00|
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Friday, August 6

alter bridge - open your eyes

fridae's no school today. woke up much later den usual. went to gym wif rick and jl. rard sick cmi. did only 5 lat pull ups. cuz my muscle i tink tear liao. the ligament. cmi. trained the legs. failed the 2.4km. cannot run dunno y. mus be the brunch i had which mom made. went to rick's hse for awhile b4 meeting the rest of the gang. went to yoshinoya@taka. sec sch today all half day cuz of national day celeb. pretty girls littered everywhere.. wearing cmi red tee shirts. back to this yoshinoya thing. this bunch of three gals sitting beside our table. the one sitting next to rard.. the only girl at the table which i saw. rard say she's the only girl nice. her mini pink skirt la. and her sitting posture. makes guys wanna look at her only. headed on ard taka. looking for transformers and gundam seed figurines. suddenly think of childhood days where i used to haf some of the figurines and started fighting wif my bros over it. walked to heeren. more girls there. crowding the whole place. i tink the four of us quite outstanding. haha. too tall sometimes is no good. explored all the shops dats nice in heeren. walking thru annex. the neoprint area is flooded wif gals! gals frm all corners of sg. dats the ultimate la. walked to ps frm heeren. hot weather is killing me. wasted sometime before our show started. caught the village. sucks big time. dun watch it if u dun haf the money. if u haf the money, save it on movies which are much nicer den this. like.. catwoman? or i,robot. after the movie walked ard.. back to taka. had dinner there before heading home after such a tiring day. stressless and carefree. hope everyday's the same as today, fun-packed, eye-filling and morale boosting. lol. cheerios. enjoy the long weekend. it doesnt come easy.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:17:00|
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Thursday, August 5

tata young - cinderella (chk out the mtv for this song and u'll noe y i love it so much. the tune's one of s.h.e's song. catchy and sexy)

woke up later den usual today. lessons supposed to start at 12. had to go to school early to do the presentation. 2 hours of hard work in the library. the longest time i spent in the library since my librarian days in sec school. ramaging thru websites and books. had lunch at 11. lesson at 12. lecture for an hour before video watching for the second one. we nv got to watch the video for free, had to do an assignment. prac after dat at 2. this prac was formal report. how sucky life can get sometimes.. stressed up faces in the lab. after prac, went home at 4.30. slacked thru till now. boring. oh national's day is in a few days' time. stil no sign of flags. can see how the pple love their country huh.. cheerios

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|20:51:00|
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Wednesday, August 4

the rasmus - first day of my life (jus love this finnish rock band. thou they haf existed since 1994, this is their first album to be released worldwide. love the drums in this song. enjoy.)

midweek wed was kinda good. tiring as a whole. sexy, not so. lol. crapz. practical in the morning.. had practical test for this prac. extrusion blow moulding. three layers of gloves and i stil feel the 200ºC plastic. damn. screwed up i tink. didnt know my marks. lunch at fc1. girls flowing like well water. when will i find one who suits me? free access for awhile before lesson. two grps presented. headed to the lib wif rard and sy for some research. short one cuz we hadta rush for the next lesson at one. another "fun" lesson. cuz we didnt really pay attention. bud quite interesting i mus say. quizzes piling up like pratas. after lesson.. walked to mrt instead of the usual field cuz there wasnt any soccer today. rick saw his girl on the opp side of the station. her train came first. low morale for rick. the train left. she's stil there wif her friend. dramatic outcome. our train came. we didnt board either. cuz we wanted to wait for tw. lol. oh wells.. dats not the main reason. quite fake i mus say. so we headed to somerset. walked ard cine cuz they wanted to watch "the village". in the end.. the timing for the show didnt appeal to us. decided to walk ard and wait for nick and dan instead. had some food at yoshinoya@cine while waiting. saw these three gals sitting beside us while eating. one of them kept looking at us. definitely not me. lol.. dunno who la. haha.. quite fake. while she walked out she turned ard pretending to look at her fren.. den looked again. she was wearing a roxy bag. cmi girls. left for heeren. it was the usual walking ard. den wanted to walk to far east. stopped at lucky plaza for pool. didnt wan to plae, bud so many pple sharing a table. .haha.. pb spirit lives on inside me. its getting bigger by the day. played for ard 2 1/2 hours, till 7.30 or so. too late for any shopping. headed home wif growling stomach. didnt feel too good on the train. slpt thruout.. sitting on the floor. got home. had dinner. didnt haf appetite. my bro was watching the damn channel 8 gross show. man cut and cooked in curry. i was eating my rice god damn shit. inconsiderate bros i haf. didnt haf much appetite. mom was so sweet warming up my soup after she saw wad my bro was watching. appetite didnt change much thou. came online to check on stuffs.. tml hafta go to school at 8 thou lesson starts at 12. presentation prep. burdens.. its the final year so i hope everyone is done once and for all. jus wanna ged it over and done wif. oh wells.. hope everything works well like today. no screw ups i hope. and hopefully i ged to see my crush again. cheerios

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|21:23:00|
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Tuesday, August 3

lipps inc - funky town (ost shrek2) nice movie, nice soundtrack. i like the funky beats to this song. livens up my dampened spirits..

tuesday was alrite. hw could burden day be a happy day for me? had a late nite last nite.. busy wif my hair in the morning.. trains' a lil crowded due to the morning peak.. no cbs. bag's a lil heavy today.. back prob haunting me again.. i stil managed to go to class on time.. first lesson was alrite.. two hours of work related stuffs.. another two hours of rubber lecture.. tons of info delivered into the tiny brain of mine. lunch came after dat. had muslim food. all the guys were sitting together this time in fc2. big bunch of us. looked rather intimidating sometimes.. lol. after lunch, polymer processing 2.. crappy teacher again.. felt slpy bud didnt fall asleep.. adhesive presentation next.. turning quite dreadful liao.. last hour of rubbers tuturial.. ballot for presentation. i tink we're gonna be darn good presentors at the end of this sem.. cuz they're so preparing us for the final year project presentation. i tink they might end up finding their efforts going down to waste.. its not really working the right way for me. jus wanna ged over and done wif. slacked ard the lib for half an hour before walking over for my jap lesson.. was very tired le.. stil managed to drag myself there wif my heavy bag, cuz of all the notes today.. lesson was alrite. everyone was lively.. the girls especially.. nv fails to enlighten me with their jap skills.. kawaii j-girl wif cute jap hair was wearing these shiny studs on her top. oh man. and she was wearing these cute glasses which made her look really tiny. girls. they make me jus love them so much at times.. and hate when sometimes they get so evil.. did god really make adam and eve? or did we evolve from monkeys? well jus food for thot.. i tink quite abit on the trains.. while walking.. talking to myself.. lol.. wierd me.. bud nothings gonna change dat.. cuz.. im jus me. cheerios and slp tight saints.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|23:13:00|
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Monday, August 2

ben jelen - come on
read the lyrics of the song.

Come on
Without you I'll never feel the love inside of me
Come on, you know that we belong
Come on, come on, come on, come on

not a bad monday at all i mus say.. no blues.. woke up late cuz of the rain.. too good to slp these days.. feeling dready.. didnt buy the book for the first lesson.. sat thru two hours of the lecture chatting wif the pple sitting beside me.. prac after dat.. everyone was in clean suits.. so couldnt make out who was who. lol. styled hair was down.. zZz. hadta restyle abit.. headed to ps after dat. had lunch at bk. pb spirit was overpowering me.. went to ged the tixs for i,robot. walked ard while waiting for the show to start. nice show i mus say. kinda sci-fi, unrealistic movie. well.. given the technology nowadays, maybe dat mite become real someday. i mus conclude robots and humans cant co-exist! jus my personal opinion thou.. after the movie. rick and rard went home. the rest of us walked to far east.. yeah, from ps.. now much cbs on a monday. tw got his bag.. den i hadta rush down for driving lessons. oh wells.. i betta not giv too much details of the lesson. it was crappy. got home at like 8.30pm. had my dinner.. watched tv.. tired. yawns.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|21:59:00|
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Sunday, August 1

memories come rushing back like flood gates opening

update of sundae.. wad a boring day. didnt do much. watched tv, had lunch, watched more tv, went online.. basically slacked at home till 5.. driving lessons till 7.30. went into the circuit. practised the same old stuffs.. hafta prepare for the prac test at the end of this mth. went to bedok aft the lesson. ken wanted to buy shoes. didnt ged wad he wanted. had dinner there. dad drove past the area where we used to stay. 6 years is hella lot of time. changes made everywhere. couldnt recognise much of it. memories come rushing back like flood gates opening. how i wished i was staying there now. the environment is great. jus a lil far away from town. bud stil.. so is the place im staying now. lol. oh wells got back, came online for awhile to check on stuffs. oh wells.. im tired.. yawns.

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|22:57:00|
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2_11 - one thing (dunno why this song appeals to me so much. a new song on the radio. i tink nowadays everything on the radio sounds so nice. be it rock, pop, sappy or rap. sigh.. im such a music person)

a lil update of saturday version of weekend. toothache went so bad dat i had to rush to hougang where the nearest dentist is.. for some fillings. they put these metal thingy into my mouth. yucks. couldnt eat cuz of it. couldnt go down to tp for soc. and it was raining. toothache. slacked till 3 lidat. den dad called. driving lessons. all the way to 5. free lecture cuz my driving sucks too much and the practical test was less den a month's away. i was dropped at bishan. rmbed mom told me she was gonna visit granny. den i stood at the bus-stop for 15 mins. thinking whether to go visit granny or go home free entertainment. choices. hate to deal with them. i told myself when the bus comes, i'll decide. bus svc 13 came. no choice. went up and went to granny's hse. saw granny. she was looking weak. i tink she nv take care of herself well. i felt like crying. cuz she took care of me since i was born till i was six. den mom and jing came by. stayed on till 7.15 or so before dad picked us up. headed to turf city. went into sportslink. i was shocked to see the big store. in the end bought new street soc shoes. didnt want it. dad paid. so i jus took a pair of cheap shoes. went to get some groceries at giant before picking zhan up from his friend's bdae party. rich friend he's got. suddenly realised bdae parties r so much fun when ur young. no one actually rmbs ur bdae when u ged older. sighs~ i tink im gonna spend a boring sundae. depends who calls me out today..

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|10:27:00|
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