hmm.. jus wake up.. eh cannot blame me leh, ytd study plus tok to xl, manage onli to study till injection mould there, then last nite watch the alias+epl highlights+the quan neng zhong yi tong actually is the shi zhi lu kou.. hahaa so funni lor, manage to liften my spirits abit, nono win again... and the kang kang , is like so funni, ahahahaa, waa here comes the most impt one.. xl lor, she good lor, everytime got thing to say abt me one leh, eh i treat my bros wif respect and care leh, then she say i not good to them, is she trying to be jealous? eh i not kena qi fu by them leh, its called giving in to them, if u dunno~!!! but i think she qute kelian lor, onli got one kor kor, dunno the real meaning of taking care of ur younger siblings.. i think next time dunno h0w to take care of ur children !! then push everything to ur hubby, and tt the end of him lor.. everytime say herself so useless lidat.. wa lew, nv seen someone lidat one leh, one of a kind lor, onli hear pple say good abt him/her self,...aft tt then go koon lor, ard 3.. then wake up like 11... eight hrs, gang gang hao, like wat the docs say, eight hrs a slp a day, jus nice lor.. hee hee..
waa, i think today slp late again lor, its like three consecutive nitez slp aft 2.30 one leh, but no choice mah, who ask me stay sk, the home of all constuction sites!! i think by the end of the exams, surely i will lose some weight!! yippie!! eh got pple say me fat leh, so i so bth them lor, then mus start to train up le.. later go ns i last .. then lau kui ... §|@nZ@n@t|0n life sux! ok lah, ur got any qns can msg me hp, can help me to c where i missed out, and i will be dead bored lor, and i will miss ur till the end of the hoidays.. haiz... sigh, ai shen tan qi, hahahahahahahaaha §|@nZ@n@t|0n!!!!!! chaoz.

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Monday, April 28

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monday, 28th april, two more days hor, left to the first paper.. eh ur got read the sp website? need to declare leh, and then they giving us free thermometer.. haiz... now this sars situation. so mafan.. eh ur got c cna, got one pro say SARS and WARS difference leh.. haha.. difference by one letter, one is using brute force to gain power, the SARS even more power lor, use the virus to attack any organisms... ahahaa.. quite true actually hor..
oh, i hav discovered the bloggers not very regular hor, i guess they studying every second hor.. nv leaving time to relaz issit? eh cool down lor, dun have to stress too much, i know girls a bit more kiasu lah, but im sure ur will do well one.. but hor, the guys in my class oso quite diligent hor.. waa die... left me... betta go study le.. cannot.. got show to watch aiya, then later bah, study late into the nite again.. haha, one way to "jian fei"... 3h getting more bored and sian le.. someone tok to me!!! -_- §|@nZ@n@t|0n

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Sunday, April 27

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26th april.. 4 days more to first paper, haiz, so sad lor, not enuff time to study.. wished we had more time.. but hor, wat to do? life's like this.. then xl stil dare to say she no time leh, ask her to start early stil wan to complain, reali lor, mus jia you leh, anything dunno mus ask.. later u cry again how? =) eh the rest leh, all finished le mah? im sure some same as me rite? panicking now.. reali lor, mus pray hard and wish u guys all the blessings...
waaa, jus watch the nkf show jus now, so gan dong ... then hor, its like c zoe so kelian lidat, backache stil so hardworking.. reali pin le ming hor... then ard 15-20 minutes before the draw lor, for the winners for the big lucky draw.. aiya nv win leh.. call so many times ... hiaz.. but hope the money go for a reali good course... hmm.. haiz the sars virus, cause cute hebe to be quarantined, haiz, i think is cuz of sg tour leh, the stupid fans lah, so frenzy.. for more info can check out the following site.. http://www.boxup.com/gb/news/20002/2003/4/26/4876.htm

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Saturday, April 26

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whee!! finally one paper down, today the jap hor, aiyo, so ez leh, like "wu ru wo de zhi hui" lidat, then clau and ade stil say got some dunno? i think i can score 90 marks for this one, but i think my oral not so good lor, haiz, everytime lidat one, oral hai wo ... wat to do? lucky i nv go jc ah, if not die even more.. then hor, today like so sian lidat lor, reach home ard 3 plus, and then go slack ard, then sm called me to ask me qn, then i tell him i nv finish .. then tok tok a while and then i go play game le lor.. c my sec sch frenz online then chat chat a while, waa.. they all like got stead liao.. i think the gang l3ft me leh,.. haiz.. i tell them no one like me they dun belif.. hahaha.. haiz, maybe my std too high lor.. too bz to look for one.. most of my frenz in tp. say tp more babes, true anot ah.. haiz , who cares rite? haiz, how come today dcpians not online one, all du shu ah.. eh dun study so much lah, worse thing today is me mom "borrow" my phone leh, now till she come back i would be w/o my phone.. haiz.. so sian.. eh ur heard hebe of she kena fever then under quarantine? so kelian hor, mus be the fans lah.. haiz, aiya, ur have fun k, chaoz

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Friday, April 25

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eeee. how come cannot put color wan? c the font become so bold.. yuck... haiz, today study polymer and jap lor, polymer forget it lah, i thnk i wont do well lor, c the exam paper oso dunno how to do, kaoz, then jap stil can make it, think can at least get a B hor, but tt depends on the oral lor, i usually suck in it.. hmm.. hope the sensee tml gif me face.. then give me high marks lor, but not very possible ... who cares rite? oral onil 20 marks.. more impt is the main paper.. hee.. eh no sch very boring leh, whole day stay at home, then hor, its like c my bros all come back frm sch so happi... then i stay at home, like kena home quarantine orders (hqo) lidat.. :'S whole day c the news abt the latest SARS virus.. waa now quite serious le lor, slight fever mus stay at home le.. haiz, some pple so irresponsible lor, eh ur dun wan ur life go kill urself lah, dun come out harm the innocent pple.. like wat LKY said, normally those who kena are the innocent pple lor, so kelian rite? like some innocent girl kena raped lidat... whole life is ruined.. HAIZ.. quite lame analogy hor.. but tt all i can think.. so long nv c classmates, kinda miss ur lor, reali leh.. i think exams tt time i look ard .. hahaah.. eh left 4 days to see one another lor, ur dun tell me ur no feelings at all? sigh sigh... aiya ur take care lah, dun fall sick hor, lucky now i 90% well liao, ur oso dun worri too much abt me.. fall sick mus c doc leh, dun like me lidat... hahahaah.. haiz, betta go now, tml stil got jap exam.. chaoz.. =O

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so sian so sian, feel like slping then kena chao xing by my damn mom, let me slp a little longer oso cannot issit? wats ur fucking prob? eh i think my parents kan bu shuang wo lor, everytime picking on me, jus coz sec bro go jc big issit? eh fucking stop it hor, or else i do sth nasty liao.. making me lose concentration,... argh, but hor, i mean its like boring lor, at least i know they guan xin wo lah, at least i know i stil exist lor, but anywayz, ur dun bother too mych abt me lor, u know who u are hor.. hiaz, there are more things to take care of hor, besides me.. eh i like veri dua bai lidat rite.. hahaaha... make me happi lor, those not much time left leh, and hor, i not feeling very happi lor.. hor.. k lah, i getting more luo suo...

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wow wow, the sickness seemed to end lor, but i gettin quite sad lor, dunno y..lyk wat i stydy doesnt seem to register in my brain.. wa kaoz, its lyk everyone so damn smart lor, and im like sick and stupid here, stuck in my in a world of my own.. while studying i listened to some music lor.. then found out some songs that could make me very happi leh, and some songs which could fit into somepple lor..
nu sheng su she by s.h.e
top 3 songs: lian ren wei man, bing xiang, ni hai hao bu hao
qing chun zhu shi hui she
top 3 songs: re dai yu lin, ai wo de zi ge, wei jin
mei li xin shi jie
top 3 songs: yes i love you, ai ne, wu ke qu dai

and hor, while going thru the disks i had over the yrs, i discovered some songs for those who had crushes, coz they used to fit into me lor, now i no more crush le, so maybe share them wif u
sugar rush by a*teens
crush by mandy moore
so in love by christian wunderlich

hmm.. now not very tired leh.. then dun feel like stydyin le, then no one online somemore.. wat the hell sia? oh ya, stil have to study for my japanese exam on sat leh.. tt like one day more to study.. good luck to me hor... haiz, i think i go play some games to relaz a bit lah.. how can life get so bored? hmm, i dun think anyone will understand the suffering im goin thru now lor... ='S.

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Thursday, April 24

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testing colors

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*sob* *sob* so fast one yr over le.. haiz, maybe u can say i too much time to think of so many things or wat lah, but ytd i lie on my bed, sneezing and wiping my nose, thinking of the class lor, and the times we had, good times, bad times, happi times, sad times, haiz, wished we had a longer time lor.. i hav taken some notes down lah, hope ur dun get offended lor... like each person has his/her qualities and strengths, and of coz bad ones too lah, those weaknesses... so i decided to say it out lor, jus in case no more time to say liao...
JEAN - hardworking, responsible, quite ez lose temper (erm, nv work wif her b4, so hope to work wif u next yr!)
ZHEN - witty, pretty?, daring, friendly (erm dunno much oso lor, nv reali had the chance to work wif her either, she oso choose ic mah, oso got chance rite?)
HUANG - hardworking oso, friendly, sociable, ez to talk to, someone i can relate to lor... (nice time toking to u during the breaks, we had so myc to tok abt lor, the girls in the class and soccer!! wish u all the best!)
MING - a lot of ideas to share, outspoken? , dunno y lah, these few weeks so many pple find u so "guai4", but nice time working wif u lor, i know u had ur probs, some u cant reali tell us, but reali enjoyed the company, frm the time we met in camp and all... haiz, time flies man...
SMPP - hmm... nice time working wif u during the ce project lor, responsible bah, nv lose ur temper ezly... though xl and tb lyk to bully u.. but had guess u had fun oso rite?
LING - hmm... NUTTIN TO SAY LOR, c u mus quarrel wif u, eh not i wan lor, oways u start first, but hor, though nv do project wif u b4,reali enjoyed the company la, reali funi person, cool to work wif i guess? toking abt qualities, emotional!!! (definitely), stupid? (not reali lor, but u keep saying urself.. then everyone think likewise..) eh take care lor, though we not same option, but surely will meet one rite? oh, u need hearing aid hor, try to get one for u lah, u know now got the sars... very diff to get one leh.., good to tok to, like to say i bully u.. hmpf, i where got everytime?
BIN - duplicate of xl.. haha. erm cool person to work wif, full of emotions too lor, then its like everyting she tell me lor, (eh good luck wif ur crush hor :p..) strengths: diligent, clever, erm. wat else ah, so many lor, oso can do hsework somemore.. but hor, u scold me very scary leh, c ur bros all so ting hua.. hahaa... but hor, gif me a lot of advice lor, very inspiring
CLAU - hmm... nv work wif u during project oso, oh got, the jap skit, ask me to translate all, wan me to die? very cool person? pretty.. erm, ok.. then like to "sa jiao".. all girls like to do tt one rite? but she does it in her own fashion lor.. oso hope got chance to work wif u lah, take jap next ur hor!!
YUN - hardworking, smart, aiya u going polymer le, but hor do polymer prac wif u.. hmm.. make a good pair wif min lor, can c.. cool person to work wif oso..
MIN - waa this one.. funni, can be lame at times, spice up atmospher in the class, hardworking oso, "attention-seeker" versatile.. fun time working wif u in polymer prac, u and ying make funni pair, hyperactive..
YUE - quite quiet hor, not much chance to tok to u oso, but can c u veri diligent, dun reali participate enuff bah, but sure got chance to work wif u next yr one...
YING - funni, lyk to joke ard lor, but hor, sad lor, u lyk elastomers so much.. then oso going polymer, loud person, like to express wat u feel lor, but hor, next time mus think of pple's gan shou..
KY - erm.. me ah, cannot tok good abt myself mah.. so hor, ur tell me lor...
XUAN - work wif u for most of the project lor, cppa, apchem, food, can say tt u quite smart oso lor, though a bit lz lah. go sec yr cannot lidat le leh.. fun to work wif oso, cute, how come u and yue so diff ah.. maybe u shld tell her to speak more?
CLARA - hmm.. another one, kai xin guo, work wif u for the cppa, actually dread cppa one lor, but hor, c u work so hard, then haiz, kena influenced.. u oso going food mah, wish u all the best lor, quite daring, hardworking, caring, "ai mei", (ur lip gloss.. argh! can throw away?)
WEN Y. - ex wife.. can be a bit aggresive lah, hor, fun time lor, i mean know u oso since camp, quite witty too... thougth these few weeks not muc chance to tok to u, reali caring person lor..
CHENG - hmm.. pple say u my lao po.. very hardworking , can c lor, thru all the project we went thru, can be a bit quiet at times, but good to work wif, everytime cppa go ask u to solve, a bit bad hor... sure got chance to work wif u agian next yr one...
JOC - chao diligent oso... nv reali worked wif u, but those times i toked to u, quite fun lor. oso going food.. haiz,.... sure got chance meet one rite?

waa.. finally finished.. wa take abt one hr to write.. now so sad.. hope ur dun feel so sad hor.. i know those lyk to cry one.. eh last time to cry mah, forgive me.. :p

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Wednesday, April 23

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hey pple.. dunno y lor, suddenly feel so weak.. jus now sneeze so much in tb's hse lor.. maybe some one "xiang nian wo" or sth..haiiz, exams commiin leh,betta hope i get well man.. all of u mus pray for me hor.. oh toking abt today.. wake up so early jus for the most impt day of this sem, the final presentation of wtc.. wake up, head so pain!! kaoz.. then go bath xiang xiang, brush teeth white white, change to white shirt and then off i went lor.. i guess i not enuff slp ba, on the bus slp all the way lor, headache sux lor, tt all i hav to say... reach sch faster run to t333... then everyone waiting for me leh, so paiseh lor... then im like so cold le, the rm stil so cold.. wat the fuck? then hor, our grp last to present lor, then i have to act as the colour wolf, wa lew, i no more reputation le lah.. sob sob.. everyone think i bian tai lor.. then aft tt, go fc 2 eat, then hor tb ask me to pass the "shoe" to *u know who* then hor, haiz, aft much discussion wif xl, cz and me hor, she decided to keep the thing.. hahaha.. i think maybe hE treats her as very good frend lor.. dunno lah.. then hor, aft tt, we go tb hse.. then, watch mvp vcd lor, suppose to study one, then end up watchin the show lor.. then tb and xl hor, aiyo, supose to watch one leh, then all doze off... pengz lor i mean, then hor aft tt is like sneeze all the way... actually i tot is someone think of me one lah, but hor, cannot be mah, how come i feel so tired?? erm, then c tb couch so nice and comfy, so go there lie a while lor, while watching she vcd.. quite "ni" aft watching it SO MANY TIMES.. but hor, they getting cutier as the day goes by..then hor, i dunno to say anot leh, later so many pple will kill me.. another pair of |uV b|rD§ in my kL@§§,,, hmm.. i think i quite shocked lor, at first, but today finally confirm le... :p.. eh i think i given enuff clues le hor, betta not say anymore lah, later someone kill me.. (dun kill me.. u know i very sam ba one hor) but hor, mus give advice, dun fall into it too deep lah, u mus knw crushes nv reali work lor, mus let the other party know leh... if not u very "tong ku" one... "fang zhen" not much time left lor... haiz... then hor,, wat i went home lor, the stupid bus aircon spoil.. then have to suffer lor.. go home bath and rest a while, but " buay koon", then come write blog lor.. till like now.. feel so tired, maybe later i go zZzz early, but hor, tml morning got soccer!! man utd vs real madrid.. cannot miss lor, esp my fav team is playing .. i try to catch every match played by them.. ch oso say he waking up to c.. waa i type till hand pain... i think i chaoz first, ur rmb to pray i get well soon, i hope i nv kena sars hor.. bye!!

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Tuesday, April 22

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ahahaha.. so funni today lor, i JUS CANT STOP LAUGHING MY HEAD OFF ..wa haha... guess wat hapened man? sm, sc, tb come my hse at 11.30 on the dot lor, waa so zhun shi hor, plus all come at the same time leh, then hor, waa... tb and sc wear same thing oso... then hor, we started to do the final touches to the presentaion, and then tb toked to xl lor,online of coz, then hor, xl left early lah, guess wat? tb say xl left without a word.. she chaoz so fast lor.. then hor, mua mum cooked lunch for tb and sc lor, sm say he eaten le.. then we prac the presentation... hmm.. so far so good lor, so funni, hope tml i dun laugh out or sth.. if not, then gong kui yi kui le.. haiz.. then hor, sm gtg to tiong bahru, then sent him to take bus lor.. come back, we edit somemore, then revise for the exams.. then hor, burn cd for tb lor, waa. worse part is the s/l and burning process ah, take so damn long... then hor, the finale.. hahahaaaa... i brought sc and tb to take bus lor... wait for 15 minutes, sc bus come, then she take lor.. as for tb... tsk tsk.. wait for 30 minutes, then the bus slowlly toot toot arrive... then she like so kelian lidat.. i wait wif her lor.. then she boarded the bus and i slowly walked home.. haiz... then hor, go home eat.. tb reach home le sc haven reach leh.. i dun belief lor... then edit my script another time watch tv till now.. the xiao bao yu kang xi.. so funni lor.. laugh till i peng.. i think i betta shut the com lah... later the com explode.. eh xl teach me how to put pics in the blog leh.. and the nice nice things. ask ur frend teach me if u too stupid to teach.. thankew ... chaoz yo pple.. good luck for the presentation tml..

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well well, wat can i say lor, moods change so much within a day, i cant believe lor, for the third time today, i came online to write this blog, maybe lor, like wat pple say, u reali change mood faster than ... erm i dunno lor, my england sux, as ur know.. but hor, watching epl highlights lor, so fun watching man utd scoring like noone business, haha, feel betta le lor, now hor, aiyo, dunno watdo do oso, slp or do wat? tml tb, sc and sm come my hse do wtc lor, then hor, its like dunno i will wake up in time to "ying jie" them anot leh.. haiz, i ting i watch finish this then i go koon ... quite §|@n hor, nm lah. i think the show start le.. u guys take care ya.. if ur stil online de hua..

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Monday, April 21

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..................... sob sob.. dunno lor, like dunno wat to do leh, dun feel like studyin then like got a lot of thing to pour out lidat... jus now aft write blog then go slp leh, aft wake up, headche again lor, wat to do? then hor, xl msg me lor, ask me not to be so sad.. say veri ez lor, imagine ur fav pet doggie jus died, can u say u ok? of coz not lah, aiya, but hor, she quite good company as a frend lor, at least i know got sb thinking of me and caring for me, at least i feel a bit betta lor, but hor, now stil not feeling tt good lor, nm lah, maybe time heals everyting?? haiz, so many poems in my head now, haiz, most of the exam qns oso dunno how to do, haiz, someone help!! gettin so sian everyday lor, jus now jus rmb my dear mei frm irc today 14th bdae, then tok to her, haiz, she seems so sian oso lor, maybe this sucking sars prob causing everyone probs? mus be lor, wat can i say? c everyone so scared of sars lidat, haiz, all wearing mask, heard in jp pple wear mask not cuz of sars leh, but coz of the pollen allergy, hahaha, pengz lor, coz the flowers all bloom in jp mah, all the sakura and blossoms, so nice and beautiful lor... wish one day i go jp in april... haiz,... i think i dreaming too much lor, now got the news saying vege prices going up, coz the pasir panjang supplier close down 10 days. haha..aiyo, those eat "jai" mus suffer lor, .. eh very "xin jai le huo" hor.. i tihnk i betta chaoz.. ntiez all.. all mus dream of me leh... then hor, tell me all abt it lor, coz maybe ur no chance to dream le mah... next time all fly different directions, all persuing different things, now dun look so far le... betta concentrate on studies first.. cya chaoz...

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ello all, the world is so unfair lor, tt all i hav to say. i dun know y oso lor. seems the one up there is not on my side once again. haiz, dunno y hor, he seems to be always ""bu shuang" wo lor. since morning, i wake up, fuckin sian, and then headache, quickly go sch. on the way slp on the bus then slp lor, dunno y lor, kns, my backache again leh, then the ccb person sitting beside me dunno how to move to an empty seat, mus sit beside me leh, i was like stuck onto my chair lor, legs all numb and then back pain. then hor, reach sch, walk to sch so mafan, stil hav to go underpass, then tot i late leh, quickly rush to class hor, waa. whole class stil like man tun tun sitting there eating breakfast. so relaz lidat leh. reali bth, then go class, lam stil say "feng liang hua" lor, say so much one day i go beat him upside down. then hor, tok abt quiz and all, aft tt frm 10-11 do our wtc lor, dunno wat happen la, bro set the thing or wat, the thing cannot edit leh, then we hav to do the ting and sav it in my m drive. tml the usual gang some my hse again to do the final touches to the presentation, and then we r off to do the presentation le.. good lor, i mean at least one thing done. but hor, toking abt the exams, i pek chek lor, stupid quiz all nv get wat i wan.. add to my misery lidat, and then no one like c me so bua song today. u know its nv good lor , exams so jialat stil hav to act like nuttin happen. at 1pm we do for food lesson, sam aw flashed the exam qn for last sem one, and then we try to solve lor, as usual lor, i didnt knw much of it, wat to do? i sit there like a fool lor, thinking i reali know lor, i dunno lor, maybe one day i reali go jump somewhere.. stil trying to find a skyscraper for me to freefall. dunno la, if reali life has no meaning, and no colours, then i might hav to do it lor, but of coz lah, tt is the last resort lor, but like many authors say, its never the end lor, we might always find sth meaningful in life lor. everyone finds tt life sux, but we stil have to move on wif life. _|_ up lor,i guess, i duno lor, maybe i find somebodi to tok to? tried lor, nv works, but always feel good aft a good tok lah.. haiz, aft all these toking to my self, feel a bit betta lor, but stil have to carry on wif life mah, rite anot? u nv know lor, now sars virus everywhere, maybe one day we kena oso dunno, maybe life the nkf patients lidat, one day kena how? then life would be so meaningless, haiz, wat to do? aiya, tok so much, gettin a bit tired and sad lor, so chaoz, pple.. take care, hope ur life is more colourful than mine lor. dearest friend, kOnG YeE a.k.a. §@|nt

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Sunday, April 20

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hi peps, sunday 20th apr, s.h.e. autograph session in plaza singapura. i asked so many pple to go, all dun know reali not free or wat lor, even sc say wanna go wan, then in the end oso nv go, in the end left me and xl go nia. ok lor, she say she gonna be late, then i wait for her lor, 1.40 i reach db, and wait wait wait,... guess wat time she came? 2.10 leh... i waited half an hr for one woman lor.. eh sc dun be jealous hor.. wa kaoz, then hor by tt time no mood to c she le lor,.. but ok lah.. aft tt at least she's face, all of them so chio and cute!! these kind cannot find in sg one lor, very hard to find leh, ur find le mus tell me hor, thx! then aft tt ella start to tok and we started singing their songs lor, like mei li xin shi jie, re dai yu lin, ai ne, and many more lor. haiz, though all of them nv reali sing, but we had fun singing to them lor, quite fun bah, i guess. all the xiao mei mei and xiao di dis oso know how to sing wo, wow i think tt is the most shocking thing lor. aft tt then we go home aft tt lor, xl wanna go to je, so i asked her to take the northern line wif me lor, c her so sian, then can tok to her on the train mah. then she hor, guo fen leh, ask me to go wif her to khatib then i alight lor.on the train ask her got anything to tok abt, then she say no lor, got nuttin to say. aft i alight hor, wa piang, then i wait for stupid bus alone for 20 minuteswhile the damn rain showered down, aft tt stil dare to msg me..say sorri for being late leh.. then bo wei kong lor, i bth liao, then i reali envy her lor, got so good daddy, stil can wait for her at train stn and hor, so guan xin she wont kena sars leh, give her mask. i wished my daddy so caring lor, but too bad he isnt! then now watching the nkf, c the phone rate so slow, aiyo, sg no money liao govt stil trying to sqeeze money, last week all juan liao mah, this week stil expect to break last week record, wait long long lor. ask govt like mediacorp give courageous fund lidat give 1million buckaroos to nkf lah, then we dun have to do this every fucking yr le.. cannot stand lor.. but hor, those nkf patients very ke lian lor, hai hao i donate lor, u bloggers who read my blog mus donate hor, i dun care, i will check... hee hee... aiya, i think i betta carry on wif the show, type for half an hr leh, nitez pple. enjoy the peaceful nite wif some peaceful company. always remember, even when no one toks to u when u are sad, u will stil be remembered by me lor. reali!! dun belief u msg me ask me lah... hahahaa... aiya show start le.. take care..

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Saturday, April 19

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heyo bloggers.. tell u wat hor.. ytd someone hor msg me leh.. say she v sad, then hor. i tried all my best to anwei her lor, then hor.. next day she say she feeling better le leh.. haha.. i so happi lor, cozz i manage to persuade someone.. quite proud of myself lor.. then hor, today sm, sc and tb come my hse do project leh.. then hor.. u guess wat happened? i so good leh.. go sk interchange go pick sm and tb.. then we go walk walk in cp.. then hor, time i realise time no enuff leh, decide to pick sc up at the playgrd near my hse, then we take the lrt lor, then hor, i so lou kui leh, i tap the card at the wrong place, then tb laugh until everybodi start looking lor, i so pai seh. then hor, have she say she gonna tell everyone in class on mon lor, i was like, say lor, laugh lor, c everybodi so men men bu le.. then spice up the atmosphere lor, not like its gonna bring me any harm lidat. but hor, c them laugh quite good lor, finally c them laugh, coz when they come hor, all black face, then how to do project?
aft lrt trip, we walk to my hse to pick sc up, waa, we try to hide lor, but i too tall, then bei jie chuan le, then bo bian lor.. then we start project lor, then tb called xl, then hor, war started, tok abt tml she autograph session, say until i wanna vomit blood lor, finally she say she going, haiz. dun know is i sui fu li (persuasion) too good issit? finally we finish the project lor, then hor, find tt 8000++ kb is too large to upload onto the com, then my bro took out his disk, waa.. like some hero saving the day, hahaha, then i so pai seh lor, they hav to say abt me and sc in front of all my bros and mom.. lew... u know hor i very nan shou one leh, then hor, sent them home, then hor, waa...bros give me big pile of books ask me to return in the com lib... so good hor me.. everytime give in to them one, so they so respect me lor, so guai, true leh. some hor, dun believe me so good one, hmpf, dun wanna fight wif u pple.. then tb and sc at the busstop i drop them, then send sm to cp lor, and i return books then faster walk home, in case rain again. reach home so tired le, bath then call xl abt the she session tml, then hor she ok lah, not tok a lot lor, but very funni lor, the way she quarrel wif her bro, haha, so hao xiao... haiz, today reali enjoyed myself lor, thankew to these pple, tan bin, sucheng, xiuling, siming for bringing happiness lor, dun know wat ur did lah, but hor, when im wif ur hor, i feel so relaz and comfortable lor, maybe its the way ur laugh makes me laugh, or the jokes ur crack, dun know lah, i scared later say le, more pple cry lor, so i think i betta stop here, now hor, thinkin of a song, always on my mind lor, the first track in together vcd frm she, reali meaningful lor, lke wat tb say, the first mtv i c in the vcd and i like it so much, reali lor, :'( haiz, betta go le, parents nagging again, nitez all , enjoy ur easter weekend!

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Friday, April 18

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bloggers.. forgot to say hor.. she, my dearest jies coming down to sg to perform. .no $$ to go for their concert. but surely going for the autograph session this sunday at plaza sg.. so those who wanna go.. can meet up first... then all stand together cheer for SHE!!! yeah!! take care pple .. mus leave sweet sweet voice to meet them.. nitez all

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heyo bloggers.. life sux big time.. tis quoto i hav been using since sec 4 rocz.. very true lor.. when did i start becoming so smart? waa. two days then i start my blog.. i think got some internal probs lor.. c i blog test so many times.. two days no sch.. then give us time to study at home lor. .i onli study ytd sia.. today slacking ard.. sms-ing friends.. toking abt life wif brothers.. haha.. tt was lame.. and then watching tv.. tt chan u nhk show.. bloody three hrs.. waa. watch till i siao.. though dun reali understand but sort of revision for my jap exam next week lor.. then was nkf show.. watch 2nd time. i oso dun know y i watch sia.. i think coz of the singing lor.. i luv hk singers.. i think they bring out themselves very well... esp when they tok in cantonese... the di nu hua..best part of all lor.. then was the may day performance.. and was guang liang and pin guan singing.. so funni lor.. but quite gan dong when the nkf patients part come out.. my hands and legs turn jelly sia.. reali scary.. then i faster go drink water.. in case i tio lor.. choy!!!touch trees ...
tou tong now.. maybe watch too much tv? dun know lah. no mood to study too..
tok to u guys later lah.. take care bloggers..

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Thursday, April 17

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blog test.. dun know y i post msg cannot be seen one.. SHE will be performing in sg... sun they will be at plaza singapura.. 2pm

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Observe the word "IMPOSSIBLE" carefully... Looking
closer you will see, "I'M POSSIBLE"...
What really matter is your attitude and your perception


It's not easy...
To apologize
To begin over
To be unselfish
To take advice
To admit error
To face a sneer
To be charitable
To keep on trying
To be considerate
To avoid mistakes
To profit by mistakes
To forgive and forget
To think and then act
To keep out of the rut
To make the best of little
To subdue an unruly temper
To maintain a high standard
To shoulder a deserved blame
To recognize the silver lining...

But it always pays -- try it.
- unknown


May the wind always be at your back, and
the Sun always upon your face, and
the wind of destiny to carry you aloft to dance with the stars.

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WARNING.. DO NOT READ THE MSG BELOW DATED 16/04/03 AS IT PROVES TO BE A TEAR-RAGING ENCOUNTER. WE DO NOT BEAR ANY CONSEQUENCES.

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Wednesday, April 16

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yo bloggers.. wasup man? wednesday, 16th april... 9 plus then reach home.. gues wat hapened? have to go for the 5.30 jap lesson.. wait for clau.. then u know wat we did during the dreadful two hours? wa kaoz.. u wont believe lor.. xl, tb and smpp suppose to do their report.. then they end up fighting.. smpp so kelian... two of them shoot her.. but i think she can counter lor.. then we bought so much tidbits... tsm say until like we cannot die lidat.. our last time together eating... ='( sob sob.. i will surely miss all of the dcp/1a/26 2002/2003!! you guys rocz! reali reali enjoyed myself thru out the past one yr lor.. shared so many things together.. be it joy, laughter, tough times, so many things lah... even when times when we suan each other.. or the times we quarrel.. the times which a few of us bully someone.. everything will be in my memory for many years to come.. but now hor.. i thinking of a song... not graduation.. we not yet graduate .. always on my mind maybe?? so many emotions lor.. thinking of this seems like all my exams stress all no more le... haiz.. maybe tt one way to destress!~ yeah.. nevertheless.. hope all of us get good results lor.. may the best person win the final race? is that a saying like tt?? erm.. i forgot lah.. all these chim chim terms.. so long nv go touch them.. getting further away le lor..
oh.. comming back to today... morning... wtc.. mdm wong.. haha.. i wanna laugh when she say abt the standing postures.. haha.. she act like lian when she stand one leg forward!! (oops)hope she doesnt read it.. but cum to think of it.. so freaked out sia.. next wed is the presentation.. then aft tt.. break.. morning cum lunch then we went to sit at the stairs.. xl lor.. tried to scare me.. haiz.. mus tell her hor.. try harder next time.. reali lor. maybe at tt moment, not mood to kena scared lor.. not reali tt scary one.. maybe is the way she does it.. so not scary one.. hahaaaaaa... apchem tutorial.. revise for the test.. the lam kok seng.. waaa.. mai gong lor, he can hor. .tell u A method. tell u this is the way.. then tell u another B method.. say this one oso can.. aft tt ... kaoz... he will say "B is the correct one.. i made a mistake ".. i feel he reali kiam pa lor.. i think many of us feel the exactly the same way hor.. food studies lecture.. sam aw.. tell us all abt soya beans.. waa. .chim terms.. how tofu is made and all .. tell u hor.. NOT MY KIND OF SUBJECT lor.. memory work never work for me!! reaali kelian those choose food one.. but hor.. onli need to memorise lor. nuttin much to present in food mah.. not like IC.. haiz.. =) i know a lot of pple wanna da wo now.. but too bad.. cannot lor.. u try to hit me oso no use.. =P
aft tt was the test.. waa one stupid foolish thing i did.. i oreadi changed the value le hor.. then i go change the value again?? fucked up sia.. too stressed or wat?? tt cost be bloody two marks.. haiz.. "life's like this.. chill out wats she yellin for? "
aft test.. sm and me sent sc to the stn.. hmm.. to avoid the rain.. we walked ard sp in the shelter!! wow.. walk up and down.. so tiring.. then walk back to lib again.. then was in the discussion rm.. the one i said on top lor.. smpp fighting wif tb and xl.. haha.. thinking of it tickles my laughing line.. hmm... aft tt jap class.. xl and tb went to the jap class wif us.. then tok to sensee.. hahaa.. th conversation so cute lor.. like "ji tong ya jiang".. hahahaa... aft tt.. sensee tok abt next weeks test.. then go home.. tiring trip.. sms pple.. tok abt life.. waa.. then slp on the bus.. reach home.. eat dinner. come write this blog.. so wat else to express?? hmm.. so far nuttin le lor. feel so relaz. dun know y.. have to start revising for the freak exams!! waaa...... stress!! take care bloggers. .dun miss my blogs too much.. heard frm some say my blog very entertaining? wooo.. maybe lor. i think so... =P so bhb.. hahah.. bye..

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Tuesday, April 15

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so sian.. today so shuang.. i got home.. and beg my mom for the com.. hahah. she say can let me use lor.. maybe ytd i was a good boy? hmm... then can check my mail.. waa.. overshot le sia.. so many junk chain mails.. these boliao friends.. nuttin betta to do.. hmpf.. frm ytd till today hor.. a bit sad lah.. but stil can make it lor.. so stressed doing the polymer studies.. then later stil have to do apchem.. life is not a bed of roses.. i guess this is wat the writer is trying to portrait bah.. but hor.. not exactly true lor.. im like tt lor.. very luan one.. cannot make up my freaking mind.. but hor.. so far so good lah.. i mean.. life stil go on.. u cant expect everything to do ur way rite? this is not like im controling the whole world.. then i wan hebe!! can? C!! i noe i zho bang... hahaa... freak hor.. gtg.. buaiz.. take care all.. dun miss me bloggers! maybe i cant be regular hor.. all of u mus understand.. know how to control ur temptations.. =P

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Monday, April 14

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waa.. ytd u know wat?? bin msg me to ask for she together cd.. then, i was like ok lor.. lend her.. then she say lightning and thunder.. she so scared. wat can i do? call her and pei her lor... then we toked and stuff.. heard that cehuang study till siao.. kaoz.. so diligent hor.. i haven even reali studied.. damn... aft tt, nite time father come back.. gan me... fuck him lah.. make me whole nite no mood to study. then watch the nkf show.. all the singers i like one... best is the di nu hua.. damn nice... mi xue so beautiful.. but too bad la.. she ard my parents age.. if not.. hahaha... aft tt.. i try to study a bit.. then.. when i was abt to doze off... waa.. angel fell upon me sia.. guess wat? god sent someone to wish me good nite lor.. i was like waaa... heaven so good to me.. know i no mood .. then some one come tok to me... good lor.. i confided in the person.. then aft tt.. i think i went to slp le.. all the way to ten this morning.. oh. die.. 11 + le.. mus rush to sch for food lecture~~ chaoz.. cya all...

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Sunday, April 13

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wa kaoz.. i dun care anymore le... mom suddenly go mad.. take away my com... fuck her lah.. then i have to beg her for the com back jus to write this blog and check my stuff... reali hong kan lor, i canot take it anymore, the next person who stands in my way, i'll fuck him/her upside down..reali sorri for those cannot stand all the fuck and all.. who gives a shit.. its my blog and im suppose to do watever i wan.. and watever i wish to say.. those who do not like it pizz off! jus because of ytd.. go home a bit late nia.. kao peh so much abt it.. then take away my stuff.. knn her lah... the more i think abt it the more qi kek i am.. then stil got test to study.. u think i have the fucking mood to study? im not like girls lor.. who can cry away their misery.. im a guy hor.. get this clear.. suppose to be thick skinned.. u think i have the guts to cry? reali feel like crying lor.. but kaoz.. reali bth.. even ytd trying to watch tv.. oso cannot... lewz.. i think she sth wrong up ther... but oso cannot take me as her punching bag mah.. cb la.. cannot take it anymore.. no mood to complain... guys enjoy the rest of ur weekend wif the toughest battle of all... parents are never there to make u happi.. take this advice.. its frm me to u...

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Saturday, April 12

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aft stupid test.. go bugis buy stuff for sm, sy and zy.. not bad lor i mean.. sars virus singaporeans still crowding bugis.. but lucky last time i work bugis area.. so i know the place lor.. quite a lot of bengs there lah.. i mus say.. guess wat we did in bugis? wow.. cannot believe ah.. we played catching.. tsk tsk..bth lor.. then aft tt go home.. slp on the bus.. reach home.. mom scold me for reachin home so late.. i kan her back.. go back my room.. waste some time.. ate dinner do this blog.. waa.. i think she siao lor.. _|_ so angry lor... kaoz.. pizzed!!

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today... so sian... wake up 9 plus... rmb have to go wendy's hse.. bath.. walk out of hse.. wait for bus.. waa.. run like siao stil miss, then good lor sit at bus stop and wait for 15 minutes for the next one. finally the bus come, then the driver, chao man lor, have to stop at every place it suppose to.. then in the end later to go her hse lor. but lucky martin not ther yet, or else the two gals will kan me like hell lor.. while waiting wendy toked to xl on msn.. then we went to read her blog.. waa.. dinner wif parents, so wen xin.. i nv had tt since reunion dinner? theraft we went on to do the project aft martin came.. then was lunch.. aft on project again.. its like fun lor.. eating and joking ard.. but su cheng.. best lor. .can tok and i laughed.. almost choke sia.. no wonder my mom told me nv tok while eating... MUS RMB! then we went on to do.. roger entertaining us wif his jokes.. hahaa... makes me think of my 8 yr old bro. so cute and hyper active.. bth them lor. .so small know so many things.. even know how to play little fighter 2.. not bad.. next time grow up can become successful pple.. but so lame hor.. their jokes.. jus cannot stand it lor.. i mean... waaaa... some more while writing. stil say my hand writing so nan kan? aiya.. mai hiam is buay pai liao lor.. not like so untidy.. ive seen even worse one hor... but i mus say stil can make it lah... =p
aft tt ... waa xl called to disturb..say i act siwen? pls lah.. u first day know me isit? i v siwen one ok.. so many girls drooling ... and cehuang bombed wendy wif phone calls lor. .then martin rest.. become me and sucheng doing the whole presentation?? stil dare to say let the two of us enjoy er ren si jie!! kaoz.. _|_ lor.. full of excuses.. go home.. dun know whether to study anot leh.. play new game my bro brought back. quite nice lor i mean.. reali enjoyed it .. then dun feel like studying le.. watched tv.. till like 10? then bath.. open notes.. waa.. so many definations to rmb.. study till tao kok kok.. so tired.. no time to tok.. cya all .. oh wish me luck for tml test!! bye!

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Thursday, April 10

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sometimes.. i jus wonder y we came to this world for? god said we were here to carry on our life.. buddha gave us a life so that we could help others.. i think i lost my mission in life lor.. suddenly i dun know wat life means to me.. quite scary i know,... i think i a bit crazy and wierd lor.. esp when my friend in the states commited suiicide over a bf who ditched her? i think tt a bit crazy lor.. but ... hope she rest in peace..
there are many things we can do in life.. some pple could stay so happy all their life, silver spoon in their mouth.... some are born a sad case lor.. either somethings wrong physically or emotionall... i think im in the middle... quite lucky tt im normal, but im not tt rich lor.. cant get wat i want. i think tt life? to work for wat we reali wan.. jus like if u like someone.. u go all out for it... if u wanna get good grades, u can sacrifice all ur games to study for it.. wow.. i think i cant do tt lor...im not prepared to sacrifice so much.. life is so short.. we dun know when we are gonna die.. tml? a week frm now? a yr? or even live to 80 yrs old? who knows man.. when war is on and sars virus spreading like wild fire.. esp in canada.. wow.. i jus dun noe wat life means to me... _|_ sia..
ALWAYS LIVE LIFE TO ITS FULLEST... i think this advice frm my sec teacher will stay on wif me for the rest of my life? who knows?

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ytd.. tok to dcpians, watch small ville... (last episode.. then they say new season commin back 28 apr.. good lor. tt time i exam le.). play game.. wait for 2.30 to come... then msg xl..guess wat? i tot she slp le.. then she stil awake.. quite surprised to know tt.. she told me she quarrel wif bro.. i was like.. ya wats the big deal?.. but she sounded so sad like tt.. and angry.. and i think of my bros and me.. 4eva fighting one.. i thnk the one up there planned all these .. the more u hate someone .. the more he puts u and him together..is tt correct? i dun care so much lor.. now so stressed ... exams + tests.. pple say poly no stress one.. who say one.. the next person who says tt.. gets it frm me... plus nowadays feeling so down.. dun know y oso... maybe too many things to do... then familiy like not considerate lor.. the hse like so many pple.. bros all trapped at home frm the SARS... sars is such a bustard lor.. heard came frm an animal.. animal oso can pass this kind of crap to humans? wa kaoz.... stupid lor.. ytd.. watch soccer.. then tok to xl... i so tired le lor... then she bu li wo... i watch half way then buay tong liao.. go slp... and it was not even half time lor.. i not blaming anyone here hor.. dun have to feel bad or wat? today wake up .. so tired.. stil sian and sad.. irritating bros.. one day i teach them a lesson.. and my back is like aching ...kaoz.. dun know lah.. i so blur now.. *_*

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Wednesday, April 9

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aft the soccer match last nite... guess wat? actually feel like slping.. but hor... mai gong liao la... saw siming msg me abt the wtc report... best lor.. rmb my visuals haven finish...5am in the morning doing wtc? a bit sot lor... but finally its over lah.. heaf a sigh of relief.... good lor.. go sch... immediately go find a place and slp thru out the journey.. one and a half hrs of slp.. not bad lor.. wake up so yun.. guess wat? while dropping off the bus, i saw pei yi , and then walking underpass.. tan bin.. waa.. so qiao or wat? such a coincidence... then wtc test... quite stress lor.. wat can i say? everyone so tired.. so sian... every one emotion so low...
aft wtc.. 2 hrs break... we eat at fc 2... cehuang sit there reading today.. then i ask him y not eating? gues wat? he waiting for his wives to wei him eat!! hahaha.... bth lor.. lucky i finish all my food... worse is xiuling... she eat so gan kor.. haiz.z.. =p then was some cppa discussion again lor... she and me fight again... like previous life i owe her lidat... hahaa.. then clara and me go meet xuan do our discussion.. ther so noisy.. shumin and siew ying.. wa kaoz.. tok cantonese and hokkien,... bth them.. can go join star search 2005... then was food lecture... suay lor.. kena pushed by SOMEONE.. to ... the dustbin!!1 kaoz..( **** lor.. dun wan to scold lah.. later pple say i chu lu..) then have to go toilet wash hand.. then ... walking back. .saw mr aw... two suay things at the same time... good lor... tok abt the seafood thing... v stressed... then .. haiz mai kong le... kiam pa teacher.. pang seh us... thnk of it boils my blood... wait for half hr.. then wait for jap class lor.. go lib... do ap chem... then tt SOMEONE hor.. wan to pick a fight.. then tb and sharon.. come frm the back.. kaoz.. i tio shocked... mus say first time lor..sb pai seh... then go to discussion rm.. the stupid fish tank.. so many pple looking at us.. they stil say no lah.. can tok... good lor.. i outnumbered.. cannot fight back.. if in my sec sch... hmpf... then aft tt...jap class.. sensee tok abt jap map.. like geo class... then gastric pain.. lew.. mus be the coffee on the empty stomach.. cb gastric... then lucky lesson end.. then clau tell me tb wan us to high tea... then wan to call tb.. win liao lor.. phone out of batt!! then go look for clau.. she sec level i first level.. trying to ask her call tb.. then sb call my name.. wa lew. another coincidence... the three of them lor.. walking to mrt... then tb and go home togerther.. both slp on the bus lor.. wake up by her ... then slp again.. reach home.. bro using com...then go my rm lor.. relaz a bit.. listen to s.h.e. haiz.. then 1030 then pass the com to me... start brainstorming my ce... do blog.. till now... tired day lor.. later stil have to catch my soccer match at 2.35... eh gals mus know hor.. soccer to guys is like chocolates to gals... v impt.. cannot do w/o... they willing to sacrifice their slp for it... so try to understand lor.. -_-! =) =p

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waa kaoz.. wake up at 4am.. jus to c fav team crash 3-1 to real madrid? lew.. tml stil have wrc tes one lor.. now no mood to slp le lah... c lah.. to hell wif madrid pple.. watch out sec leg hor... man utd nv gonna let u off jus like tt... =(

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Tuesday, April 8

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tuesday... hmm.. monday's finally over, today wake up at 7am.. so sian.. polymer lesson.. mr lau and his jokes again.. ok lor, i mean we enjoyed his lessons, but it's like the final few lessons, all emotions run deep.. hiaz.. kinda sad man, even me a guy feel like crying lor.. guess wat? classmate xuiling say i use too much of those f*** words lor... bo bian lor.. next time i use other words lor... then aft tt... cppa wif mr siaw.. wow.. he crappy lor.. wat can i say? revised everything wif us...so dan dong... then was break and then polymer lesson again... wa kaoz.. sian.. polymer laws... chimilogy.. aft tt hand in cppa report.. dr soo.. waa. knn lo so.. hand in le.. stil tok so much..didnt expect the three mei nus to wait for me at the lift lor.. so happy... xiuling so dan xiao lor.. wat can i say? she wan to hao lian aft standing on the latch.. tot she v tall..but in the end? she turn rd and there i was.. rite behind her.. she tio shocked.. wth? then going home wif tan bin.. we watched tv mobile, laugh gags.. ahaha.. hmm wat else to complain? slp on the bus... wake up... walk home.. eat dinner... aiya.. so sian... so much test comin up.. plus the wtc test tml...and madrid vs utd.. ahahaha.. yippie!! chaoz. take care peps =/

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wow wow... monday sux.. wat can i say? hectic day sia... esp when the prevous nite i slpt at 4am? guess wat i did? play game again lor.. i think im stuck onto it.. and before that was toking to my friends online.. haha.. funni thing was tan bin and xiuling.. both take turns to tok.. then i got no time to rest =~~( but nevertheless, i enjoyed the time lor.. quite fun, entertaining, humourous, crappy too lah... thankew for the time!! then aft tt was drawing the visuals for the wtc... wa peng, didnt know carrot so diff to draw. the sharp end cannot be too sharp and all...aft tt .. back online,. tok to xiuling via sms while play game.. she say i pro doing both together.. eh xiuling, mus know i can do a lot of things at the same time one lor, JEALOUs ? beg me lor.. may consider... :xXX very bad hor.. aiya.. dun bully u liao lah.. u like so kelian.. ahaha...
the next morning, wake up at ten oclock.. gosh late for discussion.. i bathe and took all the stuff i need to poof.. there i went str to sch... in the end stil late.. wtf? then all scold me lor.. sucheng, tan bin..siming nuttin much to say lor.. maybe he the most understanding one? who knows? but i know he has his own personal probs lor.. cannot guai... then thinkng of the name for the carrot.. aft much arguments,,toolsinone came out!! finally! then aft tt lessons starts... food, then tutorial for cppa, had a small cppa prac discusion wif friends, then on wif ap chem.. the hell of all.. dungeons and dragons maybe? who cares.. i staring to hate tt module le lah.. fucking hell bitches and bustards.. i think i opt wrong... who cares, the stupid moles and molarity is killing me..dun wan to tok so muc abt it.. then we went home.. woking to the train stn.. suddenly it rained? suay or wat? god mus have been angry wif us? or did he jus cried for me? we walked briskly to the stn.. missed the bus and stuff.. but in the end got up.. good lor.. sit in the bus wif tan bin.. she told me all abt her childhood life.. and i shared mine wif her.. 7pm, dragged my feet back to homE! home sweet home1! dinner first, then online.. all the way till like now lor... cppa report on grinding,have to do everything.. but clara and xuan did help on the intro and conclusion.. ask like so many peps to help me wif the discussion on the eneregy.. gues wat? i went to ask clara and xuan.. they gave me all the answers! hurray! finally finish le... oh ya.. forgot the most impt thng, dear classmate xiuling burn for me two she disks,.. waa.. stil me wat hao chu i shld give.. eh u wan hao chu wat u wan say lah.. maybe i give u... oh she wans a thankew , might as welkl do it here... THANKEW for the two disks lor... =) waa.. fucking tired now.. 20 minutes typing this thing.. wonder who reads it anyway..getting more and more long winded le lah.. later cannot find gf.. ahahaha wonder when my gf pops in front of my face!! wheee... ntiez lor..

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Sunday, April 6

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sunday... suppose to be rest day? not so lor.. so sian... nutting to do.. cannot go out... fuckin hell... so many things to rush.. wtc stuff.. apchem.. prepare to study sat's test.. so many things to do.. but stil so sian. .cuz i dun give a damn abt doing them...then go irc.. all the lamers trying to be funni.. go msn.. too early, no one online.. now.. 10 plus. some of them log in.. hee hee can chat le.. tml no prac.. so good.. can slp for a little longer good lor.. guess i cya later... buaiz

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stil feeling so sian and sad and sick and argh!! dun know lah... i think im goin crazy.. but who cares rite? no one cares for me anyway... even if i die.. the world wouldnt know either.. im like a small and useless bum taking up space.. heard frm those irc frenz that 5566 gona have to postpone their concert here to 12 apr.. haiz.. some pple would be sad lor... but at least they bothered to come.. unlike some bands.. who are scared of dun know wat? singapore is the 2nd safest country in the world sia.. mai play play...
man utd won liverpool 4-0 at home.. i guess thats wat life is all about... soccer... though i tot for a while what our mission was to come into this world... haiz... maybe i was here to do sth for someone? or meet someone? or .... hmmm.. dun know lah.. so many thngs to do.. tests.. datelines.. exams... i think i gonna have a tough month.. if i pull thru this.. two mths of holiz!! yipee!!! guess thats life? wat can i do? i cant even dare to kill myself... like my sec 4 sch motto.. rock on! guess wat i have to do frm now.. pull myself together... who am i toking to anyway? one siao 18 yr old tokin to the com in the middle of the nite... fucking sian... chaoz...

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|02:22:00|
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Saturday, April 5

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today... i woke up.. feeling all fresh and stuff... jap lesson!! argh.. my mom forgot to wake me up.. fucking world!! y do i have to wake up early? sch sux.. esp when its like million miles away.. as usual the sensee joked around.. we had lotsa fun... but aft tt.. i immediately felt sad.. i dun know y lor.. like this thing jus struck me.. i became sad the whole god damn fucking day.. play game.. oso lose.. go out.. dun feel like walking.. stay at home study? forget it.. what on earth can i do man? fuck all bloody bustards and bitches!!

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|20:11:00|
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ytd was my classmates birthday.. we accompanied him the whole day.. wow.. i mus say i reali enjoyed it.. i hope he did too!! =)

[[ Fallen Saint ]]*|17:52:00|
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Thursday, April 3

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test blog... so sian...
love life sux...
everybody!! help!

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